Married To A CEO. Omega
Chapter 64 - Fifty-Four

Chapter 64: Chapter Fifty-Four

ERWIN

"Where is Leo, Ruth?" I ask, my voice is not showing any hint of the disaster that my innards are going through.

"I don’t know." Ruth recites, his voice bland as he wraps my ankle. This is the twenty-sixth time I have asked him since he got here half an hour ago and his answer remains the same every single fucking time.

"You are lying." I seethe.

"I am not goddamned lying, Erwin." Ruth snaps, "I have no fucking idea where Leo run off to from hospital a week ago. Even Kevin doesn’t know anything about it."

"Why?" My voice wobbles, "Why did he leave me? What did I do wrong?"

"You didn’t do anything wrong," Ruth shakes his head helplessly as he is done with wrapping my leg, "it’s his faith. He can’t love anyone. His love will only bring misfortune to him and his loved ones."

"This is absurd." I pinch the bridge of my nose, "How can you do that? Leo can’t love anyone, do you truly believe that, Ruth?"

"I don’t but this is what Leo believes." Ruth gets on his feet, "This is what he wants to believe. So Erwin if you want to love him and make him want to love him then you have to break all those barriers he has created around himself, just like I did years ago."

"How did you do it?" I ask quietly, "Isn’t loving him enough?"

"It is more than enough but he is scared to love you back." Ruth gathers all his instruments and stuff, "You need to help him overcome the fear and you can sculptate him with your love the way you want. You just need to love him and make him feel loved."

"But where is he?" I check my phone that I bought just a few days ago after getting discharged from the hospital. It is at least the hundredth time I am checking my phone helplessly. I know there will be no text, no calls, no mails from the person I want most. But I can’t help it. I am eager. I am just inches away from tipping off the edge and losing it. "I don’t know where he is. I want to see him. It’s been days..."

Ruth sighs, "Why don’t you come over to John’s with me after I unwrap your ankle tomorrow? It’s almost healed thanks to his care."

John has been staying by my side since I got discharged and Leo vanished into the thin air. I have been in a shitty mood lately and I even raised my voice against him a few times but he didn’t mind. I sent him off to Steve a few hours ago. He needs sleep. He was reluctant to leave me all by myself but I assured him that I would be fine and forced him to leave me alone.

As much as he needs to get some sleep, I need to be alone. I will go mad if I keep looping that conversation took place between me and Leo. It hurts to think about that. It was the last time I saw him over the week. Ruth tried to contact his personal assistant but it was futile. He didn’t even show up at his work over the week.

I don’t have any fucking idea where he ran off to it’s almost like he has disappeared in the thin air. It hurts when I remember him. It hurts when I can feel him in everything I do, everywhere I go. Every corner of this room reminds me of him. Everything. Everything seems dull and lifeless without him in it. Even the memories that we share.

I love him so much...I miss him so much that it feels like he is holding my heart and sqeezing it. Hard enough to suffocate me but not hard enough to kill me. So cruel... How can he be?

That day when he told me that he loved me, I didn’t feel happy about it. Instead I felt devastated. I don’t know how many times I have imagined the scene where he would tell me he loved me and I would be the happiest man on the earth in my head but when he actually did, it was devastating. He broke me with his words. I wish he didn’t tell me that he loved me. I wish he never loved me. That way I could be with him forever. He didn’t need to be scared of losing me. We could be happy. But he loves me...

"Okay." I nod in agreement, "Has my leg completely healed?" I add.

"Appears so." He nods, "You have given it very good rest. It’s usually unusual for sprained ankles to heal this fast."

"What about the wound in my head?" I inquiry further.

"It will take another few days to heal properly." Ruth answers, "And it will not be visible to eyes because of your hair."

"Okay." I nod.

I think I sprained my ankle pretty badly. I usually recover from injuries such as this pretty quickly but it seems to take a lot more time than usual. Then the cut on the back of my head. I need five stitches to seal the wound. But since it is at the back of my head it will be fine. It will be all covered with my hair.

But they are now the least of my concerns. I need Leo to soothe the pain that I get from them. But he is not here to sooth them away and it’s all because of the sick pedophile Jean fucking Snow’s fault. Because of him Leo left me. He hurt me. I am never gonna let that fucker off the hook again when I see him again.

I will make him pay for his every deed. For every scare, every pain he gave us. He gave Leo and me. I swear I am gonna make him feel sorry.

My stomach clenches as my adrenaline releases fury and wrath in my veins. My heart violently kickstarts to a dangerous rhythm.

"I will be going now." Ruth waves at me as he stalks off the exit, without turning around, "I will be here tomorrow too."

"Why are you always here?" I frown, "You’re always here without any miss. Every day. You come in every fucking single day."

"That’s because Leo asked me to." Ruth spins around and says pointedly. "Before he disappeared."

"Then why did you let him?" I ask, my gaze narrowing.

"As if I had any idea that he will poof into the thin air after that day." He scoffs.

Suddenly there is an abrupt knock, jolting both of us, "Sir, there is a mail for you."

"Come in," I order. Who would send mail to me? Nobody has ever done that. But why now? "Who is it from?" I ask as he hands me the mail.

"It says, it’s from the young master." The butler informs and my heart clenches.

An unknown fear traps my heart in its cage as the last conversation with Leo flashes before my eyes.

"Let’s get divorce, Erwin." "We need to end this."

I hold my breath as I open the package. Ruth is peeking over my shoulder, curious about what has got me so scared out of my shits like this. And just as I expected, it’s a divorce letter. My heart sinks and my vision blackens as my hands start to tremble. Ruth’s eyes widen.

"E-Erwin, is that a divorce letter?" He gasps in horror.

"Are you blind?" I growl. Then jump off the bed, "I want to go somewhere. And you are gonna drive me there."

"Hey, hey wait!" Ruth tries to restrain me, "You aren’t fully healed! Where do you want to go?! And my shit starts just a moment later! I can’t drive you anywhere. Don’t put on your clothes! Hey!"

I don’t pay any attention to his reasoning and put on my clothes and start to stride down the stairs, ignoring the faint ache on my ankle.

"Hey tell me at least where we are going?!" Ruth asks as he follows me down the staircase is the same manner, clearly worried that I am gonna hurt myself somehow again, "And slow the fuck down! You are gonna sprain something again!"

"We are going to Jean’s company." I spin around as I step down the staircase, Ruth is still two steps behind me so I have to crane my neck a little to match his gaze, "You are driving me there."

"What the fuck?" Ruth frowns, "Shouldn’t you be looking for your husband right now instead of his uncle? Did you hurt your head that badly?"

"Shut the fuck up and just do as I say, if you don’t want me to break anything else of my body." I turn around and wind out of the manor, I could easily drive by myself but with the state I am in, I don’t want to take any risk.

"Ugh!" He grunts and follows me.

Ruth is right that I should look for Leo first. But it wouldn’t solve any problem whatsoever so I will just go to the root of all of it. I will pull it out and be done with him then I will go to claim my omega again. I think I know where he is right now. And I am gonna get him back from there.