Hiding the Alpha's Twins: His Wolfless Luna
Chapter 70

Chapter 70: Chapter 70

[SAMANTHA’s Point of View]

“Goddess, it’s awful,” I murmured to myself in frustration and self-disappointment as I leaned against the wall while I looked emptily at the window panel in front of me.

The scene there was usual. The streets were buzzing with busy people while the lampposts started to lighten and make the city lively during the night. I looked down at my wristwatch and saw that it was already six in the evening and yet I couldn’t move.

My mind was still foggy with the thoughts and the possibilities when finally, I had the courage to choose between them. If only I had been honest with myself, maybe I would have prevented it. Maybe Killian didn’t have to feel so wrecked after finding out that Dominic and I began seeing each other again.

How could I explain to him that it was something I had no control over? How would I tell him that it was always Dominic, no matter how hard I tried to stop myself? I looked up at the ceiling and thought about the decisions I made while watching Dominic peacefully sleeping beside me that night. Decisions that terrified me at first but I had to make so the twins and I could move on to the next phase of our lives. I was highly aware it would never be easy for the twins and it was a gamble I had to take knowing we couldn’t stay in the Moonstone anymore and further hurt Killian with our presence here.

They were right. It was always the right thing that was harder to do or make.

I collected the folders I tossed on Killian’s desk and I felt funny. My eyes furrowed and I thought it was just the automatic dim light of the room that made my vision look a little blurry but it wasn’t. I felt dizzy and hot and it was hard to stand up without the fear of falling and hitting my head on the white marble floor of the Alpha’s office.

“W-What’s happening to me!?” I whimpered to myself as I cupped my forehead with my hand and propped the other one against the table, trying to regain my equilibrium once again. My chest was tight and my breath was a little faster and warmer than usual. A fever? I asked myself as I blinked fast and drew in a steady and calming breath.

I wanted to get out of Killian’s office as soon as I could to avoid starting any arguments with him again. I never wanted for us to hurt each other because it was pointless for him to throw any more insults at Dominic just to convince me I was making a huge mistake. I already made a decision and he couldn’t change it. All I wanted was for him to realize that it was something I needed. That Dominic was a huge part of me I couldn’t get rid of easily.

Despite the feverish feeling, I did my best to stand without looking like a boozer in the hallways. The folders were still on my arm, safe and secure, making sure they wouldn’t slip from my grip because if they did, I wasn’t sure if I would be able to stand up again. I had never felt so dizzy like this before. It must be the rapid beating of my heart that pushed the adrenaline through my veins that I was able to get to my own office and slumped on the couch near the slightly opened window.

The feeling was annoying as hell. I was sweating heavily despite the cold breeze entering the room. I saw my faint reflection on the glass window and my face was so red. My breath was hot and it was as if I was going to explode any moment.

It was overwhelming I didn’t know what to do so I opened the buttons of my dress and let the cold wind blow on my slightly bare bosom, covered enough to not expose my n*pples.

Not now... I whispered to myself as I panted. My wolf couldn’t help as well for she was as tortured as I was with the uncomfortable feeling I couldn’t understand.

I was in heat.

Was it because I finally accepted Dominic as my mate? Was the Moon Goddess designed to let me know I was on the right track in choosing the man I should spend my life with?

My head was throbbing and I had to put the air conditioner on full blast to extinguish this uncomfortable feeling. My skin had never felt so sensitive like this, with my groin tingling deliciously, making me whimper as memories of how Dominic f*cked me last night flooded my head.

“Samantha I just want to apologize—”

I was startled when Killian’s baffled eyes stared at me hungrily and stayed on my almost exposed br**sts and my legs spreading on the couch. I wondered if my face could be redder than it already was because it was embarrassing beyond imagination for him to witness me in that shameful state.

“Killian, you shouldn’t be here.” I couldn’t recognize my voice anymore as I huffed a rapid warm breath. “Please leave.”

My pleadings snapped him back to whatever thought he had in his head and concern and panic abruptly displayed on his flustered face. He quickly approached me and felt my forehead with his forehead. His scent was so enticing that it made me swallow hard.

Killian bent down so our faces were at the same level and it was as if I wasn’t myself when I pulled the collar of his shirt to kiss him. Killian, who was aware that I was on heat, turned his face to the side so my lips were just brushing his neck, making him let out a sigh.

“F*ck, you are having a fever.” He knew what was going on with me but he decided not to mention it because that would make it awkward for the both of us. Despite the uncomfortable feeling, Killian remained calm and decided to help me even after the ugly fight we had in his office.

“Goddess, Samantha,” he snarled as he looked down on my exposed br**sts and held both of my arms. He was saying something I couldn’t understand because my body was too distracted by the confining feeling of desire and lust that oozed all over me.

And I could feel Killian was having the hardest time controlling himself with me seeing my chest almost half-naked in front of him. I could tell by the bulge in his jeans that made my feelings wilder than they already were.

“Leave me,” I growled at him but my body told me otherwise. If Killian were a man who exploits situations like this, he would undoubtedly jump on me without a word and take advantage of my condition. But Killian was a gentleman and a man who had huge respect for me. He knew a small skin contact would drive me crazy so he decided not to touch me and went straight to the bathroom, where there was a medicine cabinet for an emergency like this.

“I just turned my back on you for a little bit and now you’re already looking like a mess.” He uttered, looking stern but more concerned. “Here. take this.”

I looked down at his hand and saw a pill. I couldn’t recall the last time I took one of these, but I remembered that I had one in my medkit just for safety. It was something used to calm down a female’s body when a she-wolf was in heat and seeing Killian giving me one of these felt so f*cking embarrassing.

Despite the temptation in front of him, Killian chose to stand against the wall and make sure I was comfortable lying on the couch even though I kept on squirming, rubbing my thighs together and the occasional whimper escaping my throat. I saw his Adam’s apple bob up and down his throat, as well as his intense glare, which made me feel like I needed to touch myself but desperately fought not to.

Ten minutes and the medicine had no effect. Killian started to get worried.

“That’s it. I have to get you to the healer,” he grunted as he carried me in his arms. A side of me, that crazy feeling, made me want to protest and tell him to just enjoy the moment but my wolf helped me to fight the urge and just hid my flushed face against his chest as he rushed me to the clinic.

“You owe me one,” Killian still managed to let out a joke with his voice full of worry as he laid me down on one of the clinic beds. Healers rushed in and asked him to stay in the waiting area so they could calm these strange changes happening in my body. I didn’t know what they did but I lost consciousness while they used something to cover my nose and mouth and when I woke up, Killian was already beside me, waiting for me to open my eyes.

There was pure sadness in his eyes that made my heart feel like a pincushion.

I was about to apologize to Killian when the head healer entered the room, bringing something in his hand. Killian and I focused on the thing.

“Is that Samantha’s blood?” Killian asked, wide-eyed with disbelief.

“I came here to inform you, Alpha,” said the healer with the same amazement in his eyes, “that this is a component in Miss Samantha’s blood indicating that she came from the highest form of breed found in our species. This is a sample of a rare primordial blood that reigned over these lands for centuries.”