My Sweet Dr. Xu -
Chapter 327: Willing to Become a Bad Person for Him
Chapter 327: Willing to Become a Bad Person for Him
Gu Nantian closed his eyes and breathed softly. Xu Zhiyin stood at the side and looked at him. Just by looking at him, she felt that everything was worth it.
After a long time, Gu Nantian opened his eyes and saw Xu Zhiyin standing there. He frowned.
Xu Zhiyin thought that he was looking down on her, so she quickly said,""I’ll leave now. I won’t disturb you."
"Come here." Gu Nantian looked at her and said.
Xu Zhiyin was stunned for a moment and looked at Gu Nantian in disbelief. He did not repeat himself, but she still leaned towards him.
"Sit down."
Xu Zhiyin finally confirmed that she had not heard wrongly.
She sat down.
Gu Nantian looked at her. Her neck was still wrapped in gauze and she looked extremely haggard. Just looking at Xu Zhiyin like this made his heart ache.
"I heard you wanted to see me?" Gu Nantian asked."
"I haven’t heard from you since you were injured. I’ve been looking for you. I’m very worried about you!"
She had seen him suffer such serious injuries with her own eyes, but she could not see him. How tormented must she be?
" I told Qing Yuan to take you away," Gu Nantian said." You know about this, right?""
When Xu Zhiyin heard his words, she realized that he wanted to chase her away. She smiled helplessly." Do you think I’ll leave?"
If she really left now, how heartless would she be to do such a thing?
Gu Nantian looked at her," Let Xiaoche go with you. This is a rare opportunity. If you miss this chance, you won’t get it again."
He did not want her to regret it!
He hoped that she could understand.
He didn’t want her to be so rash and choose to stay just because she was grateful that he had saved her.
He did not need such feelings.
Xu Zhiyin lowered her head and said guiltily,""I’m sorry."
Her sudden apology stunned Gu Nantian. He looked at Xu Zhiyin." Why are you apologizing?"
"It was my fault in the past. I was willful. I let you down. I deliberately said something to hurt you! However, it would never happen again! Don’t chase me away!"
"..""You want to stay just because I saved you once?" Gu Nantian asked. I don’t like to owe others. You saved me twice, so this time, you can treat it as me returning your favor. You don’t have to thank me so much!"
Xu Zhiyin did not expect him to say that!
She looked at Gu Nantian." So, you just want to chase me away? Gu Nantian, do you hate me that much?"
Gu Nantian looked at her.
"It’s fine if you’re hiding from me, but now you’re chasing me away the moment you come back!" Xu Zhiyin said. If that’s the case, why did you save me? Why didn’t you let me die in Donggong Jiuyue’s hands? Why did you make yourself suffer so much?"
Her words silenced the room for a few seconds. Gu Nantian looked at Xu Zhiyin and said slowly," Aren’t you afraid to be by my side? I’m so bad that everyone hates me. Don’t you hate me too? I’m selfish and cold-blooded...I’ve done a lot of bad things. I’m not as naive or kind as you think. I’ll never be a good person in my life!
Are you sure you want to stay?"
Xu Zhiyin nodded and said without a care,"In the future, if you kill someone, I will accompany you. If you do bad things, I will accompany you. For you, I can give up being a good person! I just want to stay by your side! Gu Nantian, I want to stay."
Her voice was so serious that it seemed to be pouring into his heart, making his chest warm.
Gu Nantian knew how difficult it was to make Xu Zhiyin, a doctor, say something that went against her creed.
He reached out and placed his hand on her head." Do you know how irrational you are right now?"
Even though he knew that she had only said those words on impulse, he still liked Xu Zhiyin like this.
He selfishly hoped that she could understand him, love him, and follow him...
"Do I need to be rational around you? I was too rational before." She was too overcautious and overthought everything. That was why Gu Nantian was so disappointed in her. She caused him to suffer so much and almost caused her to lose him.
" If you don’t want to leave, you can stay here now. We’ll consider it when you get better," Gu Nantian said."
He would not selfishly tie her to his side just because of her words. He would give her a chance to regret it.
If she regretted it after everything got better, he would still let her go.
Xu Zhiyin couldn’t help but hug the man," Gu Nantian, you’ve changed. In the past, you would never have said something like letting Xiaoche and me go. Why have you changed now?!""
She almost thought that this man didn’t love her and Xiaoche anymore. If she didn’t remember what he said in the garage, knowing that he loved her deeply, knowing that when he let her go, it was the same as cutting off his own flesh, she would really think that Gu Nantian didn’t love her anymore!
Gu Nantian looked at her and felt a slight pain in his chest. He endured it and let Xu Zhiyin hug him for a while before saying,""You touched my wound. Let go of me."
Xu Zhiyin was so frightened that she quickly let go of him.
Gu Nantian lay on the bed and slowly placed his hand on her face." Xu Zhiyin, you’re really selfish."
"I’m sorry." She knew that she was very selfish. She often only thought about herself and rarely thought about him.
"Every time I want to give up on you, you won’t leave. You always come to seduce me." Gu Nantian said."
".."
Before Xu Zhiyin could think of what to say, Gu Nantian had already closed his eyes." I’m tired. I’m going to rest.""
He was exhausted from the long car ride, and it was already late at night.
Xu Zhiyin sat at the side, silently accompanying him.
After a while, Gu Nan opened his eyes again and looked at her." Don’t stay here. I can’t sleep.""
"I’m not disturbing you."
"I hate it when you’re here! Go back and rest." Gu Nantian looked at her injured appearance. She was clearly injured to this extent, yet she still came to take care of him. How could he be at ease?
Xu Zhiyin misunderstood his meaning and stood up. She looked at Gu Nantian. Although he hated her, she was still afraid to leave. She was afraid that she would be gone again when she woke up tomorrow!
"Will I still see you tomorrow morning?"
"Maybe," Gu Nantian said.
"What do you mean maybe?" Xu Zhiyin hated such uncertain answers.
Gu Nantian looked at her." If you can’t even take care of yourself, then don’t appear in front of me.""
".."
Xu Zhiyin came out of his room and recalled his words. She felt that his words were filled with concern for her. Did he want her to rest well?
Then why didn’t she speak to him gently?
Clearly, he used to talk to her gently.
Was he going to treat her like this in the future?
Xu Zhiyin lay on the bed with mixed feelings.
Thinking of Gu Nantian’s return, she did not sleep for a long time. She slept late, which led to her waking up late the next morning.
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