Reborn in the 70s: Pampered by Regiment Commander
Chapter 279 - 203: The Trinity Great - _2

Chapter 279: Chapter 203: The Trinity Great Chapter_2

But when I discovered that you didn’t marry me just because you wanted to marry, but because you liked me a little, what I wanted changed.

I want to be with you properly, I want to say what I want to say in front of you, to laugh when I want to laugh, to cry when I want to cry..., without worrying about angering you and controlling my true emotions.

I hope that in front of you is the real me, and in front of me is the real you. If I have things that make me happy or unhappy, I will tell you and share them with you.

At the same time, if you have things that make you happy or unhappy, you should also tell me and share them with me. There may be some problems I can’t help you with, but, as long as you have someone you trust to talk to, the pressure in your heart will be less.

When one day, we think of each other and only warm feelings remain in our hearts, that means we have really engraved each other into our bones and melted into each other’s blood.

What I want is a relationship like this. No matter the initial reason, now, I want to try and see if we can become like this.

But, such a relationship cannot rely solely on my efforts; I need your cooperation, I need your trust, instead of treating me like a child and scolding me.

Now, in front of you, I often feel terrified, because I’ve found that frequently, just a single word from me can upset you, and I don’t even know where I went wrong.

And you, sometimes clearly wanting to be good to me, always have to express it in a perverse manner. Am I supposed to know exactly what you’re thinking? Later, when I think back, I’ll be moved and will forgive, but in the moment, I just get angry!

With two people together, always arguing, how can the feelings grow deeper? Not to mention us, who don’t have much of an emotional foundation. Even couples with deep affection will grow indifferent if they argue often, won’t they?

Speaking out what was in her heart, Chuxia felt as if a stone was lifted from her chest. In fact, after she realized how protective Zhou Mikang was of her, she made up her mind to get along well with him.

But she, after all, is a modern woman from the 21st century with certain expectations of a relationship, and she really wasn’t willing to become his appendage.

Of course, this might also be related to the upbringing she received.

Her grandparents and parents, although they doted on her, paid great attention to nurturing her independence.

For example, while many families care for their children closely until they’re six, then move them to a separate room, her family let her sleep on her own when she was just three years old.

She was afraid of the dark, and would cry and have trouble sleeping. Her parents and grandparents certainly felt for her, but they didn’t change their decision because of it. After the initial period of accompanying her in her room until she fell asleep, later on, they would just leave her in her small room and not mind her.

Later, when she went to middle school, even though it was only a five-minute walk from home, her family chose to let her board at school.

From a young age, her mother taught her that a girl must have her own career and her own social circle. If you place all your hopes on a man, there will come a day when you’ll deeply regret it.

It wasn’t just talk—her mother lived by this mantra. In their home, her mother’s career was in no way inferior to her father’s. Of course, she didn’t have as strong a career drive as her mother, but she also didn’t wish to one day become a despised parasite.

In this era, people are still naive.

In another twenty years, things will not be the same. She trusted Zhou Mikang’s character, but after twenty years together, with feelings become as dull as water, if she was completely dependent on him, would he have any respect for her at all?

Probably by that time, there wouldn’t be much difference between her and the Zhou family’s housekeeper.

It was precisely because she didn’t want to end up like that one day, that she had to take precautions now.

Zhou Mikang, who lived in this era, how could he fully understand her thoughts? Fortunately, he had studied abroad and thus could grasp her ideas. Otherwise, upon hearing her reasoning, he would definitely think there was something wrong with her mind.

After a long silence, Zhou Mikang nodded: "Okay, I’ll try to do as you say. Actually..." He hesitated, then said, "Actually, you don’t need to worry too much about the differences between our family backgrounds. Neither I nor my family will have any thoughts on that."