In This Rebirth, The Male Lead Is Mine [BL]
Chapter 23: Advantages and Doubts

Chapter 23: Advantages and Doubts

The moment that Kamille embraced him, even if it was accidentally, Rise’s heart instantly rejoiced. There were not a few such intimate and close moments with him in his memories, but his heart always skipped a beat, wanting for such moments to not end.

Even as they almost stumbled because of him, Rise still did not stop guiding Kamille. He guided Kamille with practiced ease and efficiency, as if he had done it many times before.

"I also don’t know," Rise grinned, his tone light despite sounding sincere. "I’m an Esper, though. And, maybe, you can also say, I’m also a Guide."

As he claimed, Rise would not lie to Kamille. And this identity was also accidentally discovered because of Kamille and this ability of his.

Rise did not even know he was Guide until almost a year later of pursuing Kamille, just like their situation now, Kamille was also forced to use his ability then, and it just happened that Rise was the only one with him then.

Kamille’s eyes looked at him suspiciously, obviously pondering about something, not trusting Rise’s words.

"No one knows that I’m a Guide." Rise continued, not to prove himself but more like telling Kamille his secret. "Well... Now, you also know that I’m one." Rise smiled, not very concerned that his ’secret’ was discovered by others.

He just continued guiding the other party. Unknowingly, they stood there at the sea of black fire, embracing and talking at each other, as if both also forgot their current position.

Not like Rise would actually complain.

Kamille’s furrowed brows and the doubts did not disappear; however, it decreased significantly.

Rise’s point made sense, and Kamille’s issue was not really about Rise’s identity suddenly becoming a Guide. Although, it stemmed from that.

"You... How did you know you can guide me?" Kamille was ultimately suspicious of this point.

He could not help but think of Rise’s motive for getting close to him, his enthusiasm when it came to him, or the real reason he wanted to join his guild.

Rise did not even flinch; he also knew Kamille would notice this. After all, his Guild Leader was not dumb. How could he, even if he were a Guide, have a hundred percent confidence to Guide an emotionless Esper, so close to rampage?

They did not even measure their compatibility together. What was more, they were not very familiar with each other, having met only for a day.

Of course, he has a good excuse. No, it was not an excuse but the real reason.

"I’m no ordinary Guide," Rise winked, not too concerned with interrogation, or it could be called like that. "You can feel it too, right, Guild Leader?"

Now that Rise pointed it out. Kamille paused and stared deeply at Rise’s eyes, he then began observing how Rise’s wavelength interacted with his.

Soon, his eyes widened slightly.

This made Rise chuckle, amused by Kamille’s reaction. It had to be said that Kamille was the one who noticed this the first time, Rise being so clueless being a Guide.

Kamille needed to teach him how to utilize his guiding elements and the flow of his wavelength. A guide and an Esper were fundamentally different, and being both, Rise’s wavelength naturally has differences from ordinary Guides.

"It’s almost an Esper ability," Rise voiced it out himself, without waiting for Kamille to say it. "The way my wavelength as a guide flows and interacts with yours... is not like a normal guide’s wavelength is supposed to be."

Saying that, the intensity of his guiding increased as if to demonstrate it, almost making them both moan in pleasure as they instinctively closed their distance even more. It was a bit different from sexual pleasure, but so close to it.

Even him, Rise also did not feel such ecstasy when he was guided.

Their compatibility was undeniable.

Rise bit his lips, not letting a moan leak out of his lips. Like him, Kamille’s jaw had also hardened, but his gaze seemed much deeper now.

They could feel their lower bodies slowly waking up, aroused by how their wavelengths combined so perfectly.

"See?" Rise exhaled; his hot breath lingered between them. His knees had long weakened, and Kamille was the only one supporting the both of them to stand on the ground.

He could not help but tease once more; even with his current vulnerable state, Rise did not let slide the opportunity to flirt.

"My wavelength as a guide is different... and you," Rise gasped, talking while guiding Kamille was too much. All he wanted was to lie down and maybe also bury his face in the other’s firm chest.

Kamille was no ordinary Esper either; although Rise’s wavelength could match his, it still needed his focus and energy. At this state, Kamille was not only an S-rank Esper; he was more than that.

"You are not an ordinary Esper." Rise, despite his increasing exhaustion, tried to make his voice steady. "I can feel it..."

Rise finally could not help it as he leaned his head on Kamille’s chest, his eyelids slowly closing. "We’re like..."

Made for each other.

Rise really wanted to say that. However, a lump seemed to form in his throat, preventing him from saying it. Before, he also thought so. Rise always thought that Kamille, despite being so hard to get, would become his lover eventually.

Their attraction and the way they were similar made it not hard to associate it with destiny. Rise was really that delusional, and so in love.

And so, knowing the real situation of the world... Rise not becoming insane at this moment was already a miracle. His devotion, and everything... Was it fake?

Of course not. It was the world that was messed up, not them.

While closing his eyes, not once did Rise stop guiding Kamille. It was an action that was already etched in his mind. He had done it countless times, Rise was Kamille’s personal guide after all.

Seconds later, Rise felt his body being carried. His body relaxed and he leaned all his weight on Kamille’s body. For a moment, silence pervaded them.

The warmth spread through their bodies; the two only savored this wonderful sensation. One had felt this for the first time, while the other had not felt it for months and thought he would never feel it again.

There was a reason that a Private Room existed in the Guiding Center. Some Guides and Espers, while lost to that sensation, might lead to intimate or sexual activities.

This was not new, and although not a requirement, mostly done so. Sometimes, the more intimate an Esper and Guide were, the higher their compatibility was. Therefore, increasing the efficiency and effectiveness of guiding.

The doubts had yet to be cleared, but for now, one was an Esper and his Guide.