SILVER-HEART
Chapter 126: Anger With a Mix Of Explosion

Chapter 126: Anger With a Mix Of Explosion

"Fine then, I do want you to bite me and not because you have to"

If this will make him take my blood then so be it, the sooner he does the better and I leave... because the longer I stay the more I want his hands on me, both intimately and comfortably, I crave him badly, I felt void, lost and the only thing keeping me going was my pain... but it wasn’t enough as having William by my side like glue.

I’m selfish, I know that, but my pain of what he did to me was far too great, when I uttered the words he said to me and when he finished it off. Those were HIS words, he said them to me, and he DID say them to me and claim he does not remember it.

He does not remember abandoning me... I almost laughed out like a crazy woman but I held it in... THIS is my pain.

"Well?" I kept my gaze on him, I noticed his eyes fell to my wrist he was holding and he gulped, I noticed his gaze darkening too.

I have to get out of here before I lose myself, being this close to him was dangerous, too dangerous for my heart.

William said nothing as he brought my wrist to his lips keeping his eyes on me and my lips parted. I closed my eyes awaiting his fangs to pierce me and my heartbeat pulsating awaiting the sweet sensation but instead, I got something wet, lips pressing against my skin and I gasped opening my eyes.

My body is on fire!

William placed a tender kiss on my skin and it felt like my body was finally awakened after being dead for a long time, my legs were getting shaky too, almost turning to jellies and giving out too.

"Does this affect you, wife"

The chill that flooded down my spine... enough to connect to my brain and numb my body, losing my words.

"If you want me... then say it" Another kiss and I closed my eyes savoring the feeling before I pulled my hand away from his burning lips.

"We need to talk Ava" he began with a sudden change of tone and it was clear he was nearing a limit. William wasn’t one of patience, I was stunned I have gotten away with my silence for long.

"This behavior of yours is splitting me into halves" his jaw clenched. "I know you’re hurt and I feel all your pain, we have to talk"

"What is there to talk about if you cannot remember abandoning me"

I noticed his eyes dilated, it changed color so far and the temperature dropped too.

"I cannot remember... but there is a voice in my head, one I’m not too sure about. And I will be honest with you Ava, I’m not playing you, I will NEVER play with your feelings... I have NEVER lied to you"

I blinked looking to the side. "It’s worthless if you cannot remember"

"I will find a way, I will try"

I huffed. "It still doesn’t change the fact you condemned me, does it?" I snapped facing him. "That is the point William, how can I trust you when you would do such a thing as leave me?"

Silence

What I expected, it will not change anything. "Maybe you were the only one I had, the only person who cared, and yet you left me" I shook my head. "The only thing I can do now is to find who I am... a fairy, a curse or a wife I don’t know"

"You’re my wife, Ava" his teeth clenched.

"Yes," I raised my finger to where I wore his ring. "I am... but that doesn’t spell my entirety does it? It doesn’t explain why you left me or from where I came from... maybe I’m from here, maybe I have a home here, out in the forest, maybe my kind awaits me"

"You want to leave?"

I have never heard William speak in such a shaky tone until now, it caused my chest to squeeze in pain. So I said nothing as I turned on my heels and walked again, my heart pounding and my blood boiling, a headache was coming and it felt like my head would drop to the ground, I didn’t even register when I walked into the chamber not until I heard footsteps behind me and I twirled finding William with a look that pierced my every soul.

"You wish to leave me?" his question came.

"I did not say that" I mumbled trying to keep myself from falling apart because it was as if his look would drop me or strangle me even, it was that emotional.

"But I can see it in your eyes" he marched to me and I backed like a prey stalking away from her predator. "Is that it, Ava? You wish to leave me because of a dream?"

"It wasn’t a dream, it was a memory! A memory you have no recollection of and it breaks me!" I exploded.

"Have I ever given you any reason to doubt me?! I only care for you Ava, you’re the only one I see"

"It still doesn’t change the fact of what you did" I gasped when my back found the wall, he has backed me all the way into it. The look in his eyes scares me, it crumbles me.

"I’m trying!" he seethed out blocking movement with both of his hands against the wall. "I try to remember, but my brain feels like it’s splitting into two, whatever is blocking me is not my doing because there is no solution here in the library I can’t find anything... maybe.." he paused and I noticed his body going rigid. "Maybe Basker did this... I don’t know Ava"

Silence followed... Just our broken looks at each other, William looked confused like a lost beast and I looked like I would crack like glass. I’m on the verge of tears again but I didn’t want to cry, my chest heaving, his too.

Anger

Pain

It danced in our eyes like a torch enlightening the dark rooms and something sparkled in the middle and it was eating both of us. So I was the one to break it.

I gripped his robe and forced him down as my lip smashed into his.