THE UNDISPUTED ONE -
Chapter 280: Hope? No hope?
Chapter 280: Hope? No hope?
It has been over a month since the incident and Liam could be said to have gotten a little bit used to having two sons and of course having to take care of their fully without intending to seek help from his mother, his in laws are even his grandparents.
"Look at you. You just look like your Mama. We should be able to sing to her every single day because we want her to wake up, right?"
Liam spoke lightly as he chuckled, looking at the twin who had Jane’s eyes, and he couldn’t help but soften his expression the more he looked at both of his sons because of apart from her, for the longest time, this is one of the biggest blessings he has received till date.
If he were to be honest, fatherhood has not been good for him for the past one month because he has been suffering from and tackling depression, stress and just a lot of things at the same time and he knew that it is at that same moment that he really needed Jane, but because things happen the way they happened for the first time, he had to tackle it by himself, but God really put someone by his side and therefore any time he could feel some sense of depression trying to kick in, he could equally sense his sons trying to cheer him up.
How this happened is still unknown to him, or how his sons notice is still unknown to him. On one thing that he knows is that this gives him immense and extreme happiness.
"OK, let us get you your milk and we can get started for the day, visit mama, and then we get started for the day. Come on champs!"
Liam swiftly moved from one side of the room to the other as he came back with the prepared milk for the twins and as his darted from them to the processed and packaged milk, he couldn’t help but feel so much pain for his sons and his wife because they were going to be raised without knowing what breast milk tasted like and the nutrients it comes with, they were not going to have that first time bond with their mother, but it is play because according to him, when the time is right, may God play his part.
During this whole month Liam had equally not contacted anyone at all, not even his sister, not his brother, absolutely no one, but completely kept to himself and to his sons, an action that once again worried the big family but they did not dare interfere because they knew the Liam right now is like a sleeping lion waiting to be disturbed or to be woken up so that he can blow up.
It is not that Liam did not have the intention to talk to his parents or to talk to his family, but because he felt so hurt any time he could see them with their spouses, any time he could see them laughing, holding their kids, hearing that one particular statement the day he tried visiting them but immediately left when he overhead the laughter in the house alongside the lines of from Chloe’s baby starting to depend on one side of the breast instead of all of them. It really hurt him knowing his children are not experiencing the same and that he did not have his spouse right next to him.
Liam prepared the kids milk and simultaneously fed them and as if their kids could understand what their father was going through, they were extremely understanding, but at some point they could equally choose to be naughty.
He perfectly fed them and immediately gave them a bath as he changed them into their vanilla smelling clothes as usual, before finally putting them to bed because the kids were already showing signs as of sleeping as he was dressing them.
Even though the house had a baby room, Liam preferred having the babies sleep in the master room with him now that he had no one by his side.
For him, it gave him a sense of encouragement and reminder that he was not alone during this hard time and therefore cheering him up a bit.
After putting the baby to the babies to sleep and of course making sure the baby movement monitor was on in case there was a problem, he walked out of his room and slowly opened the room next to him, only to see the pale looking body on the bed, machines connected to it as a steady heartbeat could be seen.
He revealed a sad smile before he went and sat beside the bed, holding the hand that was not connected to any machine, carefully intertwining the fingernails with his as he started narrating how his day was.
"Hello my love. The day has been good for me and our sons. We are getting along well but they sure are a little bit naughty. Hehe..."
"Imagine our sons peed in me the time I was going to change their diapers and even had the audacity to laugh at me."
"I wish you were here to enjoy this moment with me. I wish you were here to share this moment with me and our sons. I wish you were here so that our family would be completely full again. I know that at some point you’re hearing me, at some point you’re getting my words. Probably my guess but it really pains me to see you in this situation, and I pray that every single day I get to see you awake. I get to see you smile, I get to hold you next to me. I get to just have your presence hovering around me, even if you’re annoy me. I just want you back wife.."
The Liam right now was thought the mighty Liam Yang, or the Liam that was extremely detached from his parents and other family members, but instead he was one fragile looking Liam and one could see how his shoulders had even dropped from stress.
Liam continuously narrated quite a number of things to Jane, including reminding her how they met, how they started their relationship, how she ate his food for the first time, and quite a number of things intending to see any reaction from her but when he noticed, the heartbeat was steady, no single sign of her moving, he couldn’t help but drop his shoulders further in disappointment, but again one could see the blazing determination in his eyes. He was determined to have his wife back. He was determined to have his wife back, and he was going to have her back.
"Anyway, love, It’s okay. I’m here to give you a bath. I’ll be back, I love you."
Having said this, Liam disappeared in one of the doors in the room and came back with a small bucket of water alongside a clean towel as he started to carefully wipe her body, not missing any single part and through the whole process, he was very much careful not to mess any wire at any point, and after some hectic ups and downs, he was finally able to make sure that her body was cleaned from head to toe, including her teeth.
"That’s my girl!"
Liam pecked her forehead and her lips for period of time as if trying to reminiscate and remind himself how it felt to kiss her before finally letting go and leaving the room to settle his other matters.
He equally passed by his room and realized the twins were very much sound asleep, in funny positions, making him laugh as he left the house as he headed towards the garden, sitting and observing the sky, not even saying a thing.
He felt like he had hit some type of retirement, but he was just lonely.
He didn’t know for how long this situation was going to go on for, but what he knew is that he has a family to take care of, a comatose wife and of course two twin kids who are depending on their father to know how to eat, who are depending on their father to be dressed, to be washed, to be done everything to and he couldn’t let anyone down.
His right hand, absent mindedly went towards his left hand, where there was a ring, and he started twirling it, his mind lost in continuous thoughts but he did not know that the Jane back in the room was woke but she couldn’t even lift a finger, or she couldn’t even speak.
If only Liam knew that for the past one month everything that he has been saying to her, how he has been explaining the twins progress to her and how he has been coping up is something that Jane has been hearing each and every detail and she felt like....so defeated. She had tried fighting her body to wake up but there was no success, not even lifting a finger up, there was zero success and therefore, Jane just had to sleep still and weep internally, because she knew from his voice that he was completely broken. She knew from his voice that this was a different Liam and she didn’t know for how long it was going to be like this, but she hoped that something good would happen anytime sooner.
Because of Jane’s absence, father Lu chose to take care of Lu cooperation with an excuse that the two had gone out for a vacation since people also noted the disappearance of the couple from the business world, and most of them couldn’t help but start raising quite a number of questions which were immediately dismissed by the Big 6 as propaganda and, of course, damaging of their reputation.
If only the Big Six knew that someone was on their tail once again trying to dig out information about Jane and Liam so as to just gain some benefit for his little company, then they couldn’t have dismissed the worry from the business world, or rather, they couldn’t have taken anything lightly, but because Liam was so much detached from the world, such a thing did not bother him anymore.
To him, Unless someone told him that his sons needed him right now, or that his wife was awake, then that is when he was going to feel alive, and that is when he was going to immediately stand up and take action but until then he was just like a log hidden somewhere, waiting to be revived.
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