My Curse? A Different Yandere in Every Reincarnation
Chapter 189: Changes

Chapter 189: Changes

I slowly open my eyes, looking around to make sure where I am, I feel something a bit strange and mushy.

"HYAAA!!" I let out a startled scream as I see a bizarre room, and even more frightening things.

"There’s no need to scream like that, Shizune" I hear a voice as I notice I’m lying on a strange bed, not made of fabric, it seems to be made of flesh and has a strange, viscous black liquid.

"W-What the hell?"

"I can explain, but could you calm down, it’s a bit insulting to have you reacting this way" The voice speaks to me, and I recognize the tone perfectly, a dangerous tone as if something was clinging to me.

"Nyzzoraleth?"

"You got it right"

"W-Where am I?" The room has walls that seem to be living flesh, pulsing as a viscous black liquid drips, and I’m sure I saw some kind of thing crawling on the wall for a brief moment.

"You’re inside my body"

"...?"

"Don’t think too much, I’m almost done, you woke up earlier than I would’ve liked, do you feel different?" She asks.

"I-I feel like a weight has been lifted from me..." I feel lighter.

"Good" She simply says as I look at my body, I’m naked, but what draws my attention are my veins that seem to glow in a faint black tone, while I’m also covered in this black viscous gunk.

"W-What did you do to my body?"

"I’m fulfilling our agreement, stop being so scared, Shizune, soon no changes will be noticeable in your body"

"Are you hungry for now?" She asks.

"...Quite..."

"That’s good, then I’ll give you a good meal, you must eat everything to erase any trace of Nyarlisse" She speaks while I’m left bewildered.

"Shizune, did you like Nyarlisse’s food?" She asks.

"Well...it was good"

"It was her body, parts taken from her that only simulated the appearance of something you knew"

"...H-Haha, that joke is..."

"It’s not a joke, do I look like someone who makes jokes?" She speaks, but I don’t even see her, I only hear her voice.

"S-So..."

"Yes, you ate something that wasn’t quite what you expected, and that serves for Nyarlisse to find you, so I’ll also serve you similar things to erase that"

"..."

"I know what you’re thinking, but don’t forget that we’re not human and never have been, our way of dealing with things is different, now how about I give you some food?"

"D-Do I really have to eat...this?" I ask with barely hidden disgust, she literally just said she’s going to serve her own body as food.

"Yes, don’t disobey, Shizune, you’re my herald, you should feel honored to be able to eat something that comes from me" She speaks as the room starts to become normal while Nyzzoraleth emerges from a black puddle on the floor.

’She’s so tall...she reminds me of... Hachishakusama, the Japanese Legend of the Tall Woman who kidnaps children’ She strangely fits the description, all she’s missing is the wide-brimmed hat.

"I feel like you thought something offensive about me, but it doesn’t matter, come with me" She speaks while coming towards me, grabbing my hand and practically pulling me with her without caring about my nude body.

"Could you not have mentioned what you’ll be serving me as food" I murmur.

"I’m honest, unlike Nyarlisse who lied, I just tell the truth, if you’re dissatisfied it doesn’t matter, Nyarlisse is much worse than me, you’re lucky I’m helping you" She speaks coldly to me.

"...You know about my curse, if it affects you, what guarantees that you won’t try to lock me up?" I question.

"Nothing guarantees it, but I’m someone who likes chaos, and if you get locked up with me, you won’t be able to make the chaos arise, which wouldn’t be so good, so I won’t lock you up"

"..."

"Don’t you trust me?" She asks as we enter a door, coming out in a room that’s almost too normal.

"Well..." I don’t trust her, nor did I trust Nyarlisse, I just thought it was a good chance to learn about love with Nyarlisse.

"Shizune, I think I understand your plan, if you want Yui to love you, I can teach you what she likes and what you can do to win her over" She speaks to draw my attention.

"Oh, that would be...very good..." I say to her.

"It would be"

’But...I wanted to be able to love her as much as I want her to love me’ This is still a problem, I don’t want to hurt her feelings.

"Any problem, Shizune?" She asks, seeing my face as she guides me to a chair.

"W-Well...it’s just that I only now noticed that you’re beautiful" I say, feeling less afraid of her, I don’t know what she did, but that oppressive aura has diminished.

"Hahaha, I’m beautiful? So that’s your type?" She asks, opening her arms, her massive breasts almost defying gravity.

"I wouldn’t say that, it’s just that you’re quite sensual..." I swallow hard.

"You really are someone very oblivious, you know? A few moments ago you were afraid, and now you’re complimenting my body as if you wanted to explore it" She speaks with a strangely large smile.

"Well...if you know about me, you must know that my experiences haven’t been the best, I’ve learned to adapt quickly" Something I was forced to learn.

"I understand, so it’s more of a personal survival tactic of yours, that’s good, can I give you a piece of advice?" She asks as plates start to fly to the table we’re sitting at.

"Sure..."

"Be bold"

"...?"

"Be as bold as you can"

"...I still don’t understand"

"The only way to overcome a crazy person is to be crazier than them, or else become a monster to defeat a monster" She says these two phrases, and I arrive at the answer.

"Are you telling me to show love in such a bold way that they won’t know how to react?"

"Something like that, your curse has very specific rules, if a situation arises where the Yandere won’t kill you and you can’t die, it will force a situation where you are forced to sacrifice yourself"

’Similar to the situation with Alehandro and Beatriz...’ Both were strong, both wouldn’t kill me, and both would protect me with everything they had.

"That’s...quite interesting" I say, grateful for the advice.

"Of course it is, I want to help you reduce your deaths as much as possible, so I’ll try to find a way to block your curse" She speaks as common foods appear on the plates.

"Why would you help me?" I question with distrust and a slight hope.

"Because I hate Sayuri, and because you’re my herald, think of it as a caring boss protecting her employees" She speaks with a notable irony.

Meanwhile, I look at the food that has an unpleasant appearance, it even seems like the food is screaming in agony, I look at her as she looks at me.

"..."

"Eat, and eat everything"

"The food seems to be screaming in so much suffering" I say, poking the contents of the plate with a fork.

"I’m sorry my body isn’t pretty for your standards, unlike Nyarlisse, my culinary beauty doesn’t exist" She speaks with a mocking tone, as if I’m being ungrateful.

With the fork, I stab the strange food and lift it from the plate, what I stabbed is a black tentacle.

"H-Hikkk!! T-This thing is writhing!?" I ask, frightened, I swear I saw an eye inside the plate, but it seems to have disappeared.

"Stop being so squeamish, obviously it’s writhing, it’s still my body and has just been cut off" She speaks now without patience.

"I didn’t have time to prepare your food and try to beautify it, just eat it already" She says, grabbing a forkful from her plate and forcibly shoving it into my mouth.

"..." I force myself to chew, and strangely the taste is good, even though the food is screaming in agony, the taste is as good as Nyar’s food.

’It’s kind of viscous and rubbery, but the taste is really good’ It’s just a bit scary to eat knowing what it is.

"Do you like it?" She asks as I start eating from my plate.

"It’s good...just ugly" The food on the plate seems to suffer more and more as I take pieces of it.

"I’m sorry my body screams in pain when someone starts eating it" She speaks with sarcasm.

"You don’t have to keep reminding me what this is..." I murmur.

"And what is this?" I ask, seeing a plate in the middle with a black tentacle.

"It’s for you to drink, after we’re done eating, we’ll explore each other’s bodies, you like tentacles, don’t you? So there it is" She speaks as she eats what’s on her plate as well.

"...Is it normal...for beings like you to eat this?" I question.

"Very much so, mortal things are not satisfying, so we eat things that would be abnormal or impossible for mortals"

"There is no concept of self-cannibalism among us, eating parts of our own bodies is normal for various reasons, as well as delivering this to others to eat would also be considered normal"

"...You’re scary"

"Did you notice you’re talking without fear?"

"..."

"It’s the chaotic aura that’s affecting you, don’t worry, it’s temporary, but I recommend thinking carefully before saying things you shouldn’t" She speaks, bringing the plate with the large tentacle closer to me.

"How...should I drink this?"

"Just put it in your mouth and suck" She speaks as if it’s nothing out of the ordinary.

"T-This seems like a rather...unique drink"

"Naturally" She speaks as I take the tentacle from the plate, it’s too hot and viscous, even slightly disgusting, my hand gets viscous with a black gunk.

’It’s moving...’ I hate live foods like these that she’s serving, it’s almost as if they’ve cut off a part of a living octopus and it started to struggle.

I put it in my mouth and suck, soon a viscous and slightly cold liquid is released, it’s incredibly good.

"This...is really good" I say, taking the tentacle out of my mouth.

"I’m glad you think so, you’ll stay at my house for a few days until we erase any trace of the other girls, after that you can go to another world" She speaks as I put the tentacle back on the plate.

"Okay, thank you for the help" I say truly grateful, her honesty is also something invigorating.

"You’re welcome, it’s natural to join with people who have the same enemies" She speaks, getting up and coming behind me.

As soon as she hugs me from behind, I feel something wrapping around my entire body, the sensation is less oppressive, but still equally frightening, especially considering I’m naked.

"Ghhhhaaa?" I let out a strange moan as she sticks her tongue deep into my ear, the wet sound is strange.

"I hope you’re prepared, little bird, I’m going to give you such a unique pleasure that you’ll become addicted" She speaks, removing her tongue from my ear with a wet sound.

"..." I swallow hard.

"W-Why the hell are all of you so perverted?"

"It’s because you have a very naughty body in every sense, little bird, now hurry up and finish eating"