Contractually Yours: The Billionaire's Unlikely Bride -
Chapter 199: OBSESSIVE LOVE DISORDER
Chapter 199: Chapter 199: OBSESSIVE LOVE DISORDER
"I was diagnosed with OLD (obsessive love disorder) when I went there. The psychiatrist told me that this OLD thing meant that I was so excessively preoccupied with Dave that I ended up having unhealthy and obsessive thoughts about him. Getting jealous, possessive and monitoring him constantly. Those were the bad signs that I was already having."
Listening to that, Briar couldn’t help but shudder as she thought she should be having such a disorder as well. Her life was all about Logan and his family. Thankfully, in the end, before she could do anything overly extreme and get caught, she still caught Logan and made him hers.
"My psychiatrist provided me with several options to treat OLD and one of them was to cut off contact. I couldn’t go anywhere near those two in the years I divorced. I also kept myself busy, worked my ass off to forget them.
I even tried having other relationships, though it didn’t work. Since it didn’t work, I was prescribed medicine, which helped soothe my unsettled heart.
Anyway, after being away for years, and learning as much as I could about being independent and being mindful, I got better.
At least when I returned, the murderous thoughts I used to have lessened. When I saw my daughter with Dave, that thought of strangling her was no longer there. At least, I could think that Kelly was the child I carried for nine months and conceived with so much love."
Briar nodded to that. It seemed that Chloe had improved, though not fully cured. Besides, who needed a complete cure?
She, for one, didn’t even need the cure. Having them by her side was the greatest medicine anyone would give her.
"Now that I am back, I want them back so desperately. At the same time, I really can’t tell Dave about my illness. What if he gets repelled by that and considers me crazy?"
Chloe was desperate, and she was literally going crazy with her emotions.
When she returned, she only found that Dave’s heart no longer had her but carried another woman. How could she accept that?
When she saw how her daughter was so friendly to another woman. She panicked. However, being mindful of the treatments she received. She didn’t dare approach the other party that quickly. But after watching for so many days, she ended up exploding thus the confrontation which only resulted in her embarrassing Dave, whose feelings hadn’t been made known to the other.
After learning that Briar was married, Chloe felt guilty. At least someone who married a rich man wouldn’t bother going after someone like Dave. With that thought in mind, she knew that she was wrong and did her best to apologize.
She didn’t just apologize to Briar but also to Dave, whom she embarrassed with her actions that day.
"I just love him so much, Briar, and hope that he can give me a chance. I know that I am not perfect, but for him and my daughter, I will do my best. I just want us to love like a family, you know!" Chloe’s voice sounded pleading and Briar felt pity for the other.
She could see the other in her shoes, and it didn’t look good.
Briar propped her elbows on the table and clasped her hands together as she looked at Chloe before suddenly looking serious.
"Chloe, this path is lonely. Isn’t it?"
Chloe hurriedly nodded her head, tears streaming down her cheeks. Only a bird of the same feather could understand her. Chloe felt liberated somehow as she sat there.
"Indeed, it’s lonely and tiresome, but what can we do? Which is why, instead of exposing your emotions on the sleeve and openly like that, you need to learn restraint," Briar began to advise Chloe seriously as she shared the concepts she used in the past.
"Sometimes, it’s better for you to act as if you really don’t care or love too much. I believe that you have shown too much since your return, and Dave should be taking you for granted. Since he hasn’t kicked you away yet and let you even take care of Kelly, he should have some feelings for you. Even a tiny bit.
As long as that tiny bit is there, then there is hope. Since there is hope, now what you need is several plans to implement and make him have you in his heart..."
Briar fell for Logan at first sight. That fateful day before she turned even fifteen, she saw him and was a goner. However, she had never dared expose her feelings despite acting like a country bumpkin.
Without doing so, how could Selena have trusted her that much?
Even when Selena learnt of her feelings for Logan but didn’t expose them, and Briar remained oblivious to the matter, she continued to treat Logan the same way.
There was never a day that Briar did anything extra. She treated Logan like an elder, her boss, and her master. She never left any room for suspicions. Even when Selena wanted to use her, she never got a chance because Briar never slipped.
When other females would wear sexy lingerie, Briar would choose the opposite. She still kept on that façade even after a decade. Patience pays when you have the guts and audacity to be patient in the first place.
Of course, a little push is needed, but when you push, just make sure that you aren’t caught. Without anyone to stand firmly on Logan’s side after Selena’s death, how could he settle down with anyone?
Without some help from her, who knows which vixen would be Mrs. Meyer right now?
Of course, she didn’t forget how, at times, revealing how much a woman loves a man might backfire. Sometimes, people who are loved take that love for granted. They wouldn’t even blink twice even after you get hurt.
That’s why, in the beginning, when she started sharing the same bed with Logan, she never expressed her feelings for Logan at all, but did slip once during a dream. But that wasn’t exactly a direct confession. However, it made Logan aware of her feelings for him.
Once they were awake, she continued to act reserved, which frustrated him a lot of times.
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