Kissing Hellfire: Marry Me, Evil Lord
Chapter 53: Foolish Lamb

Chapter 53: Foolish Lamb

"I think I’ve given you enough time to get used to being around me. It is about time for you to give a part of what you promised. After all, it is your duty to fulfill as a wife."

Lauren knew this would eventually happen. Her ending up on his bed like a whore he paid. She wanted to refuse, to keep her honor as a woman, but what was the point? She didn’t think she would find love in this lifetime and she would lose it one way or another, so why not give it to someone whom she could reap great benefits from?

Alec laid one hand flat on the desk while he pushed her chin up with his index finger. His eyes were like pools of bloody ocean that could drown a soul to unknown depths.

"I’m only asking this once. Tell me, will you refuse me or not?"

"I’m surprised you are asking for my permission now after you undressed me like a savage," she said which brought a mischievous look on his face.

"I had to drink and your dress wasn’t helpful. If you are still upset about me ruining it, shall I buy you the whole store?" He shot a brow up arrogantly and although Lauren knew he was very capable of doing so, she wasn’t insane to ask for such a thing.

"If you want to take me tonight, take me then. I’m not the type who goes back on my word," she said seriously. There was no point in delaying what would eventually happen. She dared step into a dangerous game knowing what the consequences were. She couldn’t stop now. She was way too far to step back. She couldn’t lose.

Alec’s eyes darkened, and without another word, he scooped her from the table. Lauren felt the cold enveloped her body when she was laid in the bed beneath him. She felt her insides clenched at the unfamiliar sensations ruling over her as she watched him tear the skirt of her dress and discarded her undergarments, leaving her fully naked under his eyes.

Witnessing how he undressed himself, her heart pounded hard. She didn’t see him fully when they bathed together that night but now she could see every ripped muscle on his body, the roughness in all edges, and how his thick shaft was protruding hard.

Lauren wasn’t that innocent. She had seen perfect sculptures of men before, paintings, but this time it had a different effect on her. Probably because he wasn’t a mere sculpture or a painting but a living man.

A living man with a beast inside him, and she was the foolish lamb who laid herself on the sacrificial table knowing that she might end up ruined in his arms.

She didn’t care though. Her body might be untouched, but her soul had long been ruined. It wasn’t pure, it was tainted with blood and vengeance, with too much fury and grudge, and she knew she only deserved to be offered to a devil like Alec. It was the price she had to pay for choosing the darkness.

Lauren gasped breathlessly when he kissed her hard, ravishing her mouth in a way that told her how he wanted to consume her entire being. Her body arched when his hand cupped her breast and played with her nipple, lingering there for a moment before it went down to her abdomen, to her hip, and when his wicked fingers grazed the folds of her sex, Lauren threw her head back as she bit her lip to stifle a moan.

"You shouldn’t stop your moan, Lauren. Don’t be shy with your husband. Let me hear it," he whispered while kissing her jaw at the same time his finger delved into her wetness and played with her sensitive bud.

Her eyelids flutter and couldn’t stop her moan this time, making Alec chuckle wickedly in her ear.

"How adorable," he pushed one digit into her, feeling her hot wetness against his finger. How he was affecting her made him turn harder.

Lauren couldn’t grasp what was happening to her. Something in her stomach was being twisted in a pleasurable way. She was shivering with his every touch, yet at the same time she was burning hot like a coal thrown in a blazing hearth. She felt like what he was doing to her was torture, but she also didn’t want him to stop. She was torn, frustrated and aching for something she had never felt before.

When she felt Alec withdraw his fingers, her half-open eyes watched him position himself at her center. The tip of his shaft didn’t touch her yet, but she was already shivering at the thought.

Staring down at the dazed princess beneath him with every corner of her in his view, his eyes darkened more when a thought crossed his mind.

"Want to hear a wild truth?" he asked, pushing the tip of his hard shaft to her entrance, earning a gasp from her.

"I’m thinking about those men who have seen you like this and I can’t help but fantasize about torturing them."

Lauren wasn’t surprised that he thought she had a fair share of experience with men. She had a bad reputation as a lady, didn’t follow social norms, and did what she wanted without minding what people would think. She didn’t feel bad about it though.

"You shouldn’t," Lauren croaked. "How about you focus on what’s in front of you right now."

"Good suggestion," Alec smirked and he held her waist firmly before dipping his head down to kiss her roughly, but Lauren was too occupied with how his sex was brushing over hers that she couldn’t respond to the kiss.

"Brace yourself, princess," he whispered to her ear like a warning. "I only fuck hard. I don’t do slow love makings so don’t expect it from me."

The moment Alec plunged himself into her deeply, Lauren gripped the bedsheets so tight, feeling how something was torn inside her. She managed to suppress her cries, but the tears glistening at the corners of her eyes and the pained expression she had on her face made Alec stop.

Confusion crossed Alec’s eyes for a moment before realization hit him.

"What the fuck, Lauren," he cursed grimly before pulling himself out of her.

He stood out of the bed and looked at her with dark unforgiving eyes.

"You are a fucking virgin."

Lauren rose to a sitting position and grabbed the quilt to cover her body. She felt humiliated by how he left her just like that as if he was disgusted with her.

"What? You don’t want me now because I’m inexperienced?" she smiled without humor. "Or does taking a lady’s innocence makes you feel guilty?"

He glared at her cruelly, his jaw was clenching hard and his eyes were bloodshot. He was beyond livid.

"A little girl with no experience in men shouldn’t dare offer herself to a devil, Lauren."

"I’m not a little girl," Lauren spat, didn’t like how he was addressing her just because she was inexperienced. "And didn’t you say you were fantasizing about torturing those men who came before you? Now that you know you got me first-"

"Get dressed," he cut her off harshly.

Alec never liked doing it with virgins. He wanted pleasure for himself and his impatience would just kill the woman who couldn’t satisfy him. He was a ruthless man and he never pretended to be kind. But the thought of him losing his control with Lauren and breaking her along the way didn’t sit well on him.

He wanted her so bad, but he hated how she just threw her chastity as a woman to a devil like him without knowing that he could break her beyond repair.