Yarra’s Adventure Notes
Chapter 731 - 92 Abandoned Hope_1

Chapter 731: Chapter 92 Abandoned Hope_1

Vivian was immersed in endless agony. Intense stimulation shattered her dreams, whether pleasant or nightmares, they no longer appeared. She could only endure an unforgettable torment between sleep and wakefulness. In this torment, time seemed to have lost its meaning, and she had no idea how long she had been suffering. It felt like it had only been a few seconds, but also as if a millennium had passed. This confusion of time plunged her into despair, and even if she knew how long the pain would last, it would serve no purpose, because this prolonged torment might have only been a second’s time.

After various emotional conflicts arose, tangible physical sensations followed. All sorts of feelings a human could perceive alternated within her. Whether they could be described in words or not, they would appear in her body. Without any warning or pattern, perhaps, one moment, there was a comforting sense of pleasure from deep within her soul, and the next moment, it abruptly turned into heart-wrenching pain, then in the next moment, it turned into an irritation reaching into her very bone marrow. These alternations of various feelings amplified the effects several folds and left Vivian at a loss.

By now, Vivian’s consciousness was entirely awake, even though her body hadn’t caught up. But she would rather she was still unconscious. Before the treatment started, she had thoroughly asked Ava about the processes and stages of the treatment, so she knew clearly that the treatment had entered the final and most critical stage. The Whole Body Regenerative Auto-treatment Device had completed the replacement and cultivation of all nerves and was currently carrying out the final linking work. The resulting sensory confusion was due to the operation directly performed on the brain.

When the feelings were still bearable, Vivian was ecstatic. Whether it was sourness, pain, or itchiness, the girl hadn’t experienced them with her body in many years. For so many years, her numb body wouldn’t produce any feelings, having long forgotten these unique sensations. Therefore, when the peculiar sensations cycled, for a very brief moment, Vivian enjoyed this long-lost experience and each signal her limbs sent back. But as time wore on, the girl felt increasingly desperate, every passing second was torment, and each passing second made her hate even more why she was still alive.

"I wish I were dead." This was the loudest voice in Vivian’s consciousness, the painful torment nearly made her forget her purpose for entering the treatment device and Ava’s advice, and almost lost her survival instinct.

As Ava said, this was the most dangerous period. Regardless of how strong one’s body was, it didn’t necessarily matter. Only those with enough mental fortitude might have a chance to endure through. But, Ava had apparently forgotten an even more critical matter. Humans and goblins were not the same; there were no professionals among goblins. Human physical conditions were somewhat stronger than goblins’, which of course wasn’t important. The important factor was that professionals, especially Upper Rank professionals, after several breakthroughs and accompanying physical improvements, all body senses were several times greater than goblins. Therefore, Vivian, who had this sensory capacity, naturally suffered much more from the direct stimulation from the brain than the goblins.

Vivian was strong, and her will was tough, but regarding the stimulation beyond the tolerance range, after bearing it for a while, she eventually lost the courage to persist, and lost her survival instinct. It was truly too painful. She couldn’t adapt, couldn’t escape, couldn’t resist the pain from her soul. It would be better to give up, to return to the previous sleep, to spend the last moments in sweet dreams, never to feel the pain, never to feel the torment, to be left with only eternal tranquility.

When the mage-girl thought this in her consciousness, in the real world, her body immediately reacted accordingly. If she could see the scene outside the treatment device, she would know that the next second after she wanted to give up hope, the indicator light that flashed every thirty seconds sped up its blinking frequency, and even emitted inauspicious red light, as well as a shrieking, piercing noise. But, all these had nothing to do with the girl. After losing hope, the mage-girl felt a lot more relaxed instead, and even the painful sensations were gradually fading. She also felt more and more tired, more and more drowsy, about to blissfully return to the tranquil dreamland, to reminiscence the happy and warm memories from the past twenty years.

But, at this moment, she heard a voice, a voice from Pannis.

Theoretically, the Whole Body Regenerative Auto-treatment Device was fully enclosed, and its internal design would naturally isolate it from the outside environment. One inside couldn’t possibly hear noise coming from outside. This was to protect those receiving treatment, to prevent them from being disturbed by noises from the outside environment that could have adverse effects. Vivian had also heard about this from Ava, understanding this feature of the device, yet at the most crucial moment, she heard Pannis’s voice.

Despite the sound being low, it was clear enough, as if it had come from the depths of her heart. The deep sound carried a peaceful and calming strength, as if listening to it could calm one down. Pannis’s voice wasn’t conversing with her, but merely whispering. It did not need her response, nor could it hear her response.

"Oh, girl, it seems you’ve fallen into some troubles, which is something to celebrate." Despite a very calm and peaceful voice, what he said propelled Vivian, who had fallen into despair and abandoned hope, to carry a heart full of the desire to beat him up. However, poor Vivian couldn’t act on this, and could only listen, both angry and amused.

"Don’t be angry. Indeed, it is worth celebrating. After all, you know in your heart that the treatment has taken the most critical step. All dangers have passed, and it’s the last hurdle." The playful tone in Pannis’s words gradually faded away, and his voice became more serious: "You also understand that as long as you can last through this final stretch, you can complete the entire treatment. Just like Catherine, you can run, you can jump, cry, laugh and live happily. You can live healthily with no difference to a normal person."

"But I can’t hold on any longer." The torment endured for who knows how long made Vivian’s spirit somewhat fragile. hearing a familiar voice, she finally found a vent, and from the depths of her soul came a painful scream: "It’s too unbearable, continuing this treatment is too unbearable. I can’t stand it anymore. Stop the treatment. Just let me leave like this." (To be continued. If you like this work, welcome to qidian.com to vote for it. Your support is my greatest motivation. Mobile users, please go to m.qidian.com for reading.)