SILVER-HEART
Chapter 63: A Control That Was Never There

Chapter 63: A Control That Was Never There

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Being this close to her was a risk... William knew that all too well but he can’t help it not when her scent is as fascinating as ever. Ever since that morning, ever since he touched her, his hunger has increased to a state that got his brain in a frenzy. He was thankful enough that the library knowledge was on a full drive so he spent all day working but that doesn’t mean he cannot see her...

That was the main reason he resumed as her tutor, the thought of having another male teach her set his already frenzy brain on a high drive, Her scent have become like a drug for him one he was slowly getting addicted to and he knew what caused it was when he touched her and brought her heights of pleasure, and without knowing it he became addicted to that sight... her whimpering breath, her sweet moans, when she says his name breathlessly.

The feeling of her pooling wet core, the perfect penetration of his fingers within her, taking all that in one go have got him craving for more, wanting more to the point he had to fight it. He has never had an addiction before, he has never been obsessed with something, and he knew only knowledge and his talents so it was strange for him and hard to accept.

He merely said only a few words to her over the past few days, he could tell she was hurt and sad by his actions but he knew all too well than to bring it up, Ava was one to shy away from such things so he refrained from doing so more like he was fighting his own battles. His urges and needs were increasing to the point he cannot control them, they were driving towards the edge.

Her sweet gesture today was something he did not expect, food didn’t appeal to him ever since he was a child, he has grown up without them, part of his unique abilities as a Demi-god. But seeing how she worked hard to make something for him caused a feeling to spark within him and before he knew it he was eating the tasteless food, it didn’t do anything to his body or satisfy him, it was just like eating air but he couldn’t tell her that, for a reason he cannot fathom he didn’t want her to lose her smile.

Judging from Severus’ expression today he knew the cookies and tea tasted awful but that was the least of his worries, she worked hard for something that was what he acknowledged, who knew his fairy was a strong-spirited woman, she might be shy and careless sometimes and think far too much for her little brain but she was someone that worked hard for something, it makes her attractive than she already was.

So how did he get into this position again? Caging her in a spot and his lips to her ears. Hells! Being this close the hunger he had been trying to quell was in a full drive to the point he can see the length of her veins on her smooth chiseled neck, pulsating before his eyes and each sound was like a calling tone.

"What is your taste then? What’s appetizing for you?" her sweet voice said to him and the question wasn’t helping. He placed his one hand on the wood she leaned on above her head and gripped it, the other fell on her neck and grip but not too tight. He was trying to be gentle, but gentle was never his nature even though his calm nature said otherwise.

"William" he could feel her slightly panicking in her voice.

"Your question doesn’t help with the answer I’m about to give you"

"What answer?"

He didn’t want her scared... and more importantly, what he craved cannot be taken even if he wanted to bury his morals and do it, it was something that can only happen when he consummates with her so he pulled away and walked to the entrance of his wardrobe.

"Go to your chambers Ava"

A strong silence came from behind but he didn’t bother to turn, it helps if he does not look at her, one look and his control will be snapped and what happened next will not be in her best interest.

’Be a good girl Ava, and leave’ he thought to himself almost like a silent prayer.

"B-But I thought a-a husband and wife should be in the same chambers"

She was pushing it and it worsened the predicament he was trying to get out of.

"Yes," he answered unbuttoning his shirt and what made him halt his actions were her footsteps, hells why was she coming closer?

"But I don’t want you here right now... except you want us to consummate"

She halted her steps, and her sudden increase in heartbeat told him she was either afraid or nervous but he cannot tell which not until he sees her face. No... he can’t!

"It’s not about the consummation, it’s... " her tone dialed down but he could still perfectly hear her. "I sleep better here"

He knows that too but for her sake he cannot risk it.

"I-I know we haven’t really talked about what happened that day"

Why was she bringing this up now? He was testing his patience and his control and he didn’t like it...

"What happened was confusing for me and-"

"Ava!" he snapped, he heard it again her heartbeat jumped and he didn’t need to see her face to tell she was afraid now.

"A-A-Are you angry because of the cookies? I know they were bad and..." Her voice was breaking and his control was slipping, his head was surging and his fangs were dropping, his aura was coming forth and the cold was emitting in the air. Her mere voice was causing this and he was reacting.

The realization struck him, he has never had control to begin with, it was just a silly notion he came up with, nothing has ever tested him, not until Ava and the iron walls were crumbling and he was slipping.

"I-I’m sorry, I shouldn’t ha-"

It was gone... he was blinded, he needed to be near her and feed off his hunger, a stupid solution but what were the odds when he was trying his hardest to be patient with her?

His movement and brain walked faster than hers, her eyes were still dialed in shock until he realized what he had done...

He has pressed her against the wall with no space or way for her to escape... caged just where he wanted her.