DESTINED MATE : SWEET ALPHA PHEROMONE
Chapter 64

Chapter 64: Chapter 64

I could hear what Gruvv was talking about when I woke up in the morning and didn’t find him beside me, I touched the bed and it felt cold. He hasn’t been here for a long time.

I searched to his room, but I didn’t find him until I went to his study. The door was slightly open and I could hear he’s talking, he was on the phone. I stood in front of the door and without realizing it I put my back against the wall, I overheard the conversation, he was chasing after father and investigating everyone related to my father.

After meeting with Gruvv, I learned that my father had committed many crimes, and sometimes I wondered if my mother knew about it?

I went back to my room, climbing the stairs in such a big house, I didn’t use the elevator because he would hear it, Gruvv would know that I was awake. I don’t want to interupt his work. I lay down again, it’s still early and he’s already busy contacting people who can help him to find father and chasing him. He was working so hard, what should I do to help him?

I didn’t know anything about what Father was doing, nor did I have any idea where Father was, I didn’t know anything about that man at all. He’s my father, yet he’s stranger than a stranger I met for the first time.

Although when mom was alive we were a ’happy family’ I was never alone with dad, we never spoke more than three words. I just had to listen to dad’s instructions and obey them.

I sighed, I turned my body to the right. Two weeks passed and my HEAT had not returned.

I’m a little uneasy because I can’t take birth control. I’m afraid that if my HEAT comes along with Gruvv’s RUT, something will happen. Pregnancy for example. I don’t think this is the time for us to have a child. I means, we’re dating. Only dating.

Also, I’m still in danger, we don’t know what father will do to me. I still wanted to see Seth. I told Gruvv I wanted to bring Seth back, but I wasn’t sure if my condition would allow me to take care of Seth.

I just wanted to meet that child and hug him, the last few weeks I could see his face on television because the Elnathan family was building a new business and that business was related to the government. The Elnathan family also built a free daycare for Omega workers who don’t have a mated but have a child. Seth is always in the spotlight because Mateo says he created the daycare because he has Seth.

Funny.

Even his Omega acted as if Seth was their son.

Oh, well, Seth is their son. Legally. I’m just a surrogate mother.

I pulled up the blanket and covered my whole body, my mind starting to wander. From one place to another, every time I was alone and it was so quiet, the contents of my head were so crowded and noisy.

"I shouldn’t have told him that I wanted Seth back..." I muttered under the covers.

I hugged my pillow, snuggling into the thick, warm blanket. Making myself a big roll.

Gruvv has too much to take care of besides my business, I shouldn’t have to add his burden by saying I want Seth back. Last night I saw him from the balcony, he sat for almost an hour on a garden chair looking at the house. He seemed reluctant to go inside.

"Doesn’t he want to see me when he back from the work? Why he just stay there and do nothing?" I muttered again.

Ah, my mind kept going here and there again. I couldn’t settle down and kept feeling guilty for not doing anything, I just stayed at home, waiting for him to back home from work and I just doing unimportant things everyday at home.

Shouldn’t I be helping him to get father out of his hiding place? But, seriously, I don’t even know what I should do now.

My thoughts made me blink a few times, I rubbed my eyes with the back of my hand, slowly everything blurred and I fell asleep for a while. When I woke up it was already seven in the morning, I got up from the bed with a little haste, walking away towards the study room. I heard him say something before finally ending the conversation on the phone, I looked from behind the door and he approached me with a smile that was so wide, yes, the crescent moon appeared beautifully on his face.

He kissed me, hugged me. Every hug and kiss felt like an ending, he did it all like it would never happen a second time.

He didn’t say anything but I could see his mind wasn’t on me.

He accompanied me to meet Elina today, he holding my hand shamelessly even though Elina had teased us. My face was flushed and heated, but he didn’t care. That’s how he loves me. The big, warm hands that always grasp without letting go, the soft, soothing eyes. This much love, how can I return it all?

Elina told me about the therapy using the artificial alpha scent that comes from parfume, and she said I should go through with it even if I had a seizure for the sake of my recovery. I was a little disappointed and upset, but I knew she wasn’t doing that because she hated me, but because she wanted me to get better soon.

However, just thinking about it makes me sick.

I was afraid of what I would feel during Alpha pheromone therapy.

During the session, I couldn’t focus myself. I was still thinking about my fear of Alpha’s scent. Even Gruvv’s hand that holding mine could not calm me down at all, the feeling of fear was still lurking even from a far distance.

Elina finished her session and asked me to change my clothes. She had a separate clothes for me to wear for each of these pheromone sessions, she said it absorbed the smell of Alpha’s pheromones much better and would make the pheromones linger longer.

I stood in front of the wardrobe for so long, my mind wasn’t on it. I was already so nervous just changing my clothes.

"Mr. Shiloh..." I could feel Ave’s hand holding my trembling hand. I turned my head and found her holding the clothes I was supposed to be looking for in the wardrobe. I let out a long breath after realizing that I had completely lost my mind for a while. I was thinking too much about things that I shouldn’t be thinking about.

"I’m sorry." I said to Ave while picking up the clothes she was holding.

"Don’t worry, Mr. Gruvv is here. He’ll save you."

Right, what am I afraid of? Today Gruvv is at home with me, he will help me get through this. He will never leave me alone.

And when the pheromone session started, I had another seizure. Everything was dark and when I woke up I saw Gruvv in the corner of the room, the smell of his pheromones was so strong and I knew he was having a RUT. I couldn’t move from the bed, my body felt hypnotized.

"Gruvv..." I called softly.

Gruvv slowly turned to me, I just realized that he had been hugging the shirt I was wearing earlier, he was sniffing it while playing with his own cock. His eyes looked at me sharply.

"Gruvv, come here..." I called out to him slowly, if he didn’t do anything to me, HEAT would start attacking me.

He was frozen in place while still looking at me intently.

"Gruvv, come here quickly... I’m right here." I said again, he stood up and I could see the piece of meat hardening and oozing liquid. The pungent and sweet pheromone smell slowly intoxicated me, my head was buzzing loudly, my body felt hot.

No, not now. We don’t have condoms in this room.

"Gruvv..." I called out to him again.

He moved closer to me, he started kissing me, he stripped off my clothes in a hurry. And it all seemed to go so fast, I couldn’t remember anything anymore other than that sweet, intoxicating pheromone scent. Again we were preoccupied with HEAT and RUT colliding with each other. But this time something didn’t feel right, something was off. We weren’t using condoms, had Gruvv taken the birth control pills Andrew had recommended at the time?

No, shouldn’t we stop this intercourse? But there was nothing I could do but accept what Gruvv did to me, my body accepted him completely, the pheromones of an Alpha who was in the RUT period made an Omega’s body unable to move. This body is too busy adjusting itself because of instinct. The worst thing was that I experienced HEAT too.