CEO'S ROGUE ALPHA
Chapter 286: THE PAINFUL PAST

Chapter 286: THE PAINFUL PAST

ZINEB ARIA’S POV

" Isamu, why are you not asking me about the past?" I whispered to him as I went to bed.

" Because I want to tell you about it on your own accord. I can’t afford to lose you " Isamu whispered back and his voice sounded broken.

" Are you mad that I did not tell you ?’" I raised my head and stared down at him.

"No. I am asking why you did not trust me enough to tell me" Isamu’s eyes bore at me.

" I was scared," I whispered.

" Do you think I care about your lineage? You are what matters to be loved " Isamu brushed my hair affectionately.

" My past has always been painful. I discovered I was not Pa’s real daughter when he died. While Lobo and Lovita’s wolf bond was strong, mine was faint. Then Loraine appeared and she went all mental stating Ii was her daughter. That Pa had snatched me away from her and raped her when she reported him. She broke Isamu as she cried and tried to hold on to me. "

I swallowed hard and closed my eyes, relieving the pain that I felt. Isamu sat on the bed, leaned on the headboard, and pulled me close.

" After that, it was all downhill. I left Chugach for Texas and hid at Aunty Sasha’s. Lucian came to Texas when his mother died. Duciana arrived almost due and gave birth to Luke. She left him in my care and from then on Luke knew I was his aunty. All because she became pregnant with Lovita after a drunken night. When he was born, he was so small and stopped breathing. Lucian’s Pa was visiting his sister Sasha and I begged him to save her. I never knew that Freki blood cure and that was the first time"

" I stayed in Texas until Simon came and found me. He scared the living shit out of me and attempted to rape me several times. I escaped and left Luke with Aunty Sasha and came to Europe. I would call and get information about how the son I raised was. Until Aunty Sasha reached out and informed me that Lobo had requested we return to Chugach. But Lucian and Conri were one step ahead of us. It was a disaster"

" You have been suffering for so long," Isamu rasped.

" Pa never gave me an easy life. He was cruel to all of us" I whispered. " But Lobo got the end of the beating and torture. "

" I am so sorry," Isamu murmured.

" Fridolf Due was the worst. He found out that Lupe died and he took it out on me. The fight was brutal and I still can’t feel his punches day in and out. I was bedridden for so long and the doctor declared that I would never have children"

" I doubt it. I can sense your womb. You will have pups, " Isamu asserted.

" Are you sure? Please don’t give me false hope" I whispered.

" I am sure Zineb. You need to believe in me and yourself " He nodded.

" I have done bad things. I have killed so many people and I don’t like the feeling anymore. I want to stay here with you. I do harbor so much hate for Conri and Lucian but I know that this was expected. " I pointed out.

" Yes. But we need to protect the Yakuza. A madman like Simon is a loose cannon. Unlike Lobo who cares about the Golden Shifter pack. " Isamu affirmed.

" I am glad you and my brother get along. That is as much as I can ask for " I rubbed myself on Isamu.

"Today I realized that you are the only thing that can hurt me. You are my only weakness." Isamu stated.

"I don’t want to be a weakness," I growled at him.

His eyes changed color, pupils swirled red with varying shades of gold. "You are...everything. I would be powerless without you."

" I feel the same as Isamu" Tears hit my eyes.

"I am complete because of you." He leaned forward, planting a kiss on my forehead,

I grabbed his head and pushed my lips to his, a brutal hard kiss that tangled tongues and stole his breath.

" Mate" Isamu declared as he growled in between the kisses. Isamu pushed his mouth deeper and when I climbed on top of him. His hands traveled all over my body, leaving a trail of fire after each touch.

The haze drove me crazy and I needed to be merged with Isamu. I pushed my clothes off my body and pulled his pants down, grabbing his cock, and then Isamu pushed it into me with one strong thrust, burying it deep within me.

I locked my knees around him and rode him while giving him everything and took what he offered. My arms circled his neck and he pulled him into a kiss that drew blood. The warm invasion of his tongue and the taste of his blood in his mouth drove us to a frenzy.

Isamu switched position and pinned me down on the bed. His re-entry was slow, each inch a testament to what he alone made possible: CONTROL

"I love you so much," Isamu blattered out. Changing the angle of his hips he pushed forward hard, needing every inch of him, hitting my spot and making me scream.

" Isamu," I moaned.

" Your body and blood are so sweet." Isamu rasped as his mouth descended on my neck and latched on the vein that popped feeding on me and I shattered into an orgasm as our wolves and beast emerged as one.

Isamu growled and the smell of precum hit my nostrils. With vamp speed, I shifted our position and pressed him on the bed. I buried my nose in the crook of his neck and inhaled his scent. I repeated the action. Leaving trails of kisses until I reached his cock which was laced with my juices and his precum. My mouth hungrily swallowed him whole and Isamu growled so loud it shook the bed. His hand went into my hair and he pulled the streaks making me moan into his cock.

I need his release lodged deep within me. I raised myself and then went up to his cock and pushed my mound into him. Isamu emitted a thick, heady smell of arousal, the smokiness of lust, and the sweet scent of our mixed blood.

" You are so beautiful" Isamu whispered and my red eyes mirrored his.

" Isamu" I whispered and felt half-crazed with lust and need that consumed me completely.

" Yes, my queen" Isamu answered and then drove his hips up and hammered into me with speed that made me crazy as his hands went to my hips to hold me steady.

Isamu was big, and the fit was perfect. He sat up still lodged in me and it was my turn to sink my teeth into him.

We were joined in every way and I knew that Isamu was making a statement after the scare that Simon made.

We were joined in every way, mind, body, and soul. And Isamu’s reassurance that I belonged to him made it all worthwhile.

Hours later, Isamu was still in bed and I stood by the window watching the snowfall as the storm picked up. I picked up my phone and called Aunty Sasha. She did not pick up and I tried again and she answered on the third ring.

" Why the fuck are you not picking up?" I demanded.

" Because I don’t want to talk to you, Zineb. " She answered.

" Because you know that you made a deal with devils and now you can’t get yourself out of it " I snapped.

" Why should I listen to you? " She demanded.

" Because I have Simon Mark. I will do whatever I want with him " I disconnected the call.

Five minutes later, Aunty Sasha called back.

Picking up the call, I smirked: " Why are you calling back?"

" Zineb, do you want to kill me? Do you know what Loraine will do to me if her son dies? " She yelled.

" Yes. I know" I responded.

" What do you want? " She calmly asked.

" The exact locations of Steve, Seth, and Loriane. I know for a fact it was you who released the wolves on the East border. Hence I don’t need to know your location only that Conri will find you soon "

" What ?" She whispered in shock.

" Your days are numbered. Only I can save you " I declared.

"You betrayed me last time" She snickered.

" I chose to stand with my brother." I asserted.

" Some matters are beyond my control. " She whispered.

" No matter is beyond anyone. I need you to stop this massacre. As much as we wanted power, the blood of the Golden Shifter pack members was too great of a price to pay.

" Fine. Give me till dawn to get you the exact location. And organize to get me out of Chugach at the same time. I will be at the airport waiting for your call"

" Deal" I responded and she disconnected the call.

" I see we have work today " Isamu’s voice rose from behind me.

I turned around and nodded " Yes. I thought about it and we should stay out of this war. I hope you will support my decision. "

" I will " He got out of bed and embraced me.