Kill Me Protect Me, Mr. Bodyguard
Chapter 200: You Don’t Know How Much I Love You

Chapter 200: You Don’t Know How Much I Love You

Once again Daren asked the same question he had asked Victor before.

"What if when I die after giving birth, will you hate our child?" he asked Victor.

"Will you blame him for my death?" Daren asked again, making sure his lover would answer.

He did not know what it was like to give birth to a child, but many people said that it was very painful and almost near to die. That’s what scared him so much even though Viona had reminded him that Daren could definitely do it.

It was just that the fear still haunted him, as if it couldn’t escape his mind.

"Have you forgotten that you’re fine? You’re healthy and so is our baby. Why are you thinking about it all the time? It will only make you worse," Victor said as he hugged his omega’s body.

"You will be fine. Whatever happens I’m not going to let anything worse happen, and I’m going to make a decision where you’re going to be my priority," he replied, continuing his own words.

Victor was confident and believed that Daren would survive and be strong enough to give birth to their son. He himself was an alpha and didn’t know what it was like, but he was sure that Daren was much stronger than any Omega.

"You said it felt like life and death? You’ve been through something like that. When I shot you in the chest and that damn Sam stabbed you in the thigh with his knife. Isn’t the pain the same? You were between life and death when that bullet lodged in your chest," he said.

"I know, it hurts a lot and I can’t even bear it. But I’m sure it’s different, it must be more painful. Especially when I have to take a baby out of my belly," Daren replied as he caught his breath and nuzzled into his neck.

"I understand that. But you better believe that you’re going to be okay. I’ll keep you company and encourage you to stay strong."

Daren smiled at that, and he nodded his head as if he was trying to encourage himself.

He also didn’t want to leave his son with Victor alone. He felt like it would be a repeat of Victor having only his mother.

Although Viona and Edgar could certainly help Victor, they would also be preoccupied with their baby who would be born 3 to 4 months after the birth of Daren and Victor’s child.

"Maybe you’re right, I need to believe in myself. I believe I can and I also want to be able to raise him together with you."

The alpha nodded his head, but he wanted to tell him that even if Daren did not survive the birth, he promised to take good care of their baby. He would not waste the opportunity for him to be a father, even if Daren was not there to be the mother of their son.

"But it’s better for you to fight it first than for me to raise him alone. I’m not even sure I can find another Omega like you, let alone entrust our son to them," he said as he gently caressed Daren’s cheek.

Those gentle words, too, calmed him. It was as if he did not want to be separated from his gentle touch. He loved the Daren in front of him, and vice versa.

Victor didn’t know what his life would be like if Daren had never been there. Maybe he was currently on a mission feeling bored and fed up with everything around him. No Daren, no one who would be by his side and waiting for him to come home.

Maybe right now he was still the cold-blooded man who loved his dangerous job so much.

Victor’s eyes softened as he watched Daren close his eyes as he slowly drifted off to sleep. He fell asleep feeling the warmth of his lover’s body, not to mention the soothing touch on his cheek.

"You have no idea how much I cherish our time together. I may not be able to express everything that I feel for you, but I want you to know that I love you very much. I can’t say it directly when you open your eyes, but I will give and show these feelings by how I treat you as someone who is my first and last."

He whispered in front of Daren’s innocent sleeping face. On one hand he hoped Daren heard him, but on the other hand he didn’t want the blond Omega to hear his words which were considered embarrassing but were the truth.

Daren changed his frozen heart, with his playfulness and unpredictability shattering the ice that had surrounded his heart for years.

Until finally Victor felt warmth every time he was around Daren. His heart was filled with hot lava, a burning desire every time he saw his omega smile at him.

"I’m so happy every time you call my name, even in your sleep you do. And it makes me feel so happy that there is someone who really wants to have me."

His hand gently rubbed his head, making Daren’s sleep more comfortable as well as their baby who was much calmer than before.

"You are my Omega, and I will protect you from all sorts of things that would threaten both of you. I will not hesitate to eliminate them if necessary. No matter who it is, I will make them regret laying a finger on you."

A smile appeared on the alpha’s handsome face, a smile that was completely sincere and also different from the smile he always showed. His cold face seemed to have melted because his heart was so warm around him.

Victor did not expect that he would have this experience in his life when before he hated an Omega so much. But now he actually seemed to be crazy about the Omega especially the Omega in front of him right now.

The Omega who was pregnant with his pups. And he would not let that Omega out of his sight.

"I will not let you die while giving birth to our baby. I’m sure you can do it because I can’t bring myself to think that I will lose you. I’ll do whatever it takes to keep you alive."

He kissed Daren’s forehead, then pulled him into a closer embrace until their bodies were touching.

Slowly his eyes closed, trying to rest before they would later go on a tour of the area.

Their breathing was so slow, and their hearts were beating as if they needed to show each other how much they loved each other in their silence and deep sleep.

"Sleep well, and when you open your eyes, I will be there until you can no longer open them."