My Dear Duke(BL)
Chapter 46: ’The Kiss Was Good’

Chapter 46: ’The Kiss Was Good’

[Warning: Mature Content]

Thinking back, Felix couldn’t help but think Asher somewhat made him feel better.

That time...

When Asher went into heat and attacked Felix...

That time where Asher had lost all his memories.

Felix was actually shocked for sometime before he realised Asher had gone into heat when he saw him grinding on him.

With quick hands, Asher removed Felix’s clothes, got on him and started riding as he shoved Felix’s cock inside of him.

It went on for a long time. Felix was really worried for Asher as he looked out of his senses.

But then, Asher did something..

He suddenly stopped and gently placed his palm on Felix’s cheek. Felix felt like time had stopped as Asher’s somewhat dazed eyes staring at him intently.

Then, Asher leaned in and kissed his lips out of blue.

Felix always made sure to not cross lines because he believed unlike sex, a kiss can be really meaningful. Because he knew he had already lost his chance for a meaningful first kiss when he was little in the incident that left him traumatised... He wished someone else wouldn’t lose it like he did... Because he was deep in belief that a first kiss was something really really precious.

That’s also why he cared so much about this kiss when they had done more intimate things. A kiss, specially a first kiss was very important. That’s what he had learnt.

He wanted to save Asher’s kiss for someone he would be willing to give away.

Felix tried to push Asher away but Asher quite harshly hit him on shoulder and mumbled something angrily.

"Don’t push me away. Kissme."

Felix was frozen for a long time all the while Asher devoured his lips, then slowly moving his body while pleasuring Felix.

Felix was suspicious about Asher’s behaviour and wondered how he would react recalling what he did.

But, other than that whole scenario, it shook him that he indeed kissed Asher back at that time.

For the first time in his life, a kiss on his lips felt sweet. Even though Asher was biting and going rough on him, he still didn’t hate it.

But it felt no different.

It was rough.

Still...

It was different in another way.

Asher was caressing Felix’s nape gently, grabbing the back of his neck going deep for the kiss.

Their tongues inteverned, saliva mixed, two moaned...

It had never felt so good before.

It was also a kiss. What’s so great about it?

But...

Felix couldn’t forget that one kiss for a long time.

When Asher just fell asleep on his lap, he placed him on the bed after cleaning him. However, all the while, he only thought of that.

’The kiss was good.’

When he was working, his hand rubbed his lips.

’The kiss was sweet.’

He came back to check on Asher,

’The kiss was good.’

Then he saw Asher awake,

’I need to ask why he kissed me. Doesn’t it matter to him? Maybe only I think so?’

Eventually, his question revealed a whole another problem.

Upon realising Asher didn’t remember anything, Felix felt quite disappointed. But still,

’The kisswasgood.’

However, he still had one more question.

Because, right after the kiss ended, Asher hugged Felix very tight. Really tight and Felix was in pain.

He didn’t know Asher could be that strong.

When hugging him, Asher started tearing up. And that was out of blue so Felix was worried if he was hurt. Felix tried to ask why, but Asher, instead of answering, buried his head more on Felix’s neck and started sucking and biting, which resulted in those marks. They didn’t really hurt much.

But, Felix felt the tingling pain when Asher’s tears fell on them.

He suffered in many ways that day.

But it was all...pleasing.

Maybe because it was Asher, things felt different?

He didn’t hate it when Asher did this.

Why? He didn’t understand.

He felt like he was going crazy.

He was confused about everything and it took him days to get over everything.

The kiss, the tight hug, the cries and his weird feelings...

No matter what Asher does, whether it’s a good thing or a bad thing, in Felix’s eyes, Felix didn’t feel disgusted or displeased.

He liked someone who was this close to him.

He liked the feeling of Asher’s gentle caressing on the back of his neck.

He felt enchanted by the whole thing.

He, who always wished things to quickly become past and expected to enter a new present, was hesitant about it for the first time in his life. He didn’t want it to become history. He wanted it to be a very fresh memory that can help him feel the moment of that weird feeling he felt at that moment.

Everytime he recalled it, he wanted to feel it again. He was left wanting and wishing for more. But he was too prideful to admit it and tried his best to downplay it.

Maybe because of those things, Felix was quite open to Asher and talked well unlike before. He was pleased about everything and just wanted to be grateful.

’Sigh..Just one kiss...I was like a girl that got her first kiss. How embarrassing of me.’

Despite feeling good about Asher’s somewhat forced kiss, the opinion wasn’t the same about the third prince’s kiss.

He felt his skin crawl and the disgust immediately returned.

’Ugh...I hope he will just leave me alone.’

Felix finally stopped his memory chain as he finally stood in front of the door to his room back.

"Asher. I am back."

Soon, the familiar face came to his sight. Asher had a welcoming smile on his face as he made way for him to enter and then closed the door.

"That boy didn’t come?"

Felix asked because that servant boy said he would come in the evening.

"He came. but he gave this to me and left. I guessed this is for you. So I didn’t open it."

Asher gave the envelope to Felix.

Felix opened the envelope and pulled out the letter inside.

He read it with a frown on his face before giving it back to Asher to put away.

Asher took the letter back and couldn’t help but stare at his duke’s bothered look. Was it some bad news in the letter?

’Sigh...I knew he wouldn’t leave me alone this soon that easily...’

It was a letter for a special dinner that night. It was specially for young guests his age as the third prince arranged this feast with all his care and attention. He must go. It wouldn’t be in his favour to refuse the royals here when he has to stay there for some more time.

But he definitely wouldn’t do this every night.

’What trick will he pull this time? Does he want to sleep with me or what? Horny bastard.’

Felix had no idea what this third prince’s purpose was. Usually, no one would kiss like that...just because, right? Also he dragged Felix to his bedroom that night.

And, Felix was never the person that sparkles interest in someone’s eyes.

But Felix knew this third prince was still giving him attention for whatever the reason.

He thought the third prince wanted to mess with him in some way. Definitely related to that skin crawling kiss.

’Lets see. It will be good if he just tells me his intentions instead of cowardly playing around. I don’t like to see anyone messing with me behind my back...’