A Crazy Love Proposal
Chapter 250 - 250 133 Spread the Wings

Chapter 250: Chapter 133: Spread the Wings Chapter 250: Chapter 133: Spread the Wings She desperately sought a fulcrum, “Do you still love me?”

His eyes were sorrowful, “I do love you, but it is because of my love for you that I cannot continue with you.”

Yun Yuwan had always hoped that he would love her as deeply and infinitely as she loved him.

Only at this moment, she unexpectedly wished that he loved her just a little bit.

That way he wouldn’t fear her crossing the line, wouldn’t tremble at the thought of when she might leave, wouldn’t be afraid to depend on her, to trust her, wouldn’t fear betrayal or inattention.

They could get married.

Why is it that the more you love, the less you can be together? How can there be such a logic in the world?

How could the creator make such an illogical thing, didn’t He at all consider its contradictions?

She crossed the boundary between foster siblings to pursue him, thinking the parents’ objections were the worst-case scenario.

Yet she never expected the real impenetrable barrier to lie with Wen Yangzhi.

She gazed into his deep and concentrated eyes, feeling that every word she said was passive and slow, like mountains in a tsunami, “So we really can’t get married?”

Wen Yangzhi stood before her with his tall, mountain-like figure, admitting at this point beyond salvation:

“I don’t want to grow to resent each other after getting married, to erode the love we have now, I can’t accept us becoming an ordinary husband and wife.”

After all, there was no one else in the world he loved more than her.

He loved her, loved only her.

Didn’t want to see himself filled with disappointment towards her in the future.

He just wanted to forever spoil her, love her, let her be capricious, not to one day find her annoying, find her incessant nagging bothersome, find her fickleness wearying.

Yun Yuwan looked down, a tear falling from her eyes.

She tried so hard, thinking that as long as they loved each other this much, there would be no more hardships.

But their love was moored in a waterless sea,

How were they to set sail?

But she had just raised her head to speak to him.

Whether it was a mockery from the heavens or not, there was a wedding being held upstairs in the banquet hall, and the melodious Wedding March began to play.

The sweeping melody entered her ears. She stiffened all over, locking eyes with him, not knowing when, his eyes had reddened—a mature and calm helplessness.

Her tears uncontrollably fell.

Everyone thought clouds were light and airy; seeing Yun Yuwan so happy, they might think she was carefree too.

But in fact, a single cloud weighs at least five hundred thousand kilograms.

The weight of five hundred thousand kilograms, at this moment, all pressed upon Yun Yuwan’s slender shoulders, forcing her to rain.

With tears in her voice, she whispered, “Wen Yangzhi, I’m in pain.”

His voice was hoarse, “I know.”

Wen Yangzhi took a large step forward, pulled her to him, and held her tightly in his arms.

Yun Yuwan leaned into his broad embrace.

Wen Yangzhi listened as the Wedding March covered the sound of her crying.

Perhaps she should hate him, hate him for being irresponsible, hate him for being with her without giving her a future, hate him for never being honest about treasuring the three months with her.

He tightened his arms around her, but he truly loved her, loved her so much that he couldn’t bear to give up the chance to be with her.

Yun Yuwan clasped his waist but each second made it clearer that this man could not have a future with her.

Now, she constantly overstepped her bounds, and he could tolerate it; she messed up his things, and he could pick up after her. In the future, as love further eroded, if she touched his things, perhaps he would get annoyed, think she was overstepping.

And there were so many more things; now she couldn’t accept gifts from male friends, later maybe even speaking an extra word to someone else would seem disloyal to him?

Even now, he couldn’t even commit to marriage, then she had been wishful thinking all along.

She didn’t want to perpetually sink in self-moved sentiment, where only one person was giving, eventually becoming someone disagreeable, becoming so cheap.

After a long time, she finally became so quiet that not a sound was heard.

Her voice was even gentle, looking up with red eyes she spoke to him:

“I’ll go home first, you come back later, I want to calm down by myself first, think properly about the future.”

Her slender palm landed on his face.

Wen Yangzhi’s voice was husky and rough, “Alright.”

Yun Yuwan let go of him, her footsteps on the pebble path seeming more and more grounded in reality, the breath of wind feeling freer the further she got from him.

She didn’t walk slowly, but she left without turning her head back.

Wen Yangzhi stood behind watching her leave.

Yun Yuwan returned to the old house, immediately went to find her suitcase, without delay, calmly and quickly packed some necessary items, then took out her phone to check for flights that night. She had missed the one to Belgium, but luckily there was one to London.