Kill Me Protect Me, Mr. Bodyguard
Chapter 202: You Are A New Light For Me

Chapter 202: You Are A New Light For Me

I was really stupid, I admit I was really stupid for not telling him this from the start. I just didn’t want to ruin our relationship and make him hate me. But this is exactly what made our relationship fall apart because I covered everything up from him.

He found out about this from Aiden, which is bound to make him feel upset that I’m trying to cover this up.

Now he was silent and didn’t say anything to me, whereas before we still felt warm together. Now I felt so guilty for him, but I couldn’t say anything to defend myself.

It wasn’t entirely my fault, but I did it indirectly.

Because of me, he became hated by his own father.

"It’s true, it’s because of you that my dad hates me. Because of you Aldrich didn’t survive to end up dead," he said.

"Do you hate me now? Because I hid all this from you from the beginning?"

He fell silent again as if he was thinking about something in his mind. This shouldn’t have happened if I hadn’t reminded him about that man. Now he was remembering him again and already knew the truth behind the fire that night.

Why didn’t he tell me this from the beginning too? He didn’t ask me this if he had known for a while. Did he wait until I finally told him myself?

Now he’ll definitely hate me, he definitely won’t want me around. But I don’t want to be away from him, I can’t leave him with our child in his stomach.

I don’t want to create distance between the two of us even if it damages our relationship.

I can’t lose him, he’s the light I just found. I didn’t want him to dim or disappear from my life.

"Hate you? That’s something I can do because my life has suffered all this time because of you." He said that in such a cold tone, something I hadn’t heard in a long time.

"I understand that, and I hope you’ll forgive me at this point. I know I was selfish for not telling you this for my own good." I couldn’t say anything more as everything I wanted to say to him caught in my throat, as if holding me back from saying anything.

I could only stare at him, hoping that he would forgive me even though it seemed to be very difficult.

"Please forgive me, I don’t want us to part nor does this ruin our relationship. You said yourself that hating me won’t bring anything back. I beg you not to do it to me, I am the cause of the pain you got. But is there no other way for me to repay that?" I asked him.

"Pay back that thing? You mean pay for it?" He turned to me and suddenly smiled while holding my hand.

"You’ve already done it, silly. You being present in my life and making me happy until today is enough to pay for all that. It’s not your fault either since you don’t know me and Aldrich at all," he told me.

He went on to say that his life was miserable after Aldrich’s death, but everything changed after he finally found someone who could give him love and also protect him as he had hoped.

"Nature took Aldrich and replaced him with you! I may have felt loss and pain because of all those things, but it was worth it to be with you," Daren said as he cupped my cheeks with both hands.

"Besides, even before Aldrich died, my dad was already being mean to me. So it’s not that much different after and before my brother’s death!"

I smiled in relief and leaned into his touch, feeling his slightly cold but quite gentle palm. His small palm couldn’t even cover my face but I liked it very much.

"You were the best gift after I lost someone precious to me. You don’t have to feel guilty at all, because I understand it’s not your fault."

"I felt so relieved when you said that, I couldn’t imagine if you really hated me and didn’t want to see me anymore. I don’t want to stay away from you especially when I know you have my son," I said to him with a feeling so relieved that Daren could understand what I was feeling right now.

He smiled at me, a smile that I always loved even though it was annoying at times, but he was still my Omega who was a part of my life.

"Oh come on you don’t have to cry like that! You’re so weird," he said, wiping my face with his thumb.

I’m crying? Am I really crying?

How could I cry, when I haven’t cried since after my mother’s death. I’ve never cried for anyone else, not even her until now. But how come my tears are flowing now without me realizing it?

"It’s so embarrassing, my eyes must have just glazed over with dust or something for my tears to flow," I said making excuses in front of him.

But he laughed and continued to wipe my tears with his soft hands.

"Are you afraid that I’ll move away from you? Don’t be silly, I’m not going to move away from you. You are my new life and my world together with this child. Do you think I want to give birth to this child without a father?" he asked with a facial expression that seemed to be teasing me at the end of his sentence.

I could tell he was trying to comfort me, and I lifted his body to sit on my lap. I hugged his tightly, burying my face into the folds of his neck feeling the warmth as well as the pheromone scent he had.

I really can’t lose him. I don’t want to at all, it feels like my world already revolves around him and if I were to leave, I might just break.

It sounds so stupid to say, especially by a guy like me, an alpha male who hated Omegas before but now worships them. No, Daren was the only Omega who could make me kneel before him.

"You love me so much huh? You don’t even want to let me go and you’re worried that I’ll stay away and hate you," he asked me, which I’m sure he already knew the answer to.

I kissed him deeply, playing with his very soft tongue and enjoying our time together. Damn, it was even sweeter after he ate the chocolate bread. Even without it, his mouth was already too sweet for me to enjoy.

"Yes, I love you and i’m so f*cking damn love you. You are mine and I won’t share you with anyone, because you are my omega."

He smiled back as he kissed my cheek and looked up at me with his beautiful blue eyes.

"I love you too, Vic."