DESTINED MATE : SWEET ALPHA PHEROMONE
Chapter 29

Chapter 29: Chapter 29

We walked hand in hand, we stopped at roadside stalls and bought red bean pancakes. He took off his scarf and put it around my neck, he said "My pheromone is here, it’ll help covering other Alpha pheromones."

He looks happy.

I can feel some people looking at us, it’s true what Elina said about feeling worry is still inside me. Sometimes, I was startled that other people were passing by, sometimes I felt like people judging me and looking at me with disgust.

Yeah, the gaze I got when I was in the brothel are still make me trauma to this day. However, Gruvv’s hand, Gruvv’s touch, distracted me so I don’t really focus about it.

We got in the car because the reservation time was almost here, my tummy was a little hungry even though we had eaten quite a lot of snacks.

"You ate a lot today, is your stomach okay?" He asked again.

I nodded, "I’m still hungry."

His eyes rounded and then he laughed, the crescent moon appeared again.

"Maybe it’s not that you’ve lost your appetite or that you’re eating a little, you just want to eat out, right?" He said.

And I can feel my cheeks turning red.

The streets that should be familiar to me now look different, beautiful city lights, the noise of cars and also people passing by. I dreamed of this once when I was in a brothel, when I was locked in a coffined space without windows.

We reached the restaurant that Gruvv said had a good steak. He still held my hand and also gently grabbed my shoulder when we entered the restaurant.

He pulled out a chair and let me sit. It seems like he’s done it a lot, maybe with his ex-girlfriends. Be gentle and kind.

I took off my coat and scarf and gave it to the waitress.

The restaurant is large, but it looks very quiet, there are only a few people coming. I turned my head to the right and to the left, Gruvv was sitting in front of me, tidying up his table.

"Why is the restaurant so quiet?" I asked in a half whisper.

Gruvv turned to the right and left, "Some people are there though?"

I winced, "Shouldn’t that good restaurant have a lot of customers?"

Gruvv was silent a minute and then chuckled, "Right? Is it possible that the food is no longer good then there are no customers now?"

My eyes rolled at that, "Gruvv, shall we change the restaurant? If the food is not good, the money you spend will be wasted."

Gruvv laughed quietly hearing me say that while I was confused on the spot, why did he even laugh and look happy? Shouldn’t he be worried? From the looks of it, this is not a cheap restaurant.

After all I’m from an elite family, I can judge a restaurant with just one look.

I just snorted because Gruvv wasn’t listening to me, he was busy with his phone right now. I wandered my eyes, Gruvv’s guards were a little away from us. Gruvv gave off his pheromones after we sit at our table, during our walk he often asked me if I can still smell his pheromone. I’m a little confused because can’t we smell our own pheromones? I know he has trouble controlling it, but..

"The steak, Sir.." The waiter interrupted the monologue inside my head.

A plate of steak in front of me now, I could feel my saliva beginning to fill my mouth. I cut the steak carefully and eat it, my head felt empty. The meat is so tasty and juicy, easy to chew and tastes delicious in my mouth. Ah, heaven!

"I know you will like it.."

I just realized that Gruvv was staring at me while drinking wine, he smiled broadly with his hand supporting his chin. His eyes is on me.

"You’re not eating?"

"I was going to eat, but looking at you so happy when eat it, seems like I’m full now."

He said something that made me cringe again.

"Are you happy today? How do other Alpha pheromones? It is still troubling you?" He asked after we finished eating, I was enjoying tiramisu served by the waiter as a dessert.

"I don’t smell anything other than your pheromone, probably because you’re the dominant Alpha so other scents are covered." I replied. Elina is right, this therapy is at least useful. He said I had to start getting used to the crowd first, people passing by and seem strange to me, then just gradually adapt to the smell of other Alpha pheromones.

Elina said that what I am experiencing now is no more just because of the body’s reaction to protect me, something that is actually harmless becomes dangerous.

"I asked Elina, she said we should do it often. After that I can gradually can make you walk alone in the street." Gruvv drank all the wine in his glass.

My hands were hanging in the air, the tiramisu that tasted sweet and a bit bitter was now no longer evocative to me. Gruvv’s words were like a dagger slashing at me, he was reminding me that I couldn’t be by his side much longer than our deal about therapy things.

He seemed to be drawing a clear line between us. His words on the phone are also clear, he is good to me not because of personal feelings, he only needs me for the therapy he is undergoing.

My chest tight all of a sudden.

"Gruvv?" A man’s voice behind me surprised me, I saw Gruvv glaring with a stiffened face. I fell silent in confusion and turned my head.

A tall, big man was behind me. I know this guy, CROSS DHURUDATTA. His eyes looked at me fiercely, I hurriedly coverd my nose because my instinct. His awful pheromones spread in the room, I could smell the scent of Gruvv’s pheromones vividly.

"Cross?" Gruvv stood up from his seat, he approached me.

The man smiled broadly, walked over and tilted his body to the side, peering up to see me who was behind Gruvv’s back. My body began to tremble, this sharp smell of pheromones was suffocating.

This guy, he hates me. The scent of his pheromones gave me such a signal, he hated me to the point of wanting to kill me like Joshua when we first meet before.

"Ah, This is your omega? You guys on a date? I didn’t know my brother was this cute?" His voice sounded cheerful but I could feel that it was all a lie. This man really hates me.

I got up from my seat and ran towards the bathroom, I could hear Gruvv shouting my name. I couldn’t stay there, my throat was choked, even the smell of Gruvv’s pheromones didn’t help at all.

I chose one of the rooms, I threw up there. I coughed, petals scattered, I could no longer hold it. They hate me, Gruvv family doesn’t like me being next to him.

I pressed the flush button on the toilet, my steps wavered towards the sink, I washed my mouth and face. A few moments ago I drowned with my own thoughts and fantasies because Gruvv was so sweet, I even thought I wanted time to stop. I laughed bitterly at the delusion I had made myself.

I pulled out a tissue and wiped my face. I look so pale, my hair is disheveled, I look so messy. When I walked towards the door suddenly a hard object hit my head, it was so painful, I didn’t know what was happening and everything suddenly felt dark.