Shattered by Fate, Restored by Truth
Chapter 204: Why Not Tell Him the Truth

Chapter 204: Chapter 204: Why Not Tell Him the Truth

"You wouldn’t know how I felt when I dressed up prettily, hoping he would give me an extra glance.

You wouldn’t know either what it was like when he finally looked at me, but not because he cared about me as a person, just to ask where I bought my jewelry and what brand my bag was!

Fu Shiyi told me, said Fu Shihan has a house, and it’s filled with your belongings.

Fu Shiyi also told me, said Fu Shihan mentioned, what others have, you must have too.

So even though you are gone, he does not know where you are, whether you are alive or dead, or even if he’s not sure whether it was you who broke his mother’s legs! He would still buy things for you, thinking all about you!"

Su Wanxin bit her lip hard, the taste of fresh blood in her mouth elicited no reaction.

She listened quietly to Sheng Qian’s words, her heart twisted in pain almost leaving her breathless.

Sheng Qian looked at her tear-streaked face, shaking her head in confusion.

"I won’t compete with you, I know I can’t beat you, I know no matter how hard I try, he will never be mine.

So, could you please stop helping me? I’m letting go, I truly am! I’ll tell my Grandpa that I don’t like him, I won’t marry him!

Wanwan, I don’t understand, don’t understand why you won’t tell him the truth, won’t tell him the reality, won’t come back to him. I know you love him, you must love him, but why?"

Su Wanxin stood in front of Sheng Qian, looking down at her breakdown in tears, silently facing her questions.

Indeed, why.

Why does she love him so much, yet can’t return to his side, to the Fu Family.

Su Wanxin thought for a long while, chuckled self-deprecatingly.

Her lips moved and she spoke with a trembling voice.

"Perhaps, it’s because I did those things."

She took a deep look at Sheng Qian, helplessly turned around, and left the room.

She too wanted to know why. Why in this world, every day there are people who don’t want to live, who commit suicide, yet for her, wanting to live is so hard!!!

Su Wanxin went into the bathroom, locked the door, and cried until her body shook.

Her face was pale, as if she might faint at any moment. She sat slumped against the door, curling up and hugging herself, over and over recalling what Sheng Qian had just said.

She cried until her hands and feet were ice cold, cried until she was coughing, cried until she was retching.

Then she forced herself to calm down gradually, stood up from the floor, and washed her face with cold water.

She looked at herself in the mirror, trying hard to remember her appearance three years ago.

Back then, she wasn’t so thin, wasn’t so sickly. Being favored, she felt fearless, every day looked cheerful.

Li Mo had once said she was the family’s joy. But now? She could no longer bring joy to her beloved family.

Su Wanxin washed her face again, then forced a smile and walked out as if nothing had happened, returning to the living room to continue watching TV.

When Fu Shihan came downstairs, seeing Su Wanxin still sitting obediently without moving, he couldn’t help but smile.

He walked over to pull her up, greeted Sheng Qian who was coming downstairs, and left with Su Wanxin.

In the car, Su Wanxin remained silent, quietly watching out of the window. Fu Shihan glanced at her profile and slightly frowned.

"What’s wrong?"

"Hmm? What’s wrong?" Su Wanxin turned to meet his gaze.

"You seem unhappy."

"Let’s go to the hospital tomorrow, I’ll get you an appointment with an ophthalmologist."