Shattered by Fate, Restored by Truth
Chapter 244: If You Want to Cry, Don’t Hold It In.

Chapter 244: Chapter 244: If You Want to Cry, Don’t Hold It In.

If she isn’t mistaken, the onset of her excessive sleeping started on the day Fu Shihan and Sheng Qian’s engagement was widely exposed and became public knowledge.

That night, she fell asleep in Fu Shihan’s car, and once home, she slept even more soundly in utter confusion.

And after that...

It must have been on Sheng Qian’s birthday when she heard those words from Sheng Qian, she felt so extremely exhausted that she felt like she would sleep to death.

Then there were the past few days with Fu Hongru and Li Mo, which were the same.

She had asked Mu Suyu if there was something wrong with her health.

Mu Suyu told her that she always slept well beside Fu Shihan, she thought about it and it was true, indeed she could sleep without sleeping pills when he was beside her, so she didn’t take it too seriously.

But now, hearing what Zhong Xian said, she felt...

She was really foolish.

Su Wanxin came back from her deep thoughts to reality, raising her eyes to meet Zhong Xian’s worried gaze, and managing a smile with tightly pressed lips.

"It seems that what you said is right. My mood has indeed been a bit unstable lately, I haven’t taken it seriously. As for the anti-depression medication, sometimes I take it, sometimes I don’t."

"I have said many times before that relying on taking that amount of medication to cope is not sustainable! Once you stop the medication, the mental breakdown will happen very quickly!"

Zhong Xian took off his glasses and rubbed the bridge of his nose.

According to his many years of medical experience, Su Wanxin’s situation was already very dangerous.

Furthermore, she had mentioned before that she had been showing symptoms of depression for over a year, and the accumulation over the years would only lead to more and more problems.

He firmly believed that the sudden emergence of suicidal thoughts she had today was definitely not accidental, there must have been previous occurrences, it’s just that she had not paid attention.

Right now, she had a time bomb strapped to her, and she might blow herself up any day.

"You need treatment, Su Wanxin, you can’t keep going on like this."

Zhong Xian looked at her with serious and steadfast words.

Su Wanxin looked at him, nodded slowly, and then said softly, "As long as you don’t look at me with that forensic face meant for examining corpses, then I’ll get treated."

His gaze made her feel like she was already a cold corpse.

"You...!"

Zhong Xian was too frustrated to speak. What was this time for her to be so nonchalant?

"Are you actually agreeing to treatment or are you just humoring me?"

Zhong Xian looked at her skeptically, fully aware of how difficult she could be.

"I must schedule a meeting time with you, I need to know your home address as well as the contact information for the person closest to you, so in case you don’t show up, I can pay a visit."

"Arresting people is arresting people, why say it so elegantly."

Pay a visit, to her home for tea?

Su Wanxin muttered quietly, watching as Zhong Xian’s face turned gloomy, and shut her mouth.

"Anything else you want to explain, continue, I’m listening."

Zhong Xian looked at her for a long time, then sighed deeply. "If you feel like crying, don’t hold it in."

"..."

"Everyone has their own unbearable pain, that’s normal. Don’t try to control your emotions, otherwise, over time, you’ll find that you can’t even tell whether you’re actually happy or not."

Too accustomed to fake smiles, one forgets how to relax the corners of their mouth. Wearing a mask for too long, one forgets what their true appearance is.

"Wanxin, you cannot live in despair forever."

Su Wanxin had been rather calm in emotion but hearing these words, her eyes began to redden.

She lowered her head and rubbed her eyes, trying to clear the mist in them.

"Do you know why I suddenly decided to accept treatment?"