Shades of Blue (Omegaverse BL)
Chapter 30 - 29 | Manifestation

Chapter 30: 29 | Manifestation

[Warning: Read this Chapter with mention. Mention of child abuse.]

Winter remembered the day of his manifestation like it was yesterday. He had been fourteen at the time. To his knowledge then, people didn’t differentiate into Extremely Dominant Alphas or Omegas just like that.

They would first differentiate into Dominant Alphas, then have a second manifestation later in life.

However, Winter’s case was different. Everything happened to him at once.

He hadn’t felt awkward at all that day. He woke up normally, ate, went to school, mingled around with friends. During recess when he had been playing basketball, he had suddenly felt hot.

Hot in the sense that maybe someone has splashed a kettle of extremely hot water on him and it had managed to find its way to his internal organs. His entire body felt like it was on fire and he had collapsed on the ground.

When he woke up, he had been strapped down to a hospital bed. Apparently, it had been too ’risky’ to leave him unbound. Extremely Dominant Alphas were always rare and most who manifested turned out to be violent with pungent pheromones that could even kill a person.

Winter’s entire body had been doused with pheromone blockers. Obviously, he began to struggle to get himself free. It was beyond uncomfortable to feel like oneself was on fire with no way to do anything to help themselves while they were being suffocated by a strange smell.

But to the doctors and nurses, Winter had looked like he was going mad. They immediately hit him with injections to calm his nerves, but unfortunately, those didn’t work.

Winter had truly gone mad, and even with the amount of pheromone blockers pressing down on his pheromones, he had managed to find a way to surpass their effects.

The scent of roses and grapes had clouded the room, turning every doctor and nurse lightheaded. Even Winter had been affected by his own pheromones at the time.

Though his pheromones did not smell as pungent and imposing like other Dominant Alphas and Extremely Dominant Alphas, his pheromones had a deep intoxicating effect.

The doctors attending to him had to be switched out every ten to fifteen minutes because they would go out of their minds before that time, getting drunk on the smell of his pheromones and losing their common sense.

Winter even remembered one of the nurses trying to harass him because of how intoxicating his pheromones were. Luckily, they had been switched out before any unfortunate thing happened.

Anyway, to summarize Winter’s manifestation into an Extremely Dominant Alpha, it was terrible. It was something that if asked to experience again, Winter would rather shoot his own leg.

However, his manifestation was nothing in comparison to his first rut. But that was a discussion for another day.

"Wow... I knew Extremely Dominant Alphas were built differently. But this..." Blue said with a hint of interest after Winter finished explaining his story to him.

Blue jotted on his notepad and Winter wanted to look at it to see what Blue was writing down, but he received another question almost immediately.

"Becoming an Extremely Dominant Alpha, how did it change you, in a mental sense? I’m not talking physically." Blue asked.

He was getting truly interested in the things that Winter had to say, forgetting that he was growing too personal with his questions.

Winter cleared his throat as he began to think of a reply.

"How did it change me mentally..." Winter trailed off.

To explain that, he would also have to explain how manifesting as an Extremely Dominant Alpha changed him physically.

In the first month or so of becoming an Extremely Dominant Alpha, he didn’t leave his house. His mother, who was an Omega, along with every other Omega staff in the Dumont mansion had to leave.

Winter’s sensitivity to pheromones was extremely high. If an Omega came within twenty meters of him, he would feel as though he was going mad and had to pounce on that Omega there and then.

Winter believed that he was not himself during those times. He had always been an outgoing and responsible kid, but at that time, he was nothing short of a beast.

It was as though he was in constant heat. His father had to arrange Omegas to meet up with him almost daily. And none of those Omegas seemed to last with him.

His pheromones got them drunk and they would begin to do however they pleased, forgetting that their purpose for being with Winter was to ease him of his pain, and not to use him to seek their own pleasure.

It was really rough. He had a bad impression of eager Omegas after that time. Not to talk of the scars of the effects his pheromones could have on people.

That was why he always kept his pheromones sealed on a daily basis. His pheromones were a weapon that controlled not only other people, but himself as well. And they had the same effects on Omegas, Alphas, and even Betas.

If he were to let his pheromones run free, Betas who couldn’t even sense pheromones, would get intoxicated by it.

Being an Extremely Dominant Alpha meant that he had to be cautious and careful all the time. The slightest change in his stability could lead to a lot of problems for those surrounding him.

So Winter had learned to grow restrained. Both in desires and actions.

After Winter finished explaining things to Blue, the latter appeared to be lost in deep thoughts.

So Winter carelessly asked, "What about you? What was manifesting as a Dominant Omega like? Is it what made you how you are now?"

Winter added a chuckle to the end of his questions, showing that he was just joking and not actually being serious.

But his questions had already set Blue off. Memories that Blue despised thinking about slammed into his mind.

The day he manifested, it was not unexpected. A week to Blue’s manifestation, he had been showing signs. His father had even already booked a nice room in the hospital where he would pass through his manifestation.

Blue had been told that Alphas were extremely violent when manifesting and if he was to turn out like the rest of his family, he would become very irritable afterwards and be prone to use his fists more instead of words.

Blue didn’t want that to happen to him but because of the constant reminder that that way was the best way, Blue had accepted to leave his calm and peaceful temperament behind after differentiating.

However, instead of being violent during his manifestation, he had been horny. It was the most disgusting experience ever. In front of his family, he had pleaded to be touched and had spoken things about the inside of him being itchy and empty.

Blue would never forget the embarrassment caused by his carnal actions.

In the hospital, he had been desperate for physical touch, but no one came to him.

In the room next to him, the screams never ended. The person had been begging for people to stop touching him. Meanwhile Blue had been begging to be touched.

It was as though the two people were destined to get what they didn’t want.

Blue had masturbated sloppily countless times inside that room. Anytime the voice in the other room quieted down for a little while, he would calm down as well.

As soon as the voice began to shout and scream, Blue would start to touch himself again. An unbearable sense of pleasure would weigh down on him and he would lose all common sense.

Blue’s and the other person’s manifestation had lasted for 72 hours simultaneously. At the end of it all, the family of the person in the other room rejoiced with him for conquering such a manifestation.

As for Blue, his family had walked into a room covered with cum and a naked son passed out of pleasure on the floor. Of course, their reactions would be different from the other family’s.

How disgusting and pathetic was Blue in comparison to the warrior in the room besides his own that had triumphantly risen to be an Extremely Dominant Alpha?!

The months after Blue’s manifestation were torture, simply put. Though his father had been disappointed that he came out as an Omega, he was happy that Blue had been a Dominant Omega of all things to be.

However, his state was very fragile. Most Dominant Omegas lost their dominance in the first few months after manifesting. This was because using suppressants and pheromone isolators neutralized the dominance and pheromone stability that was supposed to happen when they would be with an Alpha during those times.

But it was the only normal thing to do.

How would a young child be forced to be with an Alpha after manifesting? Wasn’t that child abuse?

However, for Blue, his father disregarded this fact. Blue had to remain dominant no matter the cost.

That was how, at thirteen, Blue started to receive temporary marks from different Alphas.

Author has something to say: Not me writing about the dark side of the Omegaverse. I think we don’t talk about differentiation a lot in the Omegaverse and the kind of pain experienced during it.

I didn’t even scratch the surface of it in this Chapter because this is not even part of my original outline. Just thought of this today. In the future, I’ll write more about Blue and Winyer’s experience during their manifestations.

And yes, we might now have a clue as to why Winter prefers Omegas who don’t like him and why Blue despises Alphas.

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