DESTINED MATE : SWEET ALPHA PHEROMONE
Chapter 33 - GRUVV’s POV

Chapter 33: Chapter 33 - GRUVV’s POV

"Do you know who the spies are?" I asked George who was driving, we were on our way home. After the auction I after some people who needed to be finished off, I spent some time beating and killing people before back home. At least I’m not in a bad mood now.

George glanced toward the center rearview mirror, his hands still on the steering wheel.

I threw the smoke into the air, wind coming in from the window was cold but I didn’t care. My mind was too mess to feel any of it.

"There are many people who can be like that."

"Including you?" I glanced at George who was silent, neither evading nor defending himself. I sighed, "I know you’ve been working in my family even since you were so young, but don’t you think we spent the most time together before becoming a boss and a subordinate? I thought we were friend."

George chuckled at me babbling in the back seat. Yes, we were practically friends even though George was six years older. When I was five years old my family brought in George, he came from an orphanage that our family had donated to. Father asked George to accompany me because at that time I was always crying, I had no friends.

Because of my family’s reputation, I had a little trouble adapting to the people around me. Moreover, the only brother I had at that time was much older so we were not so close, Cross only came to me to bother me and make me crying. That’s why Father adopted George.

"You know what? The most dangerous enemy is the closest." George said quietly.

I sighed again, "You should be able to choose which one you can tell and which not, especially regarding my whole body smell with Shiloh pheromones."

"I might be able to choose what to report, Boss. But Mr. Ian won’t just ask me alone. Besides me, there are many people who could be his spies within this organization. It was only a matter of time before he discovered the fact that I was hiding something about you."

I cannot talk back what George said because once again, we as Dhurudatta’s children knew very well that we were in an invisible prison. Forever.

"I’m sorry I didn’t tell you about the boy’s pheromone."

I still look out from the car window, I don’t want to ruined my mood. Soon we will enter the main gate.

"I know you did that because Father ask you to not tell me, and you can’t do anything. Yeah, we’re all the same in the end. Can’t do anything and obey those two orders, right?"

We didn’t talk again until the car stopped on the front yard and George said goodbye. I took off the coat I had been wearing, folded it neatly and carried it in my hand. When I opened the door, the house was already dark, and was so quiet. I quickly climbed the stairs, in the third floor I could hear the faint television noise from Shiloh’s room.

I winced, checking my watches, I thought he’s sleep already.

"Oh, you haven’t slept yet?" I asked him when I stood at his room door, he was in front of the television in pajamas that I bought the other day. He looked like he was daydreaming when I came over, he turned his head and looked at me from head to toe.

Is he, checking on me?

"Did you take a shower?" He asked instead of answering my questions.

Oh, he asked me? Is he curious? Why?

I nodded and ruffled my hair that was still half wet, I didn’t have time to dry it because I wanted to go home and meet him right away.

"I was sweating, so I decided to take a shower before going home." I said.

He looked at me without even blinking, I became a little awkward, is there something wrong with me? Is there a little bit of blood on my face? But I’ve taken a shower. I put away my coat and sat next to him. He’s weird today.

"How was your day?" I asked, my eyes look at the TV. He was watching the news about Cross and Dad just getting a construction contract deal with the local government.

"How if you told me how you were doing at work?"

I blinked to hear him give me another question. Right? He’s acting weird tonight, why he keep give me another question and don’t answer me right away? He didn’t seem interested in what I was doing out there, I usually just me telling him what I was doing even though I wasn’t telling him everything. Of course!

"Yeah, well, uh great."

I don’t know what to tell him. Do I have to tell him that today I’m really upset because of Father’s words who I think understand my suffering all this time? Am I supposed to tell him that I beat up people who ran away from paying their debts like his father did? And for the worst I killed them.

Uh, that doesn’t seem like a good topic.

"That doesn’t sound like an answer."

Ah shit, what do I have to say to make it sound like the answer he wants?

"Well, I have a busy day at the company." I said again.

I hope that was the answer he wanted to hear now.

He put his feet up on the couch and looked at me for a long time, he started talking that he had never seen me on television. He only sees Cross or Dad appearing on television. When he spoke, I could only see his face.

He looks handsome today, his long soft flowing hair looks so fluffy, I’m sure before putting on pajamas earlier he brushing it first. Those long eyelashes always took my focus away, so pretty.

"Ah, I’m just an ordinary worker. I’m not as high as Cross." I said.

He nodded, his hair falling to the front of his face. He looks so cute now, is it because the lighting in his room? Or does he always look like this? Or because I was in a bad mood and wanted to see him since morning? I want to hug him.

Then he asked if this whole area was mine, I said yes. Of course, Father and Dad will not let us just go from their supervision by buying our own land or house for us to live in. They will provide us with proper facilities so that we can’t go anywhere and remain as their loyal dogs.

"You’re a rich man."

I looked at him in surprise, he was really unpredictable. He looked at me seriously, cute.

"Right, that’s why you don’t have to worry even though I don’t have a high position like Cross and rarely appear on television, I’m still a rich man." I said with a laugh.

I don’t know what he was thinking after watching the news on television, maybe he was a little worried why I was never seen on the news. But Joshua and I weren’t designed for that. We were designed to be unleashed underground, barking and biting at those we had to killing.

That’s why Dad’s request for me to move to the headquarters was so ridiculous, in the end I would just be sent back underground.

"Are you an horrible person out there, Gruvv?"

That question caught me off guard. His beautiful eyes looked at me curiously. What am I supposed to answer? Do I have to explain to him everything I do out there?

But, I don’t want to. I don’t want him to know now. He definitely will....freaked out. What Joshua said was still ringing in his head, which is why he kept asking about what I was doing out there.

"D-don’t listen to Josh, I’m not doing anything, I’m just working.."

"But, you are a mobster.."

I know. But, you never know how it works out there. From the first time we met, I couldn’t even hurt you. What I saw that night at the brothel and how you tried to survive with what you had, I couldn’t take it all. The life you have now and the many times you want to end it, I can’t take it away from you. I know that even if you want to end it, there is something holding you back.

Because I know how it feels.

And now we spend time together.....It feels...different.

"Thank you for being nice to me."

He said a lot of things in front of me, and his last sentence made my heart beating so fast. He was smiling widely, his head resting on one of his hands, he looked so handsome.

I unconsciously brought myself closer to him, I couldn’t resist the urge to kiss him. I sucked and licked those soft, plumpy lips many times, I stick my tongue in his mouth.

And when he moaned, I stopped the kiss. I pushed him gently and without word I walk out of his room, I walked towards my own room while cursing in my head.

Fuck, I almost lost control. I’m hard.