My Dear Duke(BL)
Chapter 100: "Am I Good?"

Chapter 100: "Am I Good?"

[Warning: Mature Content]

Felix took a step back as their kiss finally broke. They kissed for a very long time. He didn’t even remember how long they were engaged in that kiss, imagining a lot of things, thinking about a lot of things.

Asher, who finally took some deep breaths, looked at the duke whose face was red.

Asher unknowingly looked at his own lower body and at the duke’s as he noticed both of them had bulges.

Seeing Asher’s stare the duke cleared his throat and tried to walk away while apologising. But Asher grabbed his arm, then pleadingly looking at him.

"You can’t stay like that duke."

Asher said shamelessly and saw the duke flinching and looking away in embarrassment.

"I will take care of it. I am sorry about it."

Just as he tried to break free again, Asher pulled him again and looked at him intently.

"Let me help you."

Asher said, but quite hesitant by that time thinking if the duke was feeling uncomfortable seeing how he was in a hurry to walk away.

Asher felt really awkward when after him, the duke did not respond to him. The duke stared at him, looking confused and still, embarrassment clearly visible on his face.

He was even sweating.

The duke seemed really nervous and it made Asher more daring because he knew the duke might not ask him to even give him a hand and would be too panicked to talk about it.

Asher could see the duke’s eyes running around, panicking and hesitant.

Instead of waiting for him to answer, Asher leaned in closer to the duke, then unzipped the duke’s pants with quick hands.

He was determined. But the duke seemed to panic even more.

"N-no nee-"

Before the duke could finish what he was saying, he saw Asher kneeling down and immediately backed away as he knew what Asher was planning to do.

Felix was suddenly startled when he felt something warm wrapped around his cock, then looking down to see Asher already having his cock inside his mouth, completely swallowed.

"Asher...No nee-aagh!"

Asher didn’t want to hear anything from the duke because he knew the duke would plead with him to stop. No way he was going to stop now that he finally got this thing inside his mouth. He was trying to help so the duke wouldn’t be mad right?

Asher carefully sucked on the cock, not letting his teeth touch as this was his first time doing this, knowing it wouldn’t be that good but at least enough.

He was so focused that he didn’t see the duke leaning on the wall, looking down at Asher with watery eyes, helpless and thoroughly ashamed.

Felix was dazed.

He was shocked by what was happening.

Was Asher just licking and sucking on his cock?

It’s unbelievable.

He didn’t even think he would dare to kiss Asher while his aunt was there. And he didn’t expect a kiss would make him react like that. It’s all embarrassing enough. He was such a man with poor manners who dared to do all these things in his office.

It made him panic and even more nervous as Asher became more and more attractive to his eyes. He wanted to encourage himself to do more things like this with Asher. Which is the worst in his view.

It’s thrilling and kind of exciting to do these kinds of things in the office, with Asher also cooperating.

Seemed like he had grown addicted to Asher.

Everything was messed up because of Asher.

What was so special about him that he lost his mind?

Was it because Asher was very special to him since he had been the biggest help for him all these times?

Or, was it because of the trust he grew after Asher comforted him when he was stressed?

Felix couldn’t find out exactly why he was attracted to Asher. It wasn’t exactly admiration. But something like that. He couldn’t name the feeling.

But he felt it really well whenever he heard someone refer to him and Asher as lovers. He felt giddy whenever he heard it.

He was unintentionally growing hopes and his desire to cure himself turned into a desire for Asher.

It’s all messing with his head because he always had good self control. What happened to him now?

He better consult Lucas and take some pills because he must be sick.

Felix felt his stomach tingling as Asher’s palm rubbed his stomach and the other hand held his cock while Asher’s head moved in motion to pleasure Felix.

Felix couldn’t take his eyes off Asher who seemed very focused.

Felix couldn’t help but gasp as he felt he was about to reach climax. He couldn’t say anything because- well...he was ashamed. He was feeling really ashamed Asher had to do this for him.

But, now, he was afraid if he kept silent longer, he might end up dirting Asher’s mouth. So the only way was to quickly grab Asher by hair and pull him away since he didn’t want to release inside of Asher’s mouth.

That’s nasty.

He didn’t want Asher to encounter such a situation with him. Luckily, the timing was just right and Asher was away when Felix finally shot white liquid as he curled up his stomach.

Felix Left a sigh in relief seeing Asher away from his dirty stuff and had to wipe his eyes before helping Asher get up because they were teary. It had never been this intense even when they had sex.

Did he like it?

Was that why he felt so intense?

Felix helped Asher get up as he quickly pulled the zipper up despite feeling quite uncomfortable and sensitive that he just came. He didn’t want to get touched by Asher that way again. That’s embarrassing.

"Am I good?"

Felix was dumbfounded when Asher asked with a smile, blushing and his eyes also teary.

He looked...proud. Looked silly too.

Felix felt his heart flutter seeing Asher like this. Was he that proud for doing something like that?

Why did Asher even do that?

He was afraid Asher would be disgusted with him so it’s always better to only do the things he believed were okay.

However, seeing Asher excited, Felix felt he should try to come out of his comfort zone for a bit.

He wouldn’t hesitate to do the same to Asher. Because, it didn’t disgust him that way. But it disgusted him that Asher had to do that for him.

What if he smells bad?

What if he ends up hurting Asher?

What if Asher gets disgusted?

He didn’t want Asher to feel that way about him.

So, these kind of things... no matter how pleasurable, aren’t worth the risk...