Cursed Bond: Claimed By The Monstrous Alpha Prince [BL]
Chapter 67: Disappointment

Chapter 67: 67: Disappointment

Lilac

After I was kicked out of the large room where I just had the most scary encounter of my life, I couldn’t see properly for some weird reason. It was like my eyes had blackened out after that brief flash of something that resembled a memory went through my head. But it didn’t feel like a memory, cause if it was, it had to be something I’ve experienced before.

That image that flashed before my mind had felt so real, and the kid in that image, I was so certain it was me. I could feel it deep in my bones, and that not only scared me, it unnerved me so much because I didn’t know what that was or what to make of it.

My eyes felt like a haze had come over it, but now that I was out in the sun, the haze was starting to clear away anc I was so relieved. Right after the brief flash of that image, it almost felt like I went blind.

And that happened as soon as the king touched me with his hands.

Talk about weird.

I let out a deep sigh, grateful that I was finally able to breathe agsin.

Almost immediately, sadness engulfed me and I felt dejected. I had been looking forward to visiting the prince today. He had even promised to give me a tour today, but now the king had warned me against going anywhere near his side and he had been dead serious. Thinking about the exact words he said made me shudder with fear.

My eyes darted to the prince’s wing. It loomed boldly at the side as if calling my name, and I do want to answer that call, I want to listen to the prince call me cute and adorable when he looks at me.

My stomach briefly fluttered at that thought.

But I didn’t dare walk in the presence of the Prince’s wing. I remained in the same spot for about thirty minutes, trying to think of what to do in this situation. The logical thing to do is to save my ass, and to do that, I have to listen to the king’s warning and return back to the slave quarters at once. _{free\we\bnov(e)(l).com}

At the Same time, I’d be listening to Princess’ Ana warning and doing as she had asked. However, now that the king had forbade me from going to the Prince’s wing of ever being around him, would the bald headed man and his team discard me since that means they won’t have any use of me?

Even though I wasn’t actually doing anything for them.,. At least, yet.

I let out a sigh as I scrubbed my hand over my face, feeling frustrated. I hated that as soon as it seems like my life is starting to be on track a little, something comes out from nowhere to ruin it before it even fully settled. Over and over again, making it seem like a hex was over me or something.

Reluctantly, I turned around and began to make my way back to the Slave quarters, it was the only option I had left. Although I was worried by what the prince might think if he waited for me today, and I didn’t end up showing up. Would he hate me? Would he think I just chose to not show up?

My heart squeeze tight at that thought and I almost turned around, but I forced myself to keep going. I was gonna try to come bsck to the Prince’s wing tonight, to come tell him that I won’t be able to see him anymore because of his father’s warning. I believe that at least informing him would be better than me just not showing up at all.

I wasn’t even sure if it was gonna be possible. I’ll come by evening time, and hope that I won’t be caught by the king’s guards. Should I get caught by them, then it would men that my life was completely doomed.

Yup. That’s exactly what I’m gonna do.

With that thought in mind, I didn’t feel so dejected anymore as I returned back to the slave quarters.

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When I came by that evening, I made sure the sky had almost completely darkened.

I didn’t tell Jake where I was heading to, because I just know he’d try to stop me. Should I tell him the warning the king gave me and all, he’d say it’s a good thing I’m being asked to completely stay away from the prince, not knowing that the thought alone was making me sad on the inside. I’ve not spent a lot of time with the prince, but he makes me feel a lot of things— things I can’t even put into words, but so many things on the inside.

When I passed the entrance of his wing, the guards didn’t stop me— probably because of Jake’s hypnosis still over them, and I let out a relieved sigh when I didn’t encounter any guard the deeper I went in the Prince’s wing, I kept praying that I wouldn’t come across any of his horrible cousins either, because that wouldn’t mean anything good for me.

Once I got to the Prince’s door, I knocked tentatively, as second thoughts flooded my mind, while I asked myself if I was doing the right thing, and it the Prince would even care enough about me informing him that I won’t be able to see him anymore. He might even have a visitor with him right now, one who he beds...

That thought made my heartbeat to quicken and I hesitated before knocking again.

On the third knock, when there was no response, my heart dropped with disappointment. I remained in the same position, forcing myself to not cry right now because that would only make me sadder, and at the end of the day... it wouldn’t change anything.

I let out a low exhale, reminding myself that this is the last time I’d be here, then I pushed my hair and turned around to leave.