Shades of Blue (Omegaverse BL)
Chapter 64 - 62 | I Like This

Chapter 64: 62 | I Like This

Winter was surprised to hear those words coming out from Blue’s mouth.

"Take responsibility...?" Winter repeated with a question-like tone.

Blue looked at him with narrowed eyes and said, "Oh, you’ve forgotten what happened the last time, haven’t you? You were ready to apologize from your ’heart’ and also ’take responsibility’ for me. Now, you’re not even saying anything."

With the kind of tone that Blue was using to speak to him, Winter couldn’t be sure if Blue was genuinely upset or sad or angry or being sarcastic.

"I... will take responsibility. I was wrong." Winter said, hoping that he was saying the words that Blue wanted him to say.

However, all he received in response from Blue was a bitter chuckle and heard Blue say, "I can’t fucking believe this."

Blue forced himself up from the floor with a spiteful expression on his face. Winter didn’t know what to do to show Blue his sincerity. And it seemed like Blue was going through different kinds of mood swings all in one moment.

As for Blue, he was upset. Fucking upset. To imagine that his body was this useless. Even after what he’d just experienced, his body seemed to want more and he was feeling refreshed.

"Keep an Alpha as a partner."

Once again, Blue could hear his doctor’s voice ringing inside his head. Blue felt like the heavens were working against him. Why? Why was he this way?

Other people would feel traumatized and hateful of the world after experiencing the kind of things that Blue had been through. They would even go rogue, going as far as to rid the world of all Alphas.

Yet, here Blue was. After going through countless heart-breaking experiences with Alphas, here he was, falling for an Alpha who was no better than the rest. Here he was, his heart already softening and wanting to forgive an Alpha who had pushed himself and wanted to shove his ideas inside his head by all costs.

Blue let out another bitter laugh. He was finished, truly finished.

There was a huge part of him that was already leaning into Winter’s half-ass apology and making an excuse for his behavior today. It was only a small part of him that was angry.

To imagine that the part of him who resented Winter for being an Alpha and behaving like an Alpha was small. It was small!

Blue ground his teeth his spite. His hands tightening into fists. It was so annoying! What could he do now?! How had he reached this stage!?

This point that made him feel things that he’d never wanted to feel. That made him ready to accept all the things that Winter would do to him if he gave him a chance.

How could Blue become so...vulnerable?

"Are you okay?" Winter asked Blue cautiously, taking a step closer to him.

Unknowing to Blue, his pheromones had begun to leak. They were angry and hurt pheromones. Winter could feel the melancholy in the pheromones and Blue’s being.

His forehead began to sweat as he started thinking of things to do in order to calm Blue down and apologize to him better.

However, Blue was in a world of his own, fighting with his own inner thoughts and losing miserably.

"Don’t ask stupid questions." Blue said.

"I just- are you okay??" Winter changed the course of his sentence when he saw Blue stumble on his tracks.

He quickly reached for Blue to hold him up but his hand was slapped away by Blue as he viciously said, "Don’t touch me!"

"Are you sure?" Winter asked with an uncertain tone, seeing as Blue had slapped one of his hands away, but held Winter’s other hand tightly.

Blue also wasn’t aware that he was holding onto Winter. His mind was fixed on distancing himself from Winter. However, his body was a different subject.

He was leaning into Winter as he balanced himself, unconsciously hungry for the hints of pheromones he could scent from Winter as Winter had long since stopped releasing pheromones.

All that was left was the subtle hint of it.

"Are you really okay?" Winter put his hand on Blue’s shoulder, and surprisingly, this time, Blue didn’t push him away.

Instead, he leaned into his touch begrudgingly. The closer Blue leaned into Winter, the more relieved and refreshed he felt. Almost like Winter was a physical drug that was easing whatever pain he was feeling.

"Just- just stay still." Blue forced himself to say.

"Keep an Alpha as a partner."

It was almost as though those words were on repeat in his words.

"O-okay?" Winter said with a puzzle tone, watching as Blue collapsed on his body and he had to hold Blue up.

This was the same person whom he had forced a kiss upon moments ago. Winter was expecting Blue to beat him up and break a bone of two of his.

Blue was not above doing such a thing. Winter had seen Blue in action before. That was why he had made Blue drop the lamp he had been holding before. He’d had a premonition that the lamp would have broken on his head if he didn’t act as quickly as he did.

But seeing as Blue hadn’t hit him, but had held him close. Intimately at that. Winter was astounded.

Blue wrapped his arms around Winter neck, breathing in as much of Winter’s scent as he could. Blue couldn’t explain what was suddenly wrong with him.

He should be kicking Winter, breaking his teeth and rearranging his facial structure. Yet, here he was, holding onto him tight as though he was his lifeline.

Blue’s breathing turned heavy. Winter’s pheromones were vanishing completely. Blue’s neck began to ache, not in the usual itchy and hurting way. It was as though his glands were yearning for something.

And that something was obviously Winter’s pheromones.

"Don’t." Blue’s voice came out muffled as he spoke, his head was against Winter’s chest.

"Don’t what?" Winter questioned, slowly lifting his hands up in surrender, assuming that Blue was telling him not to touch him.

However, Blue’s next words caught Winter off guard completely.

"Don’t let them vanish—your pheromones. And don’t stop touching me." Blue’s voice was soft at first but became aggressive as he said his last sentence.

Winter didn’t need to be told twice. He began to release his pheromones at full force. But they were not his usual angry or lustful or intoxicating brand of pheromones.

Winter didn’t know how to explain. But the kind of pheromones he was releasing were not intoxicating or seductive. Instead, they gave off the soft smell of roses, the ones that could bring warmth into ones heart and make them feel safe.

Even the scent of the pheromones were enough to bring out a sigh of relief from Blue’s mouth.

"I like this..." Blue said with a soft tone, snuggling into Winter even more.

At this point, Blue had forgotten all the things that had made him angry with Winter. He had even forgotten that the pheromones he was relying on were from an Alpha.

And a person who had forced him into kissing them.

All that mattered to Blue at this moment was the comfort that he was receiving from Winter’s being.

It was only a small part of Blue that felt foolish at this time. Foolish for not being stronger. And foolish for finally silently admitting that he actually needed an Alpha.

He actually needed Winter.

Author’s note: Oh my gosh, I have no idea what I wrote in this Chapter. And also there previous plan. It actually wasn’t in my outline for Winter to do... You know?

It just happened. I was trying to portray a picture where in they were supposed to hsve a moment and realize that they both needed each other and stuff.

I have no idea how it turned into whatever in turned to. But be rest assured, rhere isn’t going be any other non consensual stuff. I don’t even like stuff like that.i promise. 😭😭

In the next Chapter, I hope I do a good job to remedy anything cringe and awkward that happened in this Chapter. Then from there, we’re good to go.

Also, we’re almost at the end of volume 1. There’s not much that set to happen in the coming Chapters so prepare to say goodbye to college Winter and Blue.

Someone told me that they wanted more of Adam and Logan’s story and asked if I was going to write a separate book of them or add it to this one.

Yo answer that question, there isn’t going to be any. Adam and Logan are cannon but not cannon enough for me to actually have a full story about them. Sad, I know.

But there are going to be special Chapters consisting of them just like I did with Chapter thirty six points five.

There are not going be many

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