Ghost Exorciser: Is Loved By All
Chapter 107: Self-Blame

Chapter 107: Chapter 107: Self-Blame

She secretly decided to teach them a lesson, so that both of them could give them the time to breath.

However, Yu Holea held herself back, as she understood that the main cause of this is related to the ’so-called incident’

Yu Holea ordered the maid to prepare 3 sets of hot meals and went to the 5th floor.

When Yu Holea reached the 5th floor, she saw Mr. Qiao outside one of the rooms.

A desperate expression was visible on his face, as he said,

"Wife, please let me in!"

However, all he got was silence.

Yu Holea was a little taken aback.

For a moment she hesitates, that whether she should interfere in their personal matter.

But when she remembers, how Mrs. Qiao hasn’t eaten anything, her retreating steps stop and she steps forward.

When Mr. Qiao felt a shadow, he lifted his head and looked at Yu Holea.

Suddenly his eyes brightened and he said,

"Holea? You are back? Great! You go inside and convince her! Please tell her to stop blaming herself."

Yu Holea saw the miserable state of Mr. Qiao and her eyes stung a little but she stopped her tears and said,

"Uncle, first you go and watch up, I have asked the maid to prepare a meal for you."

Qiao Hneg shook his head and said,

"No first you..."

However, Yu Holea interrupted him and said,

"Uncle, currently Aunty is in a vulnerable state, it is better if we don’t pressure her and leave her alone for some time."

Qiao Heng hesitated hearing Yu Holea’s words and after Yu Holea’s repeated persuasion Qiao Heng left dejectedly.

Reaching the door, she gently pushed it open, revealing a dimly lit room.

Mrs. Qiao sat hunched on the floor, surrounded by crumpled papers and tear-stained tissues.

Her eyes were red and swollen, and her face reflected immense sorrow.

Qiao Li who was on her left side, wiped her tears and was gently persuading her to stop crying.

On the other hand, Qiao Zirui patted Mrs. Qiao’s head from time to time.

Yu Holea entered the room, her presence bringing a momentary pause to the sobbing.

She approached Mrs. Qiao with a gentle expression and spoke softly, "Aunty Qiao, I’m here."

Mrs. Qiao looked at Yu Holea trying to force a smile but her puffy eyes and sadness in her eyes told Yu Holea that Mrs. Qiao was very sad.

Yu Holea didn’t know what that incident was, which caused Mrs. Qiao to blame herself to the extent of self-harming.

However, she knew that this wasn’t the right time to ask about the incident, all she knew was that Mrs. Qiao was blaming herself for someone’s death, even though it wasn’t her fault.

Understanding the delicate nature of the situation, Yu Holea sat down next to Mrs. Qiao, maintaining a calm and supportive demeanor.

She spoke in a gentle tone, "Aunty Qiao, I don’t know why are you blaming yourself for something that isn’t even your fault, but do you think, that this miserable state of yours will make the person whom you lost feel better?"

Mrs. Qiao turned silent.

Yu Holea continued,

"Aunty, sometimes we tend to carry the burden of guilt and self-blame even when we are not responsible for the events that have occurred. It’s natural to question ourselves and wonder if there was something we could have done differently. But it’s important to remember that we cannot control everything, and sometimes, unfortunate things happen that are beyond our control."

Mrs. Qiao listened attentively, her eyes filled with sadness yet at the same time, she thought about Yu Holea’s words deeply.

It wasn’t like Qiao Li and Qiao Zirui didn’t try to comfort her before, but only Yu Holea’s words comfort her.

In fact, the reason why Yu Holea can understand Mrs. Qiao is that she also blames herself thinking that her master may have died because of being implicated by her curse.

Thinking about how she countless times blamed herself like Mrs. Qiao, Yu Holea sighed and continued,

"Aunty, blaming yourself may seem like a way to seek justice or make sense of what has happened, but in reality, it traps us in a cycle of despair."

Mrs. Qiao’s voice trembled as she whispered,

"But how can I let go of this guilt? How can I find peace when I feel so responsible for what happened?"

Yu Holea reached out and gently held Mrs. Qiao’s hand, offering her support.

"Aunty, forgiveness is a difficult journey, both towards ourselves and others. It’s not about denying the pain or pretending that everything is okay.

It’s about acknowledging our mistakes, accepting that we are human and imperfect, and finding a way to move forward with compassion and love."

Mrs. Qiao was stunned for a few moments before she smiled weakly,

"Lea, sometimes even though we know all of this but still we can’t stop ourselves."

Yu Holea turned silent and just embraced Mrs. Qiao.

Mrs. Qiao’s tears started flowing out of her eyes.

Qiao Li looked at Yu Holea’s lonely aura and turned silent.

She thought that Yu Holea might be blaming herself for her foster parent’s death.

At the same time, she felt as if Ding Xi was spouting nonsense at that time,

’See her Holea is still immersed in the sorrow of her foster parent.’

Qiao Zirui on the hand clenched his fist, this all was caused by Rui Wang.

He decided to teach that woman a lesson this time.

Soon Mrs. Qiao fell asleep.

Qiao Zirui and Qiao Li felt a little relieved.

Sleeping is a sign that Mrs. Qiao has relaxed.

Yu Holea carefully tucked the blanket on Mrs. Qiao and left silently with Qiao Li and Qiao Zirui.

Yu Holea suggested Qiao Li and Qiao Zirui to wah up and have lunch.

After they were finished eating, Yu Holea finally asked Qiao Li,

"Li, I want to know about something."

Qiao Li knew what Yu Holea wanted to know and said with a little hesitation,

"Lea I too don’t know what has actually happened to my mother, all I know is that it was related to the death of 2 lives."

Yu Holea’s expression turned complicated.

She knew that Qiao Li knew more than this but at the same time, she knew that something cannot be said.

Hence, Yu Holea didn’t ask further when she saw Qiao Li’s hesitant expression.

Yu Holea nodded and informed Qiao Li,

"Li I am going to a birthday party today."

Jiang Wei had already asked her to directly arrive at Ravine Hotel.

Ravine Hotel was the top famous hotel in the City S.

To reserve the banquet hall of Ravine Hotel, one needs to book the hall in advance, not to mention the price to book it was close to 50 million.

However there was a reason for this price, the hotel was filled with advanced technology, as well as the beautiful view and excellent service were the best.

Of course, there was another reason because of why the Ravine Hotel was so famous, it is said that Ravine Hotel is a hotel under the most mysterious Corporation.

Qiao Li was surprised to hear Yu Holea’s words and asked,

"Do you know to whose birthday party are you going?"

Yu Holea shook her head.

"Then have you prepared a dress?"

Yu Holea again shook her head.

"So any present for the birthday girl?"

This time Yu Holea was embarrassed.

Ugh! Looks like she forgot about all of this.

In fact, Yu Holea never celebrated her birthday, so she didn’t know what things are required to go to a birthday party.

In her previous life till the time she was with her parents, her birthday was always ignored because her parents were busy.

As for the time she studied under her Master, she didn’t even realize when her birthday used to come and go by.

So in Yu Holea’s memory birthdays weren’t an important event.

And hence Yu Holea forgot that today was her birthday...

Qiao Li sighed and said,

"Wait here! I will get you a gown and do your makeup."

Yu Holea declined and said,

"No, it’s alright! I will do my makeup by myself. Just give a gown."

Yu Holea’s fashion sense was a bit bad and hence she asked Qiao Li’s help in this aspect.

Qiao Li thought about Yu Holea’s horrible makeup skills and hurriedly interrupted,

"No! No! No need, you wait here."

Then before Yu Holea could refuse, Qiao Li quickly scanned through her wardrobe and found a suitable gown for Yu Holea.

Once Yu Holea changed into the gown, Qiao Li did light makeup on Yu Holea’s face and her face suddenly filled with reluctance.

Ah! Her bestie was looking so gorgeous today.

Just then Qiao Zirui entered the room and said to Qiao Li,

"Sister Li, mother has woken up...."

However looking at the beautiful Yu Holea, Qiao Zirui’s words were struck.

He turned and asked Qiao Li,