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Chapter 392 - 347: Forgetting Each Other in Jianghu_3

Chapter 392: Chapter 347: Forgetting Each Other in Jianghu_3

Yes.

It’s indeed him, I like him.

Or perhaps, it would be more appropriate to say I have a crush on him?

I used to hear people say that a girl’s dislike for a boy is the prelude to her downfall.

I scoffed at that saying once.

But now, it has become an accurate portrayal of me.

It seems quite ironic, doesn’t it?

You know, at the beginning, I really despised that guy.

I truly did.

Back then, I thought he was a scoundrel, trying to take advantage of you under the guise of treating illnesses.

Later on, I gradually discovered he didn’t seem to be as I had imagined, not that kind of despicable person.

When did I start to change my mind?

Well, it must have been after he risked his life to save Ruoshui at the Hanghu Club!

After that, he suddenly became mysterious in my eyes, not only was his medical skill excellent, but his Kung Fu was outstanding, and he was closely associated with big figures like Chu Ji and Ye Wenhao.

He, at that time, was like a mysterious black hole in the universe, and I was an explorer, eager to delve into its secrets.

As a result, I got trapped in the black hole, unable to extricate myself.

When did I start to like him exactly?

I don’t know.

To be precise, I can’t remember.

Yu Xin, do you know?

When I realized that I had started to like him, I kept telling myself in my heart: It’s impossible, it must be an illusion!

But in the end, I found that I couldn’t become A Q to deceive my own heart.

This once made me feel full of guilt and also very confused.

I didn’t know what to do with myself.

Later, in order not to affect your relationship with him, I forced myself not to show in front of you that I liked him, and also forced myself to give up my crush on him.

But —

The more I forced myself, the more I liked him.

I was caught in a dilemma.

I was almost going crazy!

Not until my birthday did I break free.

That day.

When he handed the gift to me, I felt the whole world fade away, and all I could see was him.

My heart felt as sweet as honey, I wanted to cheer loudly, I wanted to shout!

I told myself in my heart: I can’t hide my fondness for him anymore, even if I am to suffer Heaven’s Punishment, I won’t hide it!

And when you started to sing the birthday song for me, I suddenly noticed he was looking down, with a sad expression.

Seeing that scene, I suddenly remembered he once said he was an orphan who grew up in the mountains, relying on Little Wolf and his master. A voice inside me said: He has never really celebrated a birthday and is longing to have one.

That moment.

My heart ached as if it had been stabbed!

Amid the heartache, I suddenly felt impulsive.

In the end, I turned that impulse into action, and in front of everyone, I said: Today is not just my birthday, but also Ye Fan’s birthday.

Latter, he went on stage.

I could tell that he was moved.

After that, I took his hand and we entered the dance floor to dance.

I don’t remember how I managed to dance with him through one song, I just remember being extremely nervous, my heart thumping non-stop.

It could be said that it was the happiest night of my life.

After that night, I no longer deliberately hid my fondness for him, nor did I show it blatantly, but instead I decided to let nature take its course.

Until one day, Su Qin told me that I was her and Bai Guotao’s daughter.

That piece of news was like a nightmare descending upon me, it felt like a Demon Sword cutting through my once beautiful life and aspirations— he was the son of Ye Wenhao, and the Ye Family and Bai Family were political enemies. As the illegitimate daughter of Bai Guotao, it was impossible for me to be with him!

At that time, I felt my world completely collapse.

I kept running away, numbing myself, trying to end this unrequited love which was doomed to have no outcome right from the start.

However—

It seemed like the heavens were intentionally going against me.

Another day, I was framed by that woman called Guan Lin, almost losing my life to the Netherworld.

Just when I thought I was about to leave this world, he appeared in front of me like the War God himself, using his godlike medical skills to snatch me from the hands of Death.

I couldn’t help but throw myself into his arms, crying out loud, trying to cry out all of my grievances.

He didn’t stop me from crying but let my tears and snot soak through his clothes until I was too tired to cry anymore. Then, looking at me, he said, "Rest assured, I will make them regret being born in this lifetime without violating the law and the rules of the Yanhuang Organization—this is my promise to you!"

It was the first promise I had received in my life.

It was also the most touching love words I had ever heard.

At that moment, I cried again, sobbing uncontrollably.

Latter on, not only did he fulfill his promise to me, but he also told me that he doesn’t care that I’m Bai Guotao’s illegitimate daughter.

I knew he meant that even though I’m Bai Guotao’s illegitimate daughter, he still considered me a friend, but I was still very moved.

Once again, I saw a glimmer of hope.

In the days that followed, that glimmer of hope seemed to grow brighter, almost illuminating my once dark world.

However—

Many things are destined.

When I learned that he had returned to the Ye Family and was being valued by the Ye Family members, I returned from illusions and aspirations back to reality.

In the past few days, I was once again lost in confusion and struggle.

Ultimately.

Rationality told me that there was no possibility between him and me.

So, I chose to end it.

To be accurate, should I call it giving up?

After all, he and I had never truly been in love, it was all just my wishful thinking!

Originally I shouldn’t have told you all this, but... if I don’t speak out, I feel even more guilty toward you, and I would live in guilt and self-blame all my life.

I was too selfish— From the beginning, I was wrong, but because of my selfishness, I didn’t stop the mistake in time and instead made one error after another.

I’m sorry.

Yu Xin.

Could you please not blame me?

To be together with him for life!

That is your happiness, and it is also my best blessing to you.

—Liu Li.

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PS: Originally, this letter was going to be written in a separate Chapter, but I felt it was better to combine them, so here they are published together.

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