SILVER-HEART
Chapter 56: Was It All a Dream?!

Chapter 56: Was It All a Dream?!

Was it all a dream?! Was it?! When William touched me and brought me something called pleasure and release... how I whimpered beneath him as he went on another go, my moans, our harsh breaths, his hunger-induced crystal green orbs, his warm breath washing against my features, the movement of his fingers within me... the tension constantly building within my legs as he penetrates me with his fingers... Was it all a dream?!

I darted my eyes to the godly man seated on his kingy chair as he went through scrolls and books entirely focused on them, his hand moving in fiction with the quill he held.

I did not sit beside him but rather at the other end as I helped myself to a book. It has been two days... Two days since that day I thought I mostly dreamt about it, because how can I measure it real? When William acted like nothing happened...

We didn’t speak much... he didn’t come to bed too, I was told by Severus he was occupied lately, and the only time I got to see him was at a time like this when I was back to my study, I wasn’t allowed to be tutored under Severus anymore but instead according to his orders I am to seat at his table and learn and if there was any question I should ask.

He would answer my questions, put me through and then go back to his work, that was all... ALL!

What was I expecting really? I do not know... I have no idea what in god’s name I was expecting but... his actions have proven that what happened between us was a dream. Wasn’t something else supposed to happen? Like a talk? Or just anything. He hasn’t even talked to me, only when I asked a question, And silly of me on my part I merely lied. I didn’t understand one or two things just to get him to speak to me, it wasn’t fair.

Did he regret what happened?

Was it all just curiosity between us?

Was there no need to talk about it?

Was it wrong?

Did he hate what he did?

Did we do something wrong?

Did I do something wrong?

What could possibly happen after we have done something so Intimate?

So many questions kept balling in my brain, and I didn’t know what to do anymore. I was perplexed, flushed, scared, and most importantly worried! I thought I would at least see him at night and hope we could talk but he never comes... he was right when he said he did not need sleep... he doesn’t even look tired right now.

I shamelessly studied him as he buried himself in work... He looked just as stunning and nourishing. I hate to admit it but he just looks so perfect and simply spectacular, the constant view of his godly features was like a dream come through, his eyes scanning the papers he went through and his entire focus like I wasn’t even there... Like none of the world exists and it was just him and his books, and scrolls.

The outstanding sight was his straight silver hair that shone from the light rays coming from the multicolored windows, taking it this much beauty was something my brain and eyes cannot get to. I was already thinking so much and this was an added bonus.

"Ava"

I flinched and quickly darted my eyes to my book. "Y-Yes, my voice came off shaky and in the form of a whisper and I silently cursed myself for sounding stupid.

"It is time for lunch is it not?"

I darted my brown orbs to the godly man beside me. He hadn’t even looked away from his work as he talked to me and for an odd reason, it made my chest squeeze tightly.

"I think so" I mumbled, having no intention of actually replying, but William always had a way of hearing me even when I didn’t want him to.

"You must be famished, go eat"

"W-What about you? Are you not hungry?" I asked. Come to think of it I have never seen William eat... maybe he doesn’t whenever I’m around.

"No" it was just a simple answer and I knew all too well he wouldn’t speak anymore.

I closed my book and rose to my feet, as I descended the stairs I turned to William still occupied, I bit my bottom lip and walked away.

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I joined the three for lunch. It was much more needed than eating alone in a dining hall and counting how many antiques that lay there. It was too tiring for my brain and I didn’t want to be alone or else I might think too much.

"Numerous bits of knowledge are coming in a full drive," Severus said, eating through his meal.

"Hmm times must be changing in the mortal realm," Elvenia said, reading a book in her hand, the center of her focus rather than the table filled with food. I noticed the content of it, it looked like a cookbook.

I looked to the side and Sophia was playing with a butterfly in the garden practically filled with energy, the sun was bright and made all visible colors vibrant under its glow.

"What do you mean times are changing?" I asked.

"It means the mortal realm is either entering a new age or century, so there is much to be done. Scholars, science geniuses, inventors, many of them are being born so as knowledge to keep up with" Severus explained and I blinked.

"I do not understand... what do you mean by a new century, I mean it has only been 2 months since I came here"

They paused their actions and they faced me.

"Well" Severus mused looking at Elvenia, there was something he intended to say but wavered. Elvenia placed her book on her lap and turned her entire focus on me, her obsidian eyes pinning me down.

"This is a godly realm and like any other realm that exist outside the mortal Realm... time... runs differently"