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Chapter 1353 - 1346: Proposal in Progress (4)
Chapter 1353: Chapter 1346: Proposal in Progress (4)
"How much of the true feelings you have for me now will continue into the future? Maybe, you won’t betray me, and for the sake of our child, you’ll try to maintain a superficial marital relationship with me. But, you might despise me, you might hate me, you might blame me for not being able to be like Fang Rushuang, who can be your right-hand man, who can’t advance with you. You’re moving too fast, and I can’t catch up; eventually, I’ll just be abandoned by you. And with so many beautiful women surrounding you, even if you don’t take the initiative, they will flock to you like moths to a flame. One by one, they’re more beautiful than me, younger than me, more obedient to you than me, less irritable than me; sooner or later, your eyes will be drawn to them. More than your betrayal, what I fear the most is that you’ll stop loving me one day, even losing any bit of fondness for me."
It was only now that Lu Weixi realized how much she liked Qin Zhiyou. She was someone who because of family changes, extremely lacked security in family and love. The less secure she felt, the more she hated scumbags, and the more she feared betrayal.
But when all is said and done, what she feared the most was that the person she loved didn’t love her. That’s why she pushed him away every time he confessed his feelings to her, over and over again. If he said one word wrong, she would explode instantly.
She had thought that she had become someone unaffected by insult or praise. It turned out that her supposed indifference was only because she had not been deeply in love. Once she fell in love, she became neurotic, she made scenes, and she feared loss.
As she spoke, she smiled bitterly once again, "Just now, did you actually despise me? My temper is so bad, I gave you a fright. I really don’t want to be like that, but..."
Qin Zhiyou waited until she had finished all her words before he spoke, "My dad and my mom had an arranged marriage, and they’ve been fighting ever since I can remember. In the beginning, my dad kept a mistress outside. My mom used to scold him, but later on, she stopped. Even when my dad died in a car accident, she didn’t shed a single tear."
Lu Weixi shifted her head and looked over at him.
"When I was little, I really hated my mom because every time she saw me, she would either hit me or scold me. When I grew up, she only urged me to take over the Qin Family’s fortune, asking me for money. While my dad treated my mom poorly, he was very good to me. But now, I kind of understand my mom."
Those youthful years might have seen some sincerity between them despite the arranged marriage, but as time went on, that sincerity was diluted by incessant quarrels and subsequent betrayals, making both of them unrecognizable to themselves.
Qin Zhiyou continued, "As a kid, I always thought that I wouldn’t marry a woman like my mom when I grew up. My dad’s early death brought me more pain and confusion. After our divorce, I reflected on myself countless times; if I hadn’t acted on impulse at that time, what would I have been like? Maybe, our child would already be in elementary school by now. I clearly hoped from a young age that my child wouldn’t end up like me, yet unintentionally, I followed in my parents’ footsteps."
"You ask me if I will change in the future, I don’t know. But there is one thing I’m sure of, no matter how you change, whether you become old or ugly, in my heart, you’ll always be the lively girl of twenty I met for the first time. Xixi, my feelings for you..."
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