DESTINED MATE : SWEET ALPHA PHEROMONE
Chapter 34 - GRUVV’s POV

Chapter 34: Chapter 34 - GRUVV’s POV

I woke up with a sticky thing between my legs, uh, shit, I get that fucking wet dreams last night. Yeah, I’m 31 years old and I don’t know why I had such a stupid wet dream just from making out with Shiloh. I’m not a virgin who hasn’t had sex, oh, sure for twelve years I haven’t had a RUT but I did 一you know一 with my own hands.

I’m trying to be my usual self after that night, saying ’good morning’ also ’good night’ to Shiloh like nothing happened and I think he doesn’t notice all my awkwardness. Damn, it wasn’t even my first kiss, but why am I behaving like a teenager who just had a first kiss?

Stupid.

"How about the guards?" George talking to me while I was smoke, I turned to him, he was squating down to take the hand of a dead body to get the fingerprints so we can process transfer their property to pay their debt even though sometime that’s not enough to cover everything.

"Oh, I just moved them to the front and main gate."

"Huh? Why?" He asked.

I looked at him who was still squating down, pulling the corpse’s thumb by force, making that man blood as ink to the paper he was holding.

"Shiloh could not leave the house because of their pheromone, he gets scared even just open the window. So he can’t do the evening walk and go to the Greenhouse to see the flowers." I explained to George.

Yeah, I asked them not to get into the house but I didn’t think Shiloh would pass them when he left the house, he almost had a seizure because of it. I should’ve thought about this, but since I was too focused on thinking about having a guard for Shiloh, I missed it.

"Anyway Gruvv, you just did something stupid, don’t you?"

Some of my subordinates were busy cleaning the room, blood everywhere, including my clothes, face and hands. The room was so crowded, we had to quickly finish this one in order to execute the next person. Usually, we kill two to three people in this place for a day.

Most of them were people who hadn’t paid us in a long time and we found out that they had a lot of assets elsewhere, for people who were getting ruined after borrowing money from us, Dad usually asked us to let them. Yes, there’s no point in asking for paying back from people who have nothing in their lives.

"What do you mean?"

"You’ve been acting weird since yesterday." George glanced at me, he stood up and pulled a pack of cigarettes out of his pocket. He handed the paper to Shin, some of my subordinates began to clean up the corpse to be thrown into the open sea.

I blinked like a fool and smoked my cigarette in hurry, scratching my neck.

"I don’t understand what are you talking about."

George laughed at me, this son of a bitch was always acting like a subordinate in fact he was always the boss in front of me.

"Gruvv, we’ve been together for so long. I even know when you have your first wet dreams."

"Motherfucker, why are you bringing that up?!"

George looked at me with knitted eyebrows, "Don’t tell me you recently had a wet dream?"

I choked on the smoke and coughed at his words. George laughed at me. Right, I’m not very good at lying. Father used to always ask me when Cross did something and he didn’t tell him the truth, I couldn’t lie and only said what I knew so Cross always bothered me because he pissed off.

And now that I didn’t even have a good reason to lie in front of George, I walked towards the bathroom not far from where George was standing, I take off my clothes and washed my hands that were still full of fresh blood.

"I still can’t smell the pheromones, so I don’t know why I’m like this. He is, uh, interesting."

"You are interested in him." George laughed.

"Shut up, you should have listened what I’m gonna say, right?" I began to lose my temper responding to George, "I think there’s something wrong with my head, probably because I’m getting used to him around me. My head were just filled with him all day, then a few days ago he thanked me." I said.

I knew George wouldn’t understand what I was feeling, like me who didn’t understand why I have this kind of feeling. We both grew up in the same situation, Dad and Father gave us martial arts training as well as military training since we’re little. While growing up we are only taught to survive and fight. Romance is not in our agenda.

The Omega’s we met were the only ones we paid for just one night. We have never have a relationship with any Omega. I’ll bet George was like that too because we were always together.

"But I don’t feel like he should thank me, I’m just give him a place to stay. And the reason I did that was because I had certain intentions for him."

Right. Can I accept that just because I did such a small thing? I moved him from the hospital to my house just because Andrew suggested it, I did it all because I needed him for my therapy.

"You already know how Shiloh Rudapriya lives, right?" George said while giving me a dry towel. He was sitting next to the bathroom sink, his cigarette had been throw away in the trash bin. "We both know how he was mistreated by his father, if you would allow me to give you what we found after checking his background, I’m sure you would be much more understand what happened to the boy after his mother died.. But, he thanked you sincerely. Even though you wanted something from him, you didn’t hide it, he knew about it. Gruvv, he’s just grateful to you." George said such a long sentence and I think this is the first time I’ve seen him serious and worried at the same time.

He has asked me many times to check Shiloh’s background that he found, but since I know George’s personality, seeing him force me to check makes me even less willing to do it. There must be something and I don’t think I’m ready to know.

"Do you remember when we first came to Gil’s house?" George suddenly asked that question. Shin brought a change of clothes and gave it to me.

I certainly remember it. It was the house they bought after bank foreclosure. We went there to collect Gil’s debt that had overdue. When we arrived he was making food, and on the brown tray were two plates and bowls of food that looked like dog vomit instead of real food.

Gil walked into the hallway and stopped in front of the bedroom door, he opened it slightly, sliding the tray through the gap he had opened and that time, what I saw was a boy with a gaunt cheeks, skinny and pale skin. Our eyes met and I was sure he was asking for help just from the look in his eyes. When I asked who he was, Gil replied it was his son.

"You were mad at Gil when you found out the room didn’t even have a window, and you didn’t know who’s behind the door at that time. I know you’re not someone who doesn’t want to interfere in other people’s affairs, but you did it that day. Don’t tell me, that time and also when at the brothel, you remembered Joshua?" George’s question made me flinch, I really couldn’t hide anything from him. Right, when I found Shiloh in a terrible state at the brothel, it was like when I found Joshua. When Shiloh vomited those petals, I just think that I had to save him.

"It all started with that, but the more time I spent with him the more I wanted to protect him. That’s all, he’s helping me with therapy anyway."

Shin and George looked at me, both sighed. I looked at them, don’t have any idea why they did that and after finished putting on a change of clothes, in four hours we finished three people in the room. I need to take a shower and change my clothes before I go home. A message came in while I was enjoying one last cigarette before I showered.

Thank you, I love this cheesecake. I hope you can try it too.

Without realizing it, I smiled widely, I ordered the cheesecake he wanted while we were watching TV. I was reading and he was watching a show when the ad came up. The store on TV was in my building. So, I called the owner and asked her to make one for me. I’m glad he liked it, I’ll go home soon and try it too.

I got out of the car when George talk from the car, we were already in the front yard. He looked at me and said, "Gruvv, stop thinking about anything else and just admit it you like him." He smiled broadly before driving off, I paused and stared at the car as it drove away.