My Curse? A Different Yandere in Every Reincarnation
Chapter 183: Extreme Boldness

Chapter 183: Extreme Boldness

"..." I’m irritated as I stalk through the halls, I got hit by a chandelier and that’s not the problem, the real issue is that Shizune has broken my things, I hate it when they break what’s mine.

If it wasn’t Shizune who did this, I would have killed her right then and there, it’s really annoying when they break my things like that.

"Nyar, wait" I hear Shizune’s voice and stop.

’Nyar? Nicknames now? Is this your plan for this life?’ Every life, Shizune always tries something new, sometimes it works, sometimes it fails, I wonder if this is the way she decided to act this time.

I turn to her and she suddenly hugs me, leaving me confused.

"I’m sorry I broke your things, Nyar, but we’re friends, right? I was learning to use my powers, I’m sorry if I broke something important," she apologizes, looking up at me since she’s shorter.

"...Yes...we’re friends..."

’Shizune is really a smart girl sometimes’ Calling me Nyar, hugging me and apologizing as if it’s no big deal, it’s obvious she’s using the tactic of being the loving friend, maybe trying to win me over.

And I must say I’m quite enjoying it, I caress her head and give her a gentle smile.

"It’s okay, I accept your apologies, I understand it was unintentional and we’re friends, so it’s fine... just don’t use your powers in my house anymore or it might cause problems..."

"Maybe we could be something more?" She asks with a mischievous smile.

"..."

’T-That audacity!!’ So she opted for this approach.

"Well...maybe we could be," I give Shizune a chance, let’s see what form she thinks is best to deal with me.

"Your maid has already woken up and started cleaning up my mess, I’m sorry it took me almost 3 hours to come apologize, but I had to make sure she was okay," Shizune says, releasing me.

"I understand, I’m glad you’re responsible, it seems I don’t need to teach you how to use your powers, just try to use less bad luck or you’ll cause terrible damage to others," I start teaching her.

"So you’ll be my teacher on this journey? Your house is very beautiful, but I’d like to see the real planet since I imagine it’s nothing like any human here," she says.

"Okay, I’ll teach you, but I think you need to spend some time here before you can go see the humans or you might accidentally cause deaths," I start walking, taking her with me.

’I like this’ She’s being bold in a way that makes my heart race, maybe she’s acting this way to overcome her shyness, since she’s naturally more daring.

’It seems my aura is affecting the way she thinks...it was expected, just went a little off script.’

A little different, but still acceptable.

We soon arrive in a room with various spheres, this is where I can teach her to use her power.

"Here, each of these globes are small false worlds, you can use your powers inside them at will, so you’ll learn to have control and reduce the degree of bad luck," I say, guiding her to a large sphere.

"This world here is the one you’ll use, don’t worry, everything you see inside isn’t people, so if they die, it doesn’t matter, you just need to use your powers, while you do that, I’ll make lunch," I say as Shizune seems excited.

"Thank you," she says, approaching the sphere as I start to go to the door.

"I hope lunch is as amazing as breakfast, Nyar," she says before I leave, making my heart race.

"S-Sure..."

’Damn, she’s trying to reverse the positions and I’m enjoying it’ Who would have thought my aura would make her act this way, at this rate I risk her attacking me in bed at night, not that I would see any problems, she’s free to try.

As soon as I open the door, I step into the kitchen where a maid is carefully adjusting the ingredients.

"You can leave, I’ll make the meal again," I tell her, and she quickly leaves the room.

I snap my fingers, replacing the entire meal with something more suitable, meats, fruits, vegetables, and other things composed of more of me.

In my case, I had already prepared these things long before Shizune arrived here, so a large part of the food is already made from my body.

I create a copy of myself and watch the copy cooking while I analyze, I still use a few real ingredients just to give the familiar flavor that Shizune might like.

My copy skillfully prepares the dishes with perfection and speed while I observe, and in some of the ingredients, I mix my blood and fluids as "seasoning" extra.

We spend some time in the kitchen while the dishes are made, and soon there are several of them, and after two hours I hear the door opening and see Shizune entering, blushed, but with a small smile.

"Shizune, lunch is ready, you can sit down," I say as my clone has already disappeared, Shizune looks at me as I place the meals on the table and gives me a smile.

"The aroma is wonderful," she says as she sits down in the chair, and I also sit down in the chair.

"Thank you for the meal," she says, taking the plate and cutting the meat and eating, she lets out a moan of pleasure as she starts eating, which immediately excites me.

"You’re an incredible cook," she compliments me while I accept it with a smile on my face as well.

"I’m glad you enjoyed it," I say, containing the excitement as I also eat what’s on my plate.

"You know, Nyar, your aura is leaking and, like, you’re the goddess of love, so it’s kind of hard..." she says as I look at her.

’Tsk...she noticed...haaa...I guess it’s time to lower the intensity to something lighter’ It was obvious she would notice, I just didn’t think she would question it so quickly.

"So, how long have you liked me?" she asks me directly, making me stop and look at her.

"W-What do you mean?"

"Well...you’re the goddess of love, and you’re letting your power affect me, so I can only deduce that you like me, it’s basic math," she says with a proud little smile.

"...W-Well, I’ve liked you for some millennia already..." I murmur, caught off guard.

"Is that so? So the goddess of love fell for the goddess of misfortune?" she says with an uncomfortable irony.

"You’re right, any problem with that?" I speak with a hint of anger in my voice, she just gets up and suddenly sits on my lap while I swallow hard with more of my aura leaking involuntarily.

"No problem, it’s just kind of cute how you’re trying to make me fall in love with you, you know, I’m the kind of person who’s really difficult with love, so will you be the one to teach me about it?"

"H-Hahaha, if you want," I’m surprised by her audacity, a mortal in this situation would suffer from a mental shock due to my aura.

"It reminds me of those stories, you know? Where they talk about love potions and stuff, the difference is that with you it’s your aura," she says, picking up a piece of meat with a fork and eating it.

"Why are you being so bold?" I question.

"...I realized that if you’re the personification of love, I believe you must be the absolute representative of it, right?"

"You hit the nail on the head," I am the one who represents love in all worlds, realities, and general universes, just as Sayuri is the one who represents death, in terms of power I am below Sayuri but in terms of conceptual influence I am undeniably very strong.

"So I believe that in a way, you’re the one who controls who falls in love, so isn’t it kind of interesting if we were a couple? I don’t mind you using your aura on me, it’s even kind of fun to feel what love is like this way," she just says this out of nowhere, leaving me confused.

"...You...want to be a couple with me?" I question, uncertain of the direction everything is taking.

"Of course, why not? We’ve been friends for a long time, as you said, and honestly, you’re too tempting for me to handle, I think it would be cool to explore love with the very concept of love, you know?" she says as the hearts in my eyes shine and I hug her.

"Yes!! I can teach you!!" I feel like I’m being tricked, but who cares? If she wants to learn about love, I can teach her.

"I can show you how it influences beings, its effects, how to recognize it, and a bunch of other things, you’ll love learning with me!" I can’t contain my excitement.

"Great, so in exchange for you teaching me about love, how about I teach you something too?" she says, looking at me with a mischievous smile that melts my heart, my aura increases, at this point it’s like a drug that spreads through the air, I try to contain it, but it’s difficult.

"I-I want to," I can’t deny it, she’s tricking me somehow and I know it, I just don’t know what she’s tricking me with, and she’s doing it so well that I can’t help but fall into this honey trap.

"Then we’re girlfriends now, how about that, Nyar? You teach me about love and I’ll teach you things you’ve never even imagined feeling, you must have never experienced many human things and I’ll show you some fun ones I still remember."

"...You’re really very bold, have you really lost your memories?" I provoke, she momentarily stiffens, but soon ignores it.

"Do you like me sitting in your lap?" she changes the subject, asking that while rubbing her hips against mine in a suggestive way, she knows my aura is increasing but continues making these bold moves.

"I like it a lot, you’re small and cute," she’s much smaller than me, my size is quite tall and she’s very short, so the position is interesting and cute.

"Small and cute, huh?" she murmurs, still eating her meal more slowly.

"I guess this is the most confusing relationship I start, is this how gods date?" she asks more to herself than to me.

"Y-You know we should move apart," I need to stop this, at this point it’s almost as if I’m blinding her reasoning with love, I need to get out and reduce my aura.

"And why? Don’t you like the situation?" I swallow hard, my own heart racing, things are inverting way too quickly.

Just as Shizune can be affected by the very concept of misfortune that she currently represents, I too can be affected by the concept of love that I emit.

"T-That’s exactly it, everything is weird, I need to leave now," I say with a nervousness that’s nothing natural for my standards.

"Hahahaha and why, Nyar? I haven’t even finished my delicious meal yet," she says as I can’t release my arms from her waist.

"W-Wait, I’m serious, I need to leave!" The world seems to spin, I never thought I would be affected by my own concept, Shizune has also already exceeded the safe limit to be exposed to so much power.

She just keeps eating the meat, which only makes it worse, this is not a good time for me to feel pleasure from this unique intimacy.

Shizune moves, and I think she’s going to get up, but she just stands up to hug me face-to-face, kissing me, as soon as she kisses me, the world seems to spin, our tongues unite as the meat she still had in her mouth passes to me.

The sudden intimacy making my brain melt and my eyes shine brighter, I try to push her away, but I feel weak, influenced by my own powers.

"Hmmm" She forces the kiss for a while as the chair falls, with me falling back on the floor and her falling on top of me without breaking the kiss.

"Haaa..." She pulls away, breathing heavily, as I taste the meat and swallow it with her saliva.

"W-Wait, you’re really not being rational, we need distance," I say urgently as her eyes have a pinkish glow indicating my aura.

"Hmm!" Without caring about what I say, she just kisses me again, at this point she’s not even being rational anymore and I can’t reduce my aura, it’s the first time in my existence that I feel vulnerable and weak.

My body also feels strange with all this, but she just ends up collapsing on top of me, losing consciousness.

"..." She’s unconscious while I breathe with difficulty, my face completely flushed as I try to recover from the pleasure.

I notice that some of my tentacles have come out of my body, good thing she didn’t see them.

"I-I need to reduce how much of my aura is being emitted so this doesn’t happen again...w-well...maybe sometimes it’s good..." My heart pounds with pure love as I hug her.