SILVER-HEART
Chapter 91: Awkward?

Chapter 91: Awkward?

The rest of the day ended up being awkward for me, the utopia feeling I felt had long gone and was now replaced with me constantly blushing and avoiding eye contact with William, even when he insisted I strip so that he would bathe me.

He was so demanding!

It took everything I had to disagree with his advances. Well, I did strip only that I sat further away from him in the water with reddened cheeks, the thought of having William bathe me got me so flushed that I stormed out and left him behind.

Not my best choice, I just couldn’t help it. What was wrong with me? We have crossed countless boundaries, the things we have done together were both passionate and intimate, very intimate. Gazing upon the most beautiful man I have ever seen was way worse, I can’t stop my cheeks from fuming and I can’t stop thinking about it.

Maybe I need to breathe

As if his actions in the bath weren’t enough William spent the rest of the day in the room with me, breakfast was brought here by Elvenia. William just sat and helped himself to a book and I did too... he really doesn’t have any intention of leaving, does he?

What about work in the library?

I darted my eyes to the godly man seated before me with a book at hand and overly relaxed, an arm spread at the back of the couch, the other holding onto his book. I was curled up at the other end of the chair, knees to my chest and my book on the knees. Seated in this position all I did was look at him... focusing his eyes on the material he was holding and a heavy amount of questions flooding my brain.

I cleared my throat, breaking the long-time silence.

"Doesn’t the library need your attention?"

"Severus will take care of it"

Poor Severus... seems like William hasn’t been to the library for some time either.

I swallowed a lump in my throat because the next question will be quite heavy, I have been thinking about it ever since our session this morning and it got me flushed whenever I recalled the image in my head and it only intensified the question. William reached utopia just like I did... the same pinnacle he taught me about he experienced it too... a release. I knew well enough what that means, and William doesn’t seem bothered about it... I mean how could he not? Does he have any idea what this means?

I was patiently waiting for him to say something about it but he haven’t.

"William?" I began in a whisper with tinted cheeks.

"Yes?" his eyes still trained on his book.

I gulped so hard I was certain he could hear me across the room.

"Am I going to be pregnant?"

☆Loud Crack☆

I gasped looking at the table where the glass jug and cup were, they cracked! It happen so fast that I drew my attention back to William who remained frozen in time.

"I-I mean what happened this morning... you reached a pinnacle a-and..." gods I sounded like a mess. I should stop talking but I don’t.

"Doesn’t that mean I would be pregnant?" It was a whimper rather than a word and his green eyes pinned me down, something flashed in his eyes and then the most remarkable thing happened.

William laughed

I don’t mean a faint sound like he did two times, and I don’t mean a chuckle, I mean a full-blown laugh that got him throwing his head back in a pearl of laughter.

My eyes are wide as saucers... taking in the scene before me like it was a dream come true. It IS a dream come true.

It sounds so beautiful

But I quickly shook my head and regained myself. "William, this is not funny, I’m serious," I said, lifting my feet and hand on my waist trying to frown but it was hard not to smile when he was laughing so carefree and then I realized something.

I want him to laugh more

"Your ignorance is truly fascinating," he mused.

I gasped at his choice of words but I shut my mouth when he grabbed my hand and pulled me to sit on his lap.

"No, my sweet Ava, you’re not pregnant"

"B-But you-"

"Yes I did," he nodded, and his ears turned red.

Cute!

"But it doesn’t happen that way... there would have to be no clothing between us in the process"

"Oh," I mouth suddenly feeling stupid for my assumptions. "Does this mean we haven’t consummated?"

"No"

Stupid Ava!

That answers a lot, I sighed in relief, I didn’t know why I thought about it so much. I cleared my throat trying to ease the tension. Maybe the tension I was feeling at most as I changed the topic.

"When will I leave the chambers?"

He leveled his gaze and watched my hand he was holding, I was certain he was studying it... I still quiver but not too much like it was a month ago, I was better. My muscles were at ease until before... it wasn’t hard to function anymore.

"Until you recover"

"But I feel okay now"

He said nothing, his expression was back to being unreadable and I finally found the courage in me to talk about it.

"I-I’m sorry I broke your promise, it was not my intention," I said in a whisper and I could barely hear myself but I was certain he would hear me.

"I should punish you..." My heart slammed a loud heartbeat. "But I will let it slide" his eyes pinned on me as he gave a kiss to my knuckles earning a blush from me.

"Y-You saved my life... thank you"

I didn’t know how he did it because there wasn’t a single bite in my body and it seemed like what happened was all a bad dream.

"Now you know how dangerous it is for you. Unlike the mortal Realm... these creatures either sweet or hideous will become your worst nightmare once they learn of your existence"

I swallowed a lump in my throat... his words hitting so hard.

Because of my worth... My blood can make the strongest elixirs. My flesh can be used to weave any form of weapon, my voice can be used to tame even the most ferocious beasts. My kiss holds healing qualities that can heal any fatal wound and My eyes hold unsee powers.

To the Pixies my flesh was a utopia essence for them and they derived pleasure from taking it...