Runaway Omega
Chapter 209 - – 188 - Harrowing Changes

Chapter 209: Chapter – 188 - Harrowing Changes

Tristan’s Point Of View

"C’mon Tristan, it’s time to sleep." Ferdinand said, plucking me from the lukewarm bath.

I didn’t protest, I didn’t have the energy. Today had taken a tremendous mental toll on me, and I honestly didn’t want to use my brain anymore.

"You should get out of your head for the rest of the night. You won’t be able to sleep otherwise..." Ferdinand said, placing a kiss on my temple.

"Easier said than done..." I mumbled.

Contrary to what he assumed, I had tried on multiple occasions to stop thinking about anything at all. No matter how hard I tried, my thoughts would always circle back to the troubling future ahead of us.

"Yeah... I won’t say I don’t understand. That said... I will force you, if need be." Ferdinand chuckled mischievously.

"I’m definitely not in the mood, so don’t even think about it." I grumbled.

"You haven’t been in the mood in quite a long time, Tristan. Just how patient do you think your Alphas actually are? I can assure you that whatever number you’re thinking, you should divide it by half." He said, handing me my pajamas.

I tensed up at the realization of his words. I had been preoccupied with parenting in the beginning after I gave birth to Arellany. Once my postpartum and weaning period for Arellany had ended, I had finally hit my limit with my abstinence and succumbed to the desire.

Unfortunately, while I was in the midst of satiating my carnal ’hunger’,

I had detected a strange phenomenon that my body had aquired after having Arellany.

Now, on top of feeling a deep seeded sexual hunger that couldn’t be contained, I also craved to be impregnated to an insatiable degree.

The knowledge of this new attribute of mine, unnerved me to no end. I had asked Bellamy to create a new inhibitor for me, to stave off the unwanted cravings. I didn’t want to worry my Alphas unnecessarily, so I never told them about my discovery.

Instead, I found ways to avoid having sex when at all possible. I had thought that I had gotten a lucky break when work started to keep Sylvester, Ferdinand, and Bellamy distracted for longer periods of time. Due to their demanding workloads, we ultimately began to have intercourse four to five times a month.

About 6 months ago, that number had decreased exponentially. The drawbacks to the impromptu celibacy that I had unconsciously relegated myself to in that time, were extremely concerning to me now.

There was a possibility that if I broke said celibacy with one Alpha, the others would lose themselves to the arousal, and join in as well. I wasn’t sure I could control my lust if that happened.

I slipped on my pajama pants, and climbed into bed. Ferdinand decided to not wear any clothes at all after drying off, and climbed into bed beside me.

"I’m... Scared..." I murmured, as Ferdinand wrapped me up in his strong arms.

"What are you scared about? Please talk to me. We can work through it together..." Ferdinand replied.

"If I give in to the desire... It could make the others lose their minds in the process..." I said, reluctantly.

"Well... I don’t mind allowing one more... But could you actually choose the other?" Ferdinand asked, looking concerned.

"Not really..." I sighed.

"Is that why you haven’t been ’In the mood’ lately?" Ferdinand asked, looking contemplative.

"Uhm... In part..." I replied, nervously.

"Will you explain the other part? I’ve felt this for some time now... But you’re hiding something from us, no?"

I froze immediately, and slowly looked up to meet his searching gaze. I wasn’t sure how he could perceive my secrecy, but it was clear that our connection was much more profound than it had been a few years ago.

"To be honest, I was prepared to take this secret to the grave. I’m unsure about the full extent of the situation, or what it might all mean... But if you’re already aware of the fact that I’m hiding something, I can’t imagine that you’ll ever let it go... So..."

"Well, if you must know... It’s not so much that I know you’re hiding something, so much as I’m constantly under the influence of your endless fear and trepidation. Those feelings always seem to intensify when the subject of sex comes up..." Ferdinand said, placing a soft kiss on my forehead.

I leaned into his chest, and took a deep breath. The scent of his leather and vanilla pheromones, calmed my pounding heart tremendously.

"Well, during our first bout of sex after Arellany’s birth... I noticed a major change that my body had gone through..." I said, not looking up at him.

"What kind of change?" Ferdinand asked, rubbing my back in an attempt to comfort me.

For a brief, fleeting moment, I could feel his fear and nervousness wash over me. It felt exactly like he had just described to me, when he explained about how he could tell that I was hiding something from them. I hesitated for a moment, before answering his question.

"Although I still have the feeling of being unsatisfied no matter how much sex we have, there is now an unshakable desire to be bred. It’s an insatiable hunger for the seed of my Alphas. An undeniable urge to have more children. Above all else, my body becomes incredibly dissatisfied when I am not completely filled with said seed, from each of you..." I replied with a shudder.

"I see... That certainly sounds like a troublesome problem, and it actually explains quite a bit. It also helps me understand something that I’ve been experiencing, as well..."

"What do you mean?" I asked finally looking up at him, perplexed.

"When I am inside of you, I’m consumed with the urge to plunge myself into the deepest depths of you. I’m constantly plagued with the compulsion to impregnate you, as well. The ordinance slowly becomes all-consuming, the longer I am inside of you. After discussing this issue with the others, it’s clear that this problem is affecting us all synchronously..."

My jaw dropped in complete disbelief. I couldn’t believe what I was hearing. I couldn’t organize my thoughts properly. It felt like the sound of my pounding heart was drowning out all other thoughts and sounds.

"I know that you’re scared right now, but you should also know that we are also beset with the impulse to mark you all over again. The craving is overwhelming... So rest assured, even though your Alphas desire you on a 24-hour basis, we are also just as uneasy about it as well."

"Y’Know... Somehow, that knowledge makes me want to give in even less..."

’How the hell am I supposed to respond to that?!’

Suddenly, a shiver ran up my spine. My nerves became even more unsettled than they were before. I could instinctively tell that something was wrong with Cole.

"Something is wrong with Cole!"

"Huh?" Ferdinand asked, confused.