The Pack's Weirdo : A Mystery to unveil
Chapter 54 - He loves me more

Chapter 54: Chapter 54 - He loves me more

I sat on the floor instantly and took dee in my arms. "What happened, dee? Is there something wrong?" I can’t help but panic. Although he is giving me his usual extremely lovable smile, his eyes are still giving me goosebumps and making me scared. "Ryan", I called him in helplessness, and he was next to me in seconds. I looked at him in panic. "What is happening, Ryan? Why are his eyes like this? What should I do?" I again looked at Dee, who was looking confused now. "I made sure that he didn’t get any other injury. Why is his wolf surfacing?"

"I don’t know. Hug him tight. Can you release your scent?" he asked me in panic.

"No, I don’t know how to do that," I said to him but hugged him tightly.

"Dad", Ryan shouted for his father in irritation.

"You can try your scent. If that will not work, then Anshuman will sedate him," Ben said, and Anshuman prepared an injection... {no... not injection, please} ... I closed my eyes, and a few tears slipped from my eyes. Suddenly the very familiar scent of Ryan invaded my nostrils. He extended his arms, and in seconds both me and Dee were in his arms. Now Dee is sitting on my lap while I am sitting on Ryan’s lap. I can’t help but get mesmerised by his scent, his scent is forcing me to close my eyelids and grab myself closer to him, but somewhere I knew that Dee needs me more than I need Ryan’s scent.

"Alright, guys, I am here. No one will hurt you," he mumbled and kissed Dee’s forehead. {Is he also going to kiss me?} As soon the thought crossed my mind, I shook my head to remove it.

"Why am I getting a feeling that I have already become a grandfather when my son’s mate has not even accepted him?" Ben whispered, and Anshuman chuckled at this statement.

"I didn’t know our Ryan was a PDA type of person"... {this is not PDA, old man} ... Is it not? I tried to wriggle and get away from his hold, but he tightened his hold around me.

"Let me go," I mumbled and tried again.

"Look here, Aadhya" I raised my head and looked at his face. He is already looking at me.

"Your touch is needed to calm Dee’s wolf. You are the one who did that earlier, so I can’t let you go" I opened my mouth to say something, but he lowered his head which startled me... {why is he making my heart beat so much?... This mate bond is stupid} ... "And PDA’s or no PDA. You are my mate, and you have the first right on me than anyone else right now," he whispered so low that I am sure that no one would be able to hear it even with their werewolf hearing... {but I am sure that they will be able to hear my heart beats for sure}. I gulped and looked away.

"We should go away, Ben. I think our kids are not kids now," Anshuman said with a smirk which caused me to panic... {don’t leave me here with Ryan alone... he is not acting like the Ryan I knew till yesterday}

"No", I shouted, and Ben chuckled at this while Anshuman was still smirking. "What if our touches and scent didn’t help dee...? You need to give him an injection. Did you forget?" I told them, and Anshuman cracked up on this.

"No need to panic, Aadhya. Although we believe that Ryan is not going to do anything indecent... if you are feeling so nervous being so close to him alone, then we are not going anywhere," Ben said, and this made all the blood in my body rush to my face... {is it so clear?}.

"Addy", I looked at Dee, who was looking at me in confusion. "Why are you hugging me so tight?" he asked me, and that’s when I noticed that his eyes were normal now. Ryan’s focus was on Dee, so I practically jumped away from his arms, and I could see the few creases of disapproval on his forehead.

"I thought you were going to change into your wolf. So, I was worried," I told him, and he looked more confused.

"But you said that I will get my wolf when I turn sixteen," he asked me.

"Yeah, but it seems like your wolf is trying to come before you turn sixteen," I told him and sat opposite both of them. Dee and Ryan both are looking very comfortable with each other... {Why is he not masking his scent again? It is surely doing something to me} ... "Why don’t you mask your scent again, Ryan?" I told him, and he rolled his eyes.

"I don’t think it is needed for now, and what if his wolf will try to surface again? We can’t let him take control of his body," he said to me, and this actually made sense.

"Why?" Dee said with a cute pout, "Why can’t I transform into my wolf now, addy?" he asked me while tilting his head sideways.

"Because you are still a kid, and your body can’t be able to bear so much pain," I told him, but he didn’t seem to get it. "Don’t think much about it. When the time will come... I will be there for you," I told him, and he looked at Ryan and then shook his head in disappointment.

"Not ’I’ addy, it’s ’WE’ now. You are also going to be with me. Right alpha," Dee has to crane his neck upward to look at Ryan’s face... {well, that’s surprising. It seems like they only needed a Sunday without me to bond with each other}

"Obviously, champ," he said and pinched his nose while Dee giggled. But in between all this, something caught my attention, which alarmed me.

"Dee love, come here," I told him, and he happily stood from Ryan’s lap and sat on mine. "I looked at the wound that Anshuman dressed a while ago, but there is nothing in that place now. "Anshuman, come here, please," I told him while I checked on the other side of Dee’s neck... {Maybe the wound is on the other side}

Anshuman came, and I pointed towards Dee’s neck "his wound is healed already. That’s not possible. He didn’t have his wolf right now. He can’t have healing abilities," I told him, and this made all people present in the room tense.

"His wolf only surfaced once before today, right," Anshuman asked me, and I nodded "and you are sure about this", he again asked, but this time I couldn’t help but feel betrayed by dee.

"Dee, when I asked you if there is anything that you need to share with me and you said that there is nothing", he bit his lips on this, and I already knew the answer "you lied to me," I said in a simple statement, and he didn’t meet my gaze. I turned towards Anshuman. "Can you do a full body checkup, doc? and maybe try to talk with him", I told him, and he nodded.

"You are also coming with us. Are you not?" Ryan asked, and Dee was still looking downwards.

"You already know that I am afraid of injections and everything that doctors do. I can’t watch him getting injected or anything like that. Can you accompany him? I will do all the work that you need to take care of." I told him, but now I can’t look at dee... {did he not feel safe enough with me to tell me all the things?} ... "And can you please try to talk with him? He seems to be close to you" I didn’t wait for his reply and went out of the room. I stormed towards the woods, but suddenly someone grabbed my hand and stopped me. From the tingles and no scent, I knew that he was Ryan.

"What?" I asked him but didn’t turn towards him.

"You are not looking towards me."

"I have seen enough of your face. I am bored."

"I know you are trying to hide your emotions. No need to act tough or degrade my drool-worthy good looks for that" ... {damn it}

"Did you not hear when I told you to be with dee?"

"Do you seriously think he needs anyone other than you?" he asked, and I didn’t know what to answer. Suddenly he pulled me towards him, and I was about to crash on his chest, but he took hold of my face. Our gazes met, and he was looking at me with so much intensity that it was becoming hard for me to keep my emotions in check with each passing second. "I am here, you know it, right?" he asked so softly that a few traitor tears escaped my eyes "hey, it’s alright" he removed his warm hands from my face and wiped those tears using his thumb. I don’t know what got into me. I encircled my arms around his torso and hugged him.

He was too shocked to do anything for a few minutes, but when I was about to loosen my hold on him, he put his hand on the back of my head and again placed my face softly on his chest while his other hand was on my waist "What is troubling you, chicky? You know that you can tell me" The softness in his voice is making me emotional and weak at the same time... {I have never felt like this in years} ... he opened my hair that was tied in a bun and started rubbing my head softly while his other hand is rubbing soft circles on my back "take your time. I am here, Chicky. I am here" and with it, I can’t handle my emotions anymore.

"I failed Ryan. I promised myself that I would make sure to keep Dee safe. I promised myself that he would never face any kind of threat until I was alive but ... but now I have become a threat to him. People are targeting him because he is dear to me. She reached his room, Ryan... she has my silver knife. What if she had hurt him more than just a scratch... and now Dee also thinks that I can’t keep him safe that’s why he is also hiding things from me. How would I be able to save him if he would not tell me his problems? What would I do if something happened to him? How can I save him from something on which I don’t even have control?" I am trying hard not to sob like a crybaby, but I cannot stop my tears.

"And this made you cry," he said, and I can’t help but feel like a weakling.

"I am not crying. I am frustrated," I reasoned, and I didn’t think he would know that I was crying because my face was still placed on his chest... {smooth, Aadhya, very smooth. As if he will never be able to feel the wetness of your tears and don’t forget snot} ... I tried to make a little distance between us, but he didn’t even let me wriggle.

"Stay like this for a while. I don’t think you like to become ’frustrated’ in front of people" I know from his tone that he is talking about crying, but I am happy that he is not saying it clearly... {now, who is tending her ego?} ... I seriously doubt my conscience. Is it really mine?... {yeah, I am, dude}

"I can understand that your eyes get wet when you are frustrated, but what I can’t understand is... How can you take everything that you have done for Dee or others for granted?" he asked me, which confused me, so I raised my head to look at him. Now my chin is on his chest, and I am looking at him while he is looking downwards at me, and both his hands are encircled around my waist "you almost died protecting Blue Moon Pack. You left the pack because you felt Ethan could hurt Dee, you were ready to fight at Amara’s when you felt that she could hurt dee and me, you threw yourself in front of bullets to shield a man whom you don’t even know... even today also I don’t know how, but you reached on time and saved Dee. In my eyes, all these things are enough for anyone not to question their efforts towards any promise" I don’t know why but everything that he said is actually making sense. "I have not seen everything in life till now, Chicky, but one of the few things that I have learned is... You need to respect yourself and everything you do. You need to believe in yourself first. Only after that somebody else will respect or believe you."

"What should I do now?" I asked him, and he pinched my nose.

"Blood bonds and love bonds are two very different things. It is possible to break ties with families, but love bonds that we made on our own, can’t be broken this easily. Raising a child is not easy. We can help you and advise you, but you are the one who will take the final call about him until he reaches his age. You know Dee more than anyone present here. You know how to make him understand what is right and what is wrong. If you don’t want to talk to him for now, then don’t. If you want to scold him, then do that, but you can’t go anywhere when he needs you the most" he placed his lips on my forehead, and I was too shocked even to blink my eyes "go and don’t get jealous of me. Dee loves me more" he removed his hands from me, but I was too shocked to do anything. He chuckled, and the vibrations from his chest went throughout my body. He flicked my forehead lightly, and that’s when I got to my senses and removed my arms from him.

"I should go to the hospital", I squeaked and ran inside the hospital as if someone had sent zombies behind me... {he is Ryan, my mate.... damn he kissed me. If he keeps acting like this, then I don’t know what I will do. He is becoming more dangerous than zombies}