Married To A CEO. Omega
Chapter 66 - Fifty-Six

Chapter 66: Chapter Fifty-Six

LEO

My grandparent’s house is somewhere nobody actually knows about. No, everyone knows about this place about this place. They just pretend they don’t or they don’t think there is anyone left to actually take care of it. This place is long forgotten by society and is abandoned.

Now it is under my name. This place is one of the few things my grandmother left me before she died. This Snow Manor is located a hundred kilometers away from the civilization and the worldly noises. It’s because my grandpa liked this way. He loved greenery. He loved gardening. This is why there is a huge garden on our front porch.

After he died my grandma took care of the garden and I helped out sometimes. After all these months nothing seems to have changed all that much. It’s all the same but this house has lost its mistress and as well as its usual glory.

I have tried to keep it clean as much as I can. I didn’t cut off the electricity and other supplies. I tried to maintain it just like my grandma did but it’s all futile when a home turns into a house that is made of nothing but cold bricks and cements. There is no liveliness there used to be when I was small or when my grandparents were alive. It’s all memories now. Locked up in the dust gathering lockers in the back of my mind.

Because as much as they are beautiful, they are painful. Just like the love Erwin and I share. It’s beautiful but at the same time it’s painful. I ran away from him because I don’t want him to see me in pain, nor do I want to see him in pain. It will break me. Knowing that it’s all because of me. But it is still breaking me that I am not there with him. He is not here to hold me in his arms.

I miss him. I miss his warmth. His voice. His scent. His smile. His face. His body. All of it. Every part of him. But I can’t be with him if I want him to live and in one piece.

I haven’t been to the company for very long too. Then I lost my phone again. This is the second time in the year. I am becoming clumsier day by day. Does love make people clumsy? This is ridiculous. How can love make a person clumsy?

"Does Love make a person, hmm?" I murmur underneath my breath to the Tulips that I am watering right now. They used to be my grandpa’s favorite. He used to say that I look like them. Beautiful and delicate.

What would he say if he sees me now? Will I still be beautiful and delicate to him when I have turned into a cold blooded, heartless monster? Who knows? Will he be disappointed? Probably. I am too disappointed in myself. I couldn’t protect my beloved. I couldn’t protect myself and my child. I have failed as a husband and as a father. How am I supposed to think myself of a worthy person? I am neglecting my duties toward my company too.

Just then a movement catches my eyes. I snap my head toward the movements, every nerve in my body in high alert. But my shoulder relaxes unintentionally when I spot a familiar strands of silver hair looming over the garden.

"Erwin?" I blurt out. As my whole body freezes and tears start to swell up on my eyes.

His head wipes to my direction and he breathes, "Leo."

I have this urge to run to him and hug him and then tell him just how much I missed him. How much every part of me craved him. But I keep that fantasy to myself because I have no right to do such a thing.

My expression hardens, "Why are you here?"

Erwin drags his feet hurriedly, there is a slight limp on his left which I remember him spraining a week ago. My eyes narrow in concern but I quickly hide it beneath the thick cloak of coldness.

"Leo." Erwin’s eyes have this pleading in his eyes that is making my resolve tremble. But still keep it straight. I am not gonna let it break after all the way I have come. "Thank God you are here." He breaths in relief but I don’t lower my pointed glare. "Why did you abandon me? What did I do wrong?"

"You didn’t do anything wrong, Erwin." I turn around, understanding that if I stare at those pained eyes another moment I will crumble. "It is me who is at fault. I shouldn’t have married you. I am endangering your life. We can’t be together anymore."

"Who started all this?" Erwin’s tone suddenly hardens and I shudder, "Did I ask you to marry me? Did I ask you to make me fall in love with you? Did I ask you to be so perfect, so beautiful that I can’t get enough of you?" He pauses, "You did all of that. And now when you love me, you are being selfish! You are distancing yourself for the sake of your beloved. But what about me? Do I not deserve to stay with you? To love you? You are always the one who started all this and now you want to end this? Why? Am I just a toy you can play with? Let me finish the thing we have, not you."

Tears are looming at the edge of my rim but I bite them back. He is right. So damn right that I can’t even deny him. Or tell him lies. It will all be futile as subsiding my feelings for him is useless. It hurts but it’s the truth I can never deny.

"I sent you divorce papers. Did you sing them?" But I remain unbreakable because I have gone through all the pain to steel my resolve. I just can’t let him break it with a few words even if they break me.

"I burned them." And he is not lying. I can feel it in the way he states it.

I turn around as my eyebrows jump to my forehead in surprise, "You did_ Hmph!" Erwin slams his mouth over mine. My eyes widen in surprise.

I try to push him away but fail as he cups my face to his so firmly that it is almost impossible to part away from and I can feel my resolve crumbling as his aggressive tongue forces its way into my mouth. The logical thing for me right now would be pushing him away but I do just the opposite and clutch onto his black shirt and tug him closer as I desperately move my tongue against his and slurp on it.

He smirks against my mouth and parts away as he nips on my lower lip sharply. A low whimper escapes from me. I heave and look at him with so much hunger I never knew I possessed.

He peers down at me from beneath his long thick leashes. He is looking at me as if I am his prey and he is my predator and that smirk on his face is sending shivers after shivers down my spine, "Say sorry first."

"W-What?" I stutter, not quite sure where he is getting in.

"Say. Sorry. First, Leo." He repeats and goosebumps washes over me.

"I-I am sorry..." I give in to his authority.

Erwin’s smirk widens, "I have given you so many privileges that you dare to think that you can play with me, Leo Snow. Remember you are my toy. I am not yours. I am your master. Without the queen, king can’t win the game, Leo. You need me. And I want you. Don’t get the wrong idea if I stop reminding you. I owe you. And you don’t have the privilege to leave me or abandon me. I am the one who will decide that. You will just obey me. Got it?"

Erwin’s pheromones are so strong and vicious that they are making my knees go weak. I nod my breath and my entire body trembles as tears starts to well up in my eyes.

Erwin chuckles and my thighs clenches, "Heh, to think this little thing tried to overrule me. Listen, Leo Snow, you are my omega. You are mine to claim. Don’t. You. Ever. Think. To. Leave. Me. Again. And to drill these words in your mind I will show you just whom you belong to.

I nod haphazardly. As I can feel the silkiness between my thighs as I shift them. I am desperate. My body, my mind every inch of me is desperate for him to claim me. But I know it too well that tonight will not be one of our love making. It will be a punishment. Erwin will punish me.

He will punish me for every bullshit I sprouted since our conversation at the hospital and today. He will punish me for my work and my every attempt to run away from him. And trust me, I am more than ready for that. I have a feeling that I need to learn my lesson.