My Curse? A Different Yandere in Every Reincarnation
Chapter 187: Chaotic Proposal

Chapter 187: Chaotic Proposal

The meeting continued for a few hours as Nyar caressed my belly, and I used that time and conversations to analyze Nyar, who represents love. She seems to know more about me than I would like.

’I wonder if Nyar is a Yandere.’ The bet we made was useful, I planned to ask for something that would be useful in other worlds, but she decided to cancel the bet.

I’m testing limits, powers, and how it is to be a goddess, but who would have thought that now I have to go talk to someone who is kind of my boss.

However, I must say that Nyar’s tentacles are really very good, and I discovered things that may be useful regarding the gods, they seem to have a quite complex and interesting hierarchy.

"Shizune, are you ready?" Nyar says as she gets up, taking me out of her lap.

"Yes, I’m ready to talk to Nyzzoraleth, don’t worry, I won’t say too much," I say to her calmly. I deliberately let Nyar’s powers affect me without resisting.

And I must say that I’ve learned a lot from the feeling of love, things I didn’t expect and that show how much of an asshole I was in the past. It’s a shame I only learned this after suffering so much.

"I’ll leave you two alone," Nyar says as she enters a portal. The representative of destiny and Yui have already left, and I honestly didn’t think I’d see Yui.

I’m glad Yui didn’t recognize me, or it would be very embarrassing, and now I’m alone with the representative of chaos, Nyzzoraleth.

"So you’re the goddess of misfortune, right? From your power, I believe you’ve recently ascended to the status of a goddess," she says elegantly, yet sternly, while observing me.

"Y-Yes..." I just say "yes" as I sit in the chair where Nyar was before.

"And you’re dating Nyarlisse?" She asks, and since I know Nyar has already done things to protect me, I answer confidently.

"Yes, I’m her girlfriend." In a way, this is correct, although the love is practically forced through Nyar’s aura, but it’s still acceptable.

"She must love you a lot, you have a horrible and disgusting scent that reminds me exactly of her," Nyzzoraleth says, making a face of disgust.

"..." My body shivers.

"But... you don’t seem to love her to the same extent, your eyes are shining in pink, you’re just being deceived by her power," Nyzzoraleth says, looking me straight in the eyes.

"Well... I allowed it."

"Allowed? It’s obvious, but that doesn’t change the fact that it’s false. You and her must think that if enough time passes, the feeling will become real, right?"

"Tell me, what were you two doing under the table?" She asks, getting up from the chair and approaching.

"..." My body shivers completely.

"I said, tell me what you were doing under the table, and that’s an order," she says, and I can’t help but move my mouth on its own.

"S-She was shoving her tentacles into me..." I say, embarrassed to admit it.

"... Tell me your name," she orders with a disturbing seriousness.

"... Nyar told me not to say."

"You are the goddess of misfortune, my orders are absolute, what is your name?" Her chaotic aura seems to cover my entire body as my mouth moves against my will.

"S-Shizune Accursed." When I say this, she seems surprised, and I feel something just broke, it seems the blurry perception that Nyar had created for me no longer works.

"You’re that anomaly? HahahahaHAHAHAHAHAHA!" She starts laughing, a disturbing laugh that makes me feel like even my bones are freezing.

"Who would have thought that that arrogant bitch would bring the anomaly directly to the meeting where we were talking about her? You must feel very proud, huh? Deceiving deities of the highest level like that."

"I-I wasn’t trying to deceive anyone..." I shrink in the chair, while the table gains black cracks where Nyzzoraleth touches.

"Weren’t you? But still, you managed to deceive 2 deities of the highest level, didn’t you? I bet Elzynara noticed, but Yui and I didn’t notice this farce of yours."

"Who would have thought, who would have thought, the troublesome anomaly would be reborn as my herald," Nyzzoraleth says in a way that is almost mocking to hide her anger.

"Goddess of Misfortune... I must say it suits you, considering the chaos you’ve already caused, of course, I understand that this is mainly Sayuri’s fault with her stupid childishness with punishments."

"But that doesn’t change the fact that you are the problem, the X in the equation, and now that you are my herald, this problem is also mine. I bet that arrogant bitch is one of your famous Yanderes, right?"

"I-I don’t know..." Nyar doesn’t have the aura of a Yandere, but as a being of great power, she may be able to hide it.

"Why all this fear?" Nyzzoraleth says, taking steps until she’s behind me, then she hugs me from behind. I feel her giant breasts touching me, and I feel a horrible sensation of being trapped.

It’s as if a dangerous monster was wrapping itself around my body, it’s different from a snake, it’s something bigger, more savage and dangerous that wraps around my body and evaluates me.

"You know, I like what you’re doing, both the bad and the good things you do," she says, her hug tightening as I feel a sensation of suffocating.

"Confused? Chaos is not only linked to evil, it is linked to the disorder of the natural order. When you do bad things, chaos is generated, when you do good things, chaos is also generated."

"This is because your good actions should not have happened in the natural order of things, so whether you are being good or evil, you connect with me. I, the representative of chaos, am captivated by the havoc that we two can create." She talks while I feel the aura of Nyar coming out.

"It seems the effect of Nyar on you is temporary, so cursed girl, don’t you want to sow chaos with me?" She says, biting my neck.

"S-Stop messing with my head..." I murmur, feeling like I’m carrying an entire world on my back.

"Just accept it, cursed girl, I’m much better than that love bitch," she says, moving her hands under my clothes.

"I’ll steal you from her and shower you with gifts. Don’t you want to be strong? You can continue to do good, I don’t care, as long as you continue to act in the worlds as you are doing."

"Don’t you realize that your beloved Nyar wants to lock you in a golden cage? Will you accept being trapped? I can grant you much more than Nyar, be it love, pleasure or freedom, I won’t lock you up."

"I don’t need a caged bird, I prefer a chaotic little bird that will cause chaos wherever it goes," she says, licking my neck up to my cheek. I can’t breathe properly.

"That’s it, accept the chaos, calmly, you’ll see it’s much better. You are my herald, you should be happy to receive a gift in this way," she says as I feel more and more trapped.

The sensation is that of a monster wrapping itself more firmly after finding a good support in my body, everything seems heavy and I feel tired.

"W-Why are you doing this?" I murmur with difficulty.

"Because I hate Nyarlisse, I hate Sayuri, I hate those two arrogant bitches. I’m only in favor of Yui, who’s a nice girl, but apart from her, the rest are a bunch of arrogant bitches who think they’re the center of everything."

"H-Hate Sayuri?"

"Oh yes, she’s the one I hate the most. She thinks she’s the best, she’s too arrogant, she thinks she’s above everything and everyone and that the rules don’t apply to her, when that’s not true."

"And now I have the opportunity to steal something that the two bitches I hate the most love, of course I can’t miss this chance, especially when you’re already my herald."

"Haven’t you noticed what Nyar is doing to you? She’s lying to you, manipulating you to be the puppet that only acts through her strings," Nyzzoraleth whispers in my ear.

"A-And y-you? Y-You’re manipulating me..." I say as her hands fully enter under my dress, touching my abdomen.

"You’re right, I’m trying to make you choose me, but the difference is honesty. I don’t want your freedom, I don’t want your mind for myself, I don’t want a stupid puppet."

"I want a free girl who can cause chaos even while being good, doesn’t that sound like a good option?"

"P-Proof?" I murmur, barely holding on.

"... How about I give you a gift and send you to another world without killing you? I’m one of the strongest, I can activate the curse in your soul by teleporting you to a random world."

"The benefits of this are simple, you’ll keep a small fraction of the power of misfortune even when you die, you’ll lose the divine body and become a mortal, but you won’t lose the position as my herald."

"Doesn’t it sound great to have the power of misfortune engraved in your soul? It will be weaker, but still useful against any Yandere, and you should know that your beloved Nyar knows who you are, she certainly knows about your past."

"We all know everything about you because you’ve become hot gossip among us, so isn’t it strange that she doesn’t talk about it?"

"And I noticed your gaze towards Yui, I believe your revenge plan against Sayuri is to fall in love with Yui and make Yui love you, right?" When she says this, I tense up.

"Don’t worry, I approve of this, I’d love to see that Sayuri bitch suffer, so do you want my help?"

"Nyarlisse has already marked your soul, but I can remove the mark and prevent Nyarlisse from finding you. Do you want your freedom and a chance for revenge?"

"S-She..."

"I swear I, Nyzzoraleth, the representative of chaos, have only told the truth," she says before I can say anything.

"You must know how promises of superior beings work, so you know I was honest about everything. Will you accept my proposal? Or go back with your tail between your legs to Nyarlisse to be used and trapped for all eternity?"

"H-How do you know all this?"

"I know Nyarlisse well, I know how that arrogant bitch thinks. She’ll slowly isolate you from anything in existence and control you until you’re an empty shell, that’s her way of loving you."

"But I, all I want is chaos, and you as a cursed girl who causes chaos are captivating. I’d love to help your chaotic journey, of course, only if you accept."

’It sounds good...’ Everything she said is true. Nyar is a strange girl, and her gaze is also strange, and Nyar forces the feeling of love through her ability.

Choosing Nyzzoraleth’s side is playing it safe, where I’ll gain power, support from a powerful being, and greater chances of success.

"H-How do I know you’re not lying to me?" I question, she may be deceiving me.

"How about we be each other’s lewd bitches?" She says, leaving me confused.

"I don’t care about my physical body, I can let you play with it whenever you want, just as I’ll play with your body as I want, let’s share pleasure."

"I’ll give you my first time, and give you such crazy pleasures that you’ll see how good I am, just as I can always let you play with my body."

"Isn’t this... a chaotic relationship?"

"EXACTLY! Hahahaha, that’s all I want, the purest chaos. Know that if it’s for having the chaos I like, I’m willing to even wear a collar and act like a dog that would lick your feet."

"So, do you want it, cursed girl? Speak quickly, my time is limited, Nyarlisse will soon want to come see you. Do we have a deal?"

"I want it! I want... it’s okay, I want it..." She convinced me on the part of giving me the power of misfortune for any world.

"Great, now sleep, sleep peacefully, I’ll take you to my house and erase that filthy mark on your body. Don’t worry, I always keep my deals, we’ll spread chaos together, darling, I’ll show you that my tentacles can be much better than that love bitch’s."

She says, licking my cheek as everything seems to fade.