My Hubby Can’t Stop Pampering Me
Chapter 1368 - 1361: The Proposal is Underway (19)

Chapter 1368: Chapter 1361: The Proposal is Underway (19)

Lu Weixi remained silent, still looking up at him.

Qin Zhiyou uttered those words as if he was laying everything on the line and said directly, "Actually, I’ve wanted to say this for a long time. No, I should put it this way, I never wanted to divorce you. The decision to divorce is the biggest regret of my life. On the day I learned about your pregnancy, I was extremely happy. I felt it was an opportunity given by heaven for us to reconnect. But that day, with tears in your eyes, you told me that you liked me but didn’t want to be with me. It was then I realized how many mistakes I had made."

He shook his head in self-mockery and chuckled bitterly: "In our previous marriage, I didn’t cherish it. Initially, I truly wanted to live a good life with you, but when we lost that child and you grew distant, and I was busy with work and didn’t comfort or draw close to you, things just... drifted further apart. Later, I wanted to repair our relationship, but the rift had already formed. I wanted to mend things but didn’t know where to start."

He didn’t clarify the truth about those scandals, guessing that even if he did, Lu Weixi wouldn’t believe him. The more explanations, the more errors, it’s better not to say anything.

Lu Weixi didn’t speak, merely slightly lowering her head.

Qin Zhiyou looked at her bowed head and took a step forward: "Xixi, I know I’ve made many mistakes in the past, I don’t want to make excuses for myself, as the hurt has already occurred. I also understand your distrust of me, to be honest, if all this happened to me, maybe even I wouldn’t forgive such a person. I know you don’t care much about wealth; even if I brought all my family business before you, it might not move your heart. I know what you value more is me as a person, and whether I can make you happy in the future. But love and promises are elusive by nature. I promise to love and cherish you for a lifetime, never to change my heart, never to betray. I can say it, but will you believe it completely?"

Indeed, no. Lu Weixi frowned, but what did he mean by saying this? Did he mean that he couldn’t even give a promise because he might change his heart in the future?

She felt a continuous barrage of blows, and her expression immediately turned cold: "I don’t need to believe you, I can raise the child on my own."

Qin Zhiyou hurriedly stepped forward, "I didn’t mean that I’m unwilling to make promises, nor that I will change my heart in the future. Xixi, my proposal to you at this moment is sincere. The sea may one day become mulberry fields, and even seemingly honest people may cheat. I have a bad record, indeed it’s very hard for you to believe me. I am not making promises, not because I can’t give even one. Rather, I don’t want to use a mere verbal promise to tie you down, to deceive you into trusting me. In the future, I will show you through my actions that I will never be double-hearted again, there will never be any scandals surrounding me. Qin Zhiyou, I only want to spend my lifetime with you. Even if you don’t believe me, you should believe that I wouldn’t let our son experience the tragedy of my childhood. Xixi, marry me."

Lu Weixi remained silent for a long time, and after a long while, she simply lowered her head, her voice murmuring, "How do I know if what you say is true or false."

Qin Zhiyou shook his head: "You don’t need to know, I will show you."

Lu Weixi again lowered her head, and after a long time, she finally spoke softly, "Why are you standing there? Is this ring just for decoration?"