His Toxic Addiction
Chapter 252: How To Treat A Queen.

Chapter 252: How To Treat A Queen.

From a bent over position, Arissa now lay under Nicklaus panting heavily. With an uncontrollable pace, Nicklaus repeatedly went in and out of her, as he showered her with kisses and dirty nonsense.

Arissa giggled in between her pants at each of his dirty talks while holding his shoulders firmly for support.

His stamina was great, she don’t even remember how many rounds they have gone. He filled her mind with his words that she forgot how to count.

Soft moans and low grunts filled the room and when she finally released, Nicklaus joined her, allowing them to experience another one of their breathtaking orgasms.

Nicklaus did not pull back. He waited inside of her until his whole release dried up from his inside. He leaned in and kissed her forehead, "Thank you, that was a great ride," he said before pulling out of her.

Drawing his little man out, his face froze in amazement. He looked at his little man and fixed his eyes on Arissa’s.

Arissa smiled at him and when he did not smile back, she figured something wasn’t right. She was too tired to speak so she just raised a questioning brow at him.

Nicklaus also did not say a word but just stood up straight for her to see. When he stood straight, Arissa’s breath caught up in her throat.

The whole of his long groin was coated with his release and she felt his hot seeds inside of her which wasn’t supposed to happen. In one word, the condom broke.

She met Nicklaus’s eyes again and she saw regret flashing in them. Her heart broke seeing those feelings in his eyes.

Nicklaus once said he would not hate their child but even if he would, the regret flashing in his eyes that way was too much.

They both loved the moment they finished enjoying seconds ago but the regret those dark orbs held left her also regretting why they shared that remarkable moment again.

Also, he looked worried.

Worried plus regrets? Just how bad would their marriage get as it continues? They never planned for this, it busted, fine. He can advise her to take pills and not break her heart this way with those looks in his eyes.

Arissa spoke out first, "That’s alright, no need to worry. I have some pills,"

Nicklaus stared into her eyes, "Do you need to take the pills again? Why can’t we risk it?" his fears were now confirmed.

He had gone a long way to build the little progress between them and now he feared this incident might draw them farther again.

He never meant for the condom to mess up.

Arissa blinked rapidly, forcing her expression to be neutral. Meanwhile, on the inside, she was undoubtedly excited he said something like that.

She brought the pills up because of how regretful he looked. It made her think he does not in any way want a child from her.

Nicklaus knelt back to her level and positioned himself in between her legs. He wants a child from her and would accept whenever the child comes.

He could keep them safe while he deals with her father. He promises her father won’t be able to hurt them.

Nicklaus knew it was dangerous but he was certain about it. He was ready to save her in a heartbeat, no questions because she was his life.

He was never living until she came in and showed him how to live and there’s no way he would let any harm fall on her or their future bloodline.

Nicklaus hovered above her. He stared piercingly into her brown eyes and because of how much dominant eyes screamed, Arissa had to look away and face the baby crib.

When she looked away that way, Nicklaus guessed she might be annoyed with him, for not being careful.

So, he placed a finger under her chin and made her look at him again. Arissa faced him but did not meet his eyes.

"Arissa? I want us to skip the pills. We should risk it this once, but it’s okay if you don’t want it," he said and at the same time gave her a floor for an open mind.

Silence poured upon them after Nicklaus’s words. Arissa thought of a reply, a reason and how she would place her reply while Nicklaus patiently waited for one.

His face was just an inch away. Raising her hand, she stroked the whole of his facial features with her fingers.

When she got to his nose, she paused with her fingers and used her lips to speak, "Nick," she began.

"No doubt that our kids would rank the most beautiful kids out there if we have one or a few. You’re everything a woman would ever want as a husband and maybe also, every kid as a father." she flashed him a smile, and hope began to fly around Nicklaus’s heart.

"But I want the best for my kids. All my life, I wanted a simple life and maybe get a farmer as a husband for myself. I wanted that peaceful life with two adorable kids and a man who would love and adore my whole existence and...." she took in a deep breath and looked deeper into his eyes, "..and sadly you can’t be a part of that life I wish for. The contract still stands and it is the only thing that bonds us. I don’t know about the future but currently, now, I can’t bring kids into this world through you,"

Nicklaus swallowed. His eyes darkened and he tried standing away from her but Arissa wrapped her other hand around his neck and held him still.

The emotions on his face don’t seem to understand her words so she went on. She wants no bad blood between them because of this.

"I hope you can understand what I’m saying?" she asked, "You don’t love me. You made it clear that the only feelings we would share should be lust and I don’t want a life like that for my kids. I want them to have a good definition of marriage, love, and respect, and for my daughter, I want her to know she’s royalty when she starts having boyfriends. I also want my husband to serve good examples of what a real man should be for my son and how he should treat his queen,"

Nicklaus nodded at her words in understanding. His Adam’s apple bulged up and down in acceptance of all she had just said. She made good points and be have none to counter her points so it’s left for him to accept her decision.

His eyes trailed down to her flat stomach and with a longing rub on it, he leaned in and placed a deep kiss on it.

Arissa blushed at what he was doing. Why was he acting that way? Does he need a child this bad from her?

Perhaps she shouldn’t flatter herself. Her husband could have any woman he wants to bear him children and heirs to his multi-billion empires.

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