Vows and Bullets
Chapter 105: All Night (Part 4)

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[Agent Helios POV]

’This woman... is really testing my self-control. Ahhhh... F*ck! Rubbing me down there—that’s cheating!’

I panted hard, giving it all I’ve got to hold myself back.

I’m going crazy. I feel like I’m really going crazy!

I could barely hold back when we kissed wildly, and now she just had to—aaah...

"Ye-Ji’ya," I uttered her name with much emphasis. "Haaah... If you don’t stop this... haah... I really will forget chivalry, being a gentleman, consent, and everything else, and will just attack you—you got that? Do you understand what you’re asking for?"

"I do."

"No, you don’t!" I snapped at her. "This isn’t funny anymore. You’re drunk!"

"I’m not!"

"Yeah—says every drunk person I encountered."

"Just in case you’re forgetting, Ms. Virgin, this will be your first time. Isn’t that important to women? Shouldn’t you be a little more careful with it?"

’Seriously, why am I the one worrying about this? She’s the woman!’

Her eyebrows knitted.

"Am I not careful if I’m giving it to my husband?"

"Yes, I am your husband, but you don’t even like me... yet. And I’ll wait until you do before—"

"Who says I don’t?"

...

"I—what did you say?"

...

"Ugh," she scoffed and rolled her eyes. "I’ve been showing it to you since earlier, and you still don’t get it? Do you really want me to spell it out for you?"

My eyes widened, not sure if I should believe what I had just heard or not.

’She’s drunk, right? Is this what this is? Liquid courage?’

But then again, she’s a trained Mythos agent. There’s no way she could be drunk with just a few sips of wine, right?

’Uggh... I don’t know what to think. F*cking Libras—so hard to read. Her indecisiveness is passing unto me!’

Deciding not to believe her until she said it, I dared her.

"Go on then. Say it."

Hah! I doubt she’ll be able to say it. Even if she did, it would be easy to tell when she lies.

Even so, deep down, I was hoping—just a little—that she would say it.

Haah... Why did I even end up liking this woman? What’s so special about her?

I asked myself that, and my mind instantly thought of a thousand reasons.

’Uggh... I’m really crazy. Even my mind is not coordinating with me.’

Looking back at Ye-Ji, she kept looking at me and averting her eyes.

Was she feeling shy? Her cheeks were so pink, too. I could still see it clearly despite the dimmed lights in the bedroom. Ha-ha. So cute.

"I..." Ye-Ji finally opened her tiny mouth, struggling to say those simple words.

"You what?" I pressed on and smirked at her.

Then, with brows knitted and eyes that sparkled while staring back at me, she said...

"Fine! I’ll admit it. I... really like you. I’m just stopping myself because—"

I didn’t hear the rest of what she said.

The only thing that registered to me were the words...

"I really like you."

The words I had always wanted her to say! And she wasn’t lying! She really—

Ba-dump! Ba-dump! Ba-dump!

My heart thumped in great joy hearing those words. My mouth probably grinned so wide in my happiness. Yes, I felt so happy—like the feeling when you suddenly get what you didn’t expect you’ll ever have!

I might have acted a little confident and arrogant, but it was all pretense. Deep inside, I truly wasn’t sure if she’ll like me back. I knew nothing of romance! Books and manuals or lessons could only get you so far. Even experience wouldn’t be enough to make someone an expert in romance. What more of me who knew nothing about it? And what were the odds that I would succeed on my first attempt on it?

Feeling so much elated, before I knew it, I found myself kissing her in the most passionate manner I could do. She kissed me back and wrapped her arms around my neck, pulling me close to her.

"Uhhhmm... ahhhh," we both moaned in pleasure as we continued to kiss each other, whispering our names over and over.

"Ye-Ji’ya."

"Eun-Woo’ya."

I could feel her breath on my lips. We were so close, yet I still wanted us to get closer.

"Are you sure it’s okay?"

"Uhmm... Yes," Ye-Ji replied shyly.

With no more reason to hold myself back, my lips moved down to her neck. I kissed her skin, bit it gently, and sucked on it like what she did to me earlier.

Ahhh... she smells so good, and her skin tastes a little sweet. But skin shouldn’t taste sweet, should it? Or was I just thinking it was sweet, feeling too ecstatic about the fact that I could have her all to myself tonight? Ha-ha. I don’t know anymore.

From her neck, my lips traveled to her chest. I slowly untied her bathrobe and opened it, revealing her captivating body before my very eyes.

I gulped when I saw it. Such a perfect body...

Her skin was smooth and slender, white and without blemish—no wonder I liked touching it so much. And her breasts... uhmm. Why was it so big when her body was so small? It’s so round and perfectly shaped. Her hips and thighs... ahhh. Why was everything about her so perfect?

Ye-Ji tried to cover her private parts with her hands, probably feeling shy because I was staring too much. But I grabbed her hands and pulled them away.

"Ah, wait—uhmm... Please, don’t stare," she said, looking like she was about to cry.

I pulled one of her hands to my mouth and kissed her wrist.

"There’s no need to be shy, my dear wife. You’re the most beautiful and perfect in my eyes. You’re making me crazy."

Ye-Ji chuckled. She really looks beautiful when she smiles.

"Then I guess we’re both crazy."

"Yes, we are."

Now that I’m really going to devour her completely, I felt a little nervous. I had always been confident in myself, even if I didn’t have experience doing something new, but this... was a little different.

I didn’t want to fail. I didn’t want to hurt her. Instead, I wanted to please her. Please her so bad that she’ll keep asking for more.

With that in my mind, I brushed my hand on her body—from her thighs to her hips, then waist, upwards. And at last, I went for her chest, touching them carefully and squeezing gently.

"Uhmm..."

Her muffled groans were music to my ears.

Don’t worry, my dear wife.

I promise to bring you heaven tonight.