Shades of Blue (Omegaverse BL)
Chapter 118 - 116 | Foolish

Chapter 118: 116 | Foolish

"I’m such an idiot," Blue said to himself as he rolled on the bed.

All of the bullshit he had been telling himself about being able to make something of his life without Winter and live well turned to shreds only after hearing Winter’s voice.

Blue always knew that he was weak to Winter but he didn’t know that he was this weak! Was this how he was going to behave when the little one in his stomach came out?

Blue didn’t want to be the type of parent that didn’t have any say. And if he were to let Winter coax him all the time, they would end up neglecting their child and focusing on only themselves!

Blue had to learn to steel his heart. Not only to protect himself from Winter’s dangerous self, but for the child in his stomach as well.

His hand trailed to touch his belly. Ever since he found out he was pregnant, it had become a constant for him to touch his stomach. The thought of having someone with him at all times... it was a comfortable feeling.

Suddenly, Blue heard the sound of knocking coming from his front door. He jumped from the bed and quickly rushed to the door. However, before opening it, Blue realized that he was wearing extra short shorts with one of Winter’s tops that he had claimed for himself.

It was Winter at the door. If Winter saw him dressed like this, he would probably think that Blue had forgiven him and wanted to seduce him.

’So what?’ A sharp voice said in Blue’s head. ’What if he thinks that? Don’t you miss him? It doesn’t matter.’

The voice was very convincing, and Blue was worn down with immediate effect. As stupid and annoying as Winter was, Blue still loved him and missed him.

With that thought in his head, he swung the door open. It wasn’t Winter on the other side of the door. It was Kendall.

Blue couldn’t control the disappointed look that settled on his face.

"What? I haven’t even said anything." Kendall spoke with an offended tone.

Blue let out an exasperated sigh. He wasn’t in the mood to deal with Kendall for now. Winter would be coming any moment from now and Kendall was such a mouthy person that he would ruin the entire atmosphere.

He had to get rid of Kendall.

"And I don’t want to hear it. I’m busy. Come tomorrow." Blue said, pushing Kendall back to his side.

"Hold on. I have something important to tell you." Kendall refused to enter inside his house.

"It can wait," Blue glanced at the elevator down the hallway. Then turned back to Kendall and said, "I can’t deal with you right now, so just go back in."

Kendall still didn’t relent.

"It can’t wait. I didn’t want to say it yesterday because I thought it would be inappropriate. I–"

"If it’s inappropriate, then don’t say it. Just go back into your house." Blue said with a deadpan tone.

Kendall opened his mouth to protest, but the elevator made a ding sound. Blue dropped all of his reserves, grabbed the knob of Kendall’s door, opened it, and shoved Kendall back into his house.

"Stay. We’ll talk tomorrow." Blue spoke with a serious voice before closing the door on Kendall.

By that time, the doors to the lift open. It was actually Winter who stepped out of it.

Blue suddenly felt foolish as he set his gaze on Winter. Winter walked out of the elevator holding a large bouquet of flowers. Blue felt like facepalming himself.

Winter was a groundbreaking case study on his own league, Blue thought as Winter approached him with a goofy smile on his face.

It was almost as if they didn’t have that conversation where they broke up. Almost as if Winter didn’t accuse him of cheating. As if Winter hadn’t said he was tired of them, him.

Winter reached him and handed the flowers before saying anything. Blue looked at the flowers, then back to Winter.

"Really?" Blue questioned

"Really." Winter replied.

Blue was too tired to say anything else so he just turned his back to Winter and casually walked back into his house, acting as if he hadn’t gone crazy on his neighbor just so nothing would ruin the moment of finally meeting with Winter again.

Winter, of course, trailed after Blue and entered the apartment with a satisfied look on his face.

However, this entire scene was viewed by Kendall through the peephole on his door. After Winter stepped into Blue’s apartment and shut the door, Kendall stumbled backwards with an indecipherable expression on his face.

Meanwhile, Winter went to offer Blue the huge flower bouquet he was holding and said, "I got this for you."

"Did I ask you to?" Blue responded with a nonchalant tone.

Winter’s face fell.

"Do you see any space for me to store that thing?" Blue said to Winter.

That was when Winter glanced around Blue’s place and noticed the state it was in. Winter shook his head as he saw the started clothes and food packets lying around the place.

Blue was still the same. Nothing had changed about him. Winter found it funny and endearing.

"I didn’t think that far ahead," Winter accused, laying the bouquet on the floor to scratch the back of his head.

"You never do." Blue said before collapsing on the nearest chair.

Winter watched as Blue settled down with ease, carrying his legs up. Seeing Blue’s bare skin so close yet so far away drove Winter crazy.

He had a perfect view of Blue’s inner thighs. Winter loved to see his handprints Blue’s inner thighs with the red and sometimes purple hickeys that spread around them.

However, his skin was perfectly white and smooth. It’d been so long since they had sex. Of course his marks had disappear.

An odd desire suddenly surged inside Winter’s head: he wanted to redesign Blue’s body with his hands and mouth.