The Pack's Weirdo : A Mystery to unveil
Chapter 83 - The truth of my past

Chapter 83: Chapter 83 - The truth of my past

The pain vanished the similar way it came... within a few seconds. I looked at my hands, and now those were normal, but the wounds were still here for the proof that I was not dreaming... {Am I a werewolf? But then why is my body not healing itself...}... I looked at others in panic, and while Reed looked shocked, Greyson looked as if he would have won an Olympic medal.

"What was that?" I can’t help but panic more and more. "What happened to me?" Greyson is looking pleased with my panic while Reed took Dee from Greyson’s hands carefully... {What should I do now? I don’t know what is happening. How will I even be able to help dee? I am sure that Ryan would have known till now that I am missing... but how will he trace me? They can’t even smell me}... "Tell me, Greyson. What did you do to me?" I tried to calm myself and buy some more time for myself... {I can just hope for a miracle to happen}

He smiled triumphantly and went towards a stainless steel surgical table. He took the gloves, and after wearing those, he started preparing different types of injections... {no, no, not again}... "What you wanted to know, love?" suddenly, he asked me. "After all the things that you have suffered and all the things that you are going to suffer. I can at least give you the answers that you want. Didn’t I?" He smiled and came towards me with an injection filled with some weird liquid. I don’t know what that is, but I can smell a high concentration of silver from it.

"Tell me everything... about you, about my mom and dad, about me.., everything," I told him, but my eyes were still fixed on the injection. He looked at my hands and then clicked his tongue in distaste.

"Why tattoos, love? I had given you such beautiful marks on your body when you were a kid. Those are the marks of proof that you are strong enough to survive something that bad" he is looking dissatisfied... {If you know that was bad, then why in this hell you tortured me, fool?}.. "but it’s alright. I am going to increase the dosage, and according to my calculations, your whole body will turn ash grey in a year" he has not even injected me till now but I can already feel the pain going through my whole body... {that’s why I was so afraid of injections}... Is it possible for a body to remember all the trauma but for the mind to forget everything? He came near me and cleaned the spot with cotton.

"Last time when a rogue injected me with silver, I got a heart attack" as soon as I said this, he stopped and looked at me. "I am not making up all this. Reed can confirm this, but still, if you are going to inject me, I want you to send Dee safely in the crescent moon pack first" Greyson was silent for a few minutes then a smirk appeared on his lips.

"You know you are not in a position to negotiate or order me around" I glared at him but soon smirked, and he narrowed his eyes at me.

"Do you know that a few minutes ago, I didn’t even know that I had a wolf? Being a human, I was not special to survive silver or wolfsbane but now as I know that I am a wolf... Can you imagine the strength my wolf holds?" I stopped and tried to read his expressions. "Can you imagine the power of that wolf who has not only survived the injections of silver and wolfsbane but also is strong after all that?"

"I have never seen my wolf; not even felt the power. When a wolf who survived your torture for two long years, who have hidden for so long that even her human doesn’t know of its existence... imagine its power" he clenched his jaw, and I could see his claws elongating, and this is the time for me to smirk "I don’t know much about my wolf, but everything connected to Dee is important for every being that is me... no matter my wolf or me. I can’t guarantee you that I can save dee from here, but I can guarantee you that if you hurt him even a little... then either my wolf will kill you or it will kill itself. I know there are high chances that I will end up dying, but in that case, too, you will lose your best subject, you will lose the only success you got even after killing so many people ’’ he is looking furious... but I know that he will not dare to hurt dee now.

He has been so desperate to get a hold of me for a long time that he will not dare to do anything that can result in me being dead. He threw the injection to the side and stormed out of the lab, finally allowing me to take a calm breath.

"Come here", I didn’t have to repeat myself as Reed silently came towards me and I looked at Dee, who was still unconscious, but his breathing and heartbeats were normal. "I can’t believe you used a kid to lure me here. What did you get by doing all this, huh? Do you even know how painful it is to survive those injections? .. and let’s not talk about surviving... Do you even know the number of wolves this psycho has killed because of his madness? Do you know how many innocent people are dead because of him?" I asked him, and he is not looking guilty at all.

"It is because of me that many innocent people are alive and are happily living with their families" I was not expecting this answer from him.. "my family died because we tried to protect someone whom these rogues wanted dead. If we had just handed over the people they were targeting, no innocent one would have died. Yes, I used a kid to lure you here... and there are high chances that you two will die here, but it is worth it because I saved the lives of many innocent people who would have ended up dying if the beast had sent his people to take you here alive" he took few steps away from me. "I am ready to sacrifice hundred people if it means that I can save a thousand in return."

"And what is the mistake of those hundred people then? Aren’t those hundred people also innocents?" I can’t believe the reasoning of this man. Who the hell does he think he is? How can he decide who will get to live and who will be given the death sentence?

The door opened with a bang, and Greyson came back. Reed bowed towards him and again maintained a very good distance between us. Greyson looked at me, and he looked so calm, as if he had no effect on whatever I said earlier. "This kid is not going anywhere. You only have one option, and that is to live. If you die, then I will start my experiments on him" I tried to lunge towards him, but those cuffs kept me in place. "All the experiments that I was going to do on your body, I will do that on this kid’s body. So, if you want to save him. Stay alive" he again prepared an injection and came near me.

He is again looking confident and, most importantly, stable. All the madness that I saw in his eyes a while ago is long gone, and now he is just a ruthless scientist. "Are you listening, beauty? I know you are inside her, I know you are trying to hide from me... but don’t let this human die or don’t even try to give up on your life, or this kid will suffer a hundred times the things that you have suffered" he said with a smirk and this time without waiting he stabbed the injection on my neck and the burning sensation went all over my body. I screamed in agony and anguish. I am only able to hear my shrieks while my sight has become blank. I tried to remember something good, but nothing came to mind.....

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"Darling, just hold my hand" Ryan’s eyes are looking more mesmerising and let’s not even talk about his melodious voice and the tingles I am feeling from his touch "be my girl; I’ll be your man. I’ve seen a future in your eyes.." Suddenly the figure of Ryan changed into Greyson. I pushed him away from me and tried to take my knives out, but I realised that I didn’t have any weapons with me.

"Hello, beauty" I turned in the opposite direction to run, but I heard Dee’s shriek. I looked in that direction and found Dee crying there while Reed was clutching his throat tightly, and Greyson was laughing.

"Leave him, Greyson, please" I didn’t have the heart to run away anymore. I pleaded to Greyson.

"But he is a white wolf, love" with it, he got an injection in his hand out of thin air and stabbed it directly into Dee’s neck...

"Nooooooo"

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I opened my eyes, and the bright light blinded me. I groaned in pain and tried to massage my forehead, but I was unable to move my body. I again tried to open my eyes, but I felt as if suddenly my eyelids had turned heavy.

"Ryan," I whispered, but no answer came. I mustered up all the courage and opened my eyes slowly. For a few minutes, I was not able to understand anything, but when the same smell of chemicals invaded my nostrils, I remembered everything that had happened to me before losing consciousness. I tried to get up but failed to do so. I looked at my body and found myself strapped on a surgical bed, and I was not in the same room that I was in before. Many machines are attached to my body, and there is another bed placed near mine. When I saw Dee lying there, I panicked for once but then when I saw that he was neither strapped to the bed nor any machines connected to his body, I took a relieving breath. My whole body is sore and in so much pain that I am unable even to understand where Greyson stabbed the injection before.

"I am glad you woke up", I heard Greyson’s voice, and I tried to look confident. "Well, I can’t say that I am not disappointed. You have not taken proper care of your body. It is fragile now, and I have to wait for at least twenty-four hours to proceed"... I wanted to cry with happiness. But I kept my expression neutral. "Though it is not that exciting still, I am happy that you are finally here with me."

"Why did you do this when you went through this hell, too?" I can’t help but ask him... {I never even wanted my enemies to feel this way. Then, why is he so adamant about torturing innocent people who have not even done any harm to him?}... He looked taken aback for a while, but then he dragged a chair near me and sat on it.

"I can’t deny that this is not hell. When Wilson used to do his experiments on me, I always prayed to god to kill me, but god didn’t hear me even once. Luckily I was able to escape that hell hole. My body was not strong enough to take me far from there, but Lucifer found me" suddenly, he looked at me with a smile and warmth in his eyes. "He saved me that day. He gave me everything I wanted. He is the only father figure I have known in my life. All the memories of my birth parents are a blur, but truthfully I never missed them... and it’s obvious. Why would I miss the people who could not even save their child from a maniac? What kind of weak werewolves were they who could not defend themselves in front of a weak human?"

"Lucifer trained me hard because he didn’t want me to feel weak. He himself trained my wolf, and not only this... he made sure that no one knew about my existence and my wolf. He is the one who told me about the legend of the white wolf, and he is the one who told me about the curse on us. Do you know that people believe that the curse was just a myth?" he asked me suddenly, and I nodded, which I think, pleased him because he made a thoughtful face and continued, "Well, I don’t think they are right, if there was no curse then the so-called moon goddess has surely saved me from Wilson... Well, let’s not talk about it... Where were we?" He asked me as if he was telling me some fairytale.

"You are telling me about lucifer" I played along, and he nodded with a smile {I am unable to understand this man’s brain}...

"Lucifer didn’t know about the things that Wilson did to me, and I also didn’t tell him about the abilities that I have developed.. like he didn’t know that I can survive with silver inside my body and wolfsbane didn’t affect me much. I always supported him, but I had an unexplainable curiosity about chemicals, science, and experiments. Maybe it is because I have seen Wilson do many experiments on living creatures from a very early age, but still, it fascinated me. Lucifer was not very thrilled when I told him this, but he didn’t stop me from learning things. He didn’t force me to get involved in all his plans. He let me study in peace, and he continued what he wanted to do. When I came back to him after completing my studies, he told me about his plan and obviously, I supported him" he stopped and looked at me.

"The attack on your parents is the third attack that I was included in. When I was studying, I read many things about white wolves, and though I have never accepted it in front of anyone but I believe that I saw Brenda on the day when I escaped from Wilson’s lab. She is the one who guided me to Lucifer, and she is the one who gave me energy and an escape route to run away from Wilson" he stopped, and his expressions were content.

I don’t know whether whatever he is telling me is just a hallucination or he really did see her... but I know one thing, and that is... he has a hundred percent belief in whatever he is saying.

"Although I am a white wolf myself, still the white wolves attracted me... Why does our coat never stain? Why are we so powerful? I wanted to know more. So, I started doing my research, and while moving with Lucious all over the world, I started making an account of small colonies and hidden packs of white wolves. I even pointed and took record of every white wolf rogue {White wolves who never registered with any pack after the moon goddess’s killing}.. that I met or even saw."

"Lucious was able to point out the hidden pack in which your parents lived. Though he was not interested in killing white wolves, as he believed that the moon goddess was never going to give the crown to any white wolf, he still ordered to kill every member of that pack because the council was planning to ask that pack in helping them to fight Lucious’s army. We attacked that pack, though it is killing me from inside to waste the lives of so many white wolves, I don’t have the heart to defy Lucius’s order."

"Who was my dad?" I can’t help but cut him in between and thank god that he didn’t get mad. He just thought for a minute and shrugged.

"I don’t know much about them, but both of them were pure-breed white wolves. I am sorry, love, but you can’t find much about them anywhere. I don’t want you to be taken away from me, so I made my people vanish the record of your parents from all the records so that they would never be able to match your DNA with anyone. Which was not that hard, actually, as your father was just a rogue and was not registered anywhere. So, we just took care of your mother’s information" tears slipped from my eyes unintentionally, and I tried to stop myself from crying.

"Don’t cry, love. Your parents are not worthless as mine. You can feel proud of them. Your parents were strong. When we reached their pack, your father distracted us while your mother ran out of the pack. We killed your father, but I have to say that he fought bravely. I had already established a secret lab at that time, but I never did experiments on some human or a werewolf. Your mother was pregnant at that time. Lucifer’s order was to kill everyone, so we ran after your mom to kill her. We even caught her, but before we killed her, she went into labour in the middle of the fight." he stopped and took a deep breath, then continued.

"She was severely wounded... and maybe that’s why I was able to see a miracle happen at that time. She didn’t transform into her human form because that would have killed you. She transferred all her energy into turning your baby human body into a baby wolf body. I was so astonished that I was unable to believe my eyes. Have you ever thought, "Why wouldn’t you transform into your wolf form if you were a werewolf?" he asked me, but I was unable to say anything.’’ You never transformed because you didn’t have to have your first shift at the age of sixteen. You were born in your wolf form. Your first shift happened in your mother’s womb."

"That’s impossible" I can’t help but look at him in shock.

"Yes, that’s what I have thought, but it is possible. You are a living example of it. You were born in your wolf form. All the experiments that I have done were not on you but on your wolf. Maybe that’s why you don’t remember it much, and this is the main reason that your wolf never came forward or took charge of any situation. When I injected you a few hours ago, I felt the presence of your wolf. She is inside you and is helping you in recovering,". He said to me while smiling and continued, "She is the most special wolf in this whole world. You are my very first werewolf subject and the most successful one till now. I have tried many times to get another subject like you but always failed... I was never able to find a she-wolf like your mom who has the power and will to do that."

"I realised many things in those years.. for example - I have not known anyone other than you and me who have both pure breed white wolf parents" This information, along with the dreams that I have seen, is now making sense. Now, I know why those dreams felt so real or who the lady and man in my nightmares were. I started sobbing hard, and he caressed my hair. I don’t know what he wanted to do with me. For once, he did his experiments on me and tortured me and then out of the blue, he suddenly answered my every question calmly, and now when I am crying, he is also trying to comfort me. Why is he acting well with me now when we both know that all the things he is going to do with me will ultimately end me in being dead?

"Sshhh, love, it’s alright. Don’t cry," I wriggled, and he removed his hand from my forehead.

"What did you get by doing all this?" I shouted at him while sobbing, "Did you not see Lucius’s fall? Did he get the crown after killing so many people? He got nothing from it, Greyson. You will also get nothing from all this. You are just killing innocent people and destroying many families. You will never get the crown," I cried harder.

"I don’t want the crown," he said suddenly, and I looked at him in confusion. He wiped my tears and looked at me. "Why would I want that petty thing, especially from that moon goddess who has never done anything for me. I don’t want the crown. Instead, I am going to dethrone that moon goddess" then there is again that mad gleam in his eyes, "and you are going to help me in it."