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Chapter 1056 - Chapter 1056 Chapter 1058 I Miss You Missing Me (2)

Chapter 1056: Chapter 1058: I Miss You Missing Me (2) Chapter 1056: Chapter 1058: I Miss You Missing Me (2) Actually, his words meant to ask Lu Weixi, when she was willing to have children, whether she might grow to like him.

He had already despaired that Lu Weixi would ever truly fall in love with him. But if, by the time they had children, she could like him a little, not as a husband, partner, or friend, but as a simple affection between a man and a woman, even just a little, that would be enough.

She had always been unaware that children were never the issue; her own problems were the question.

However, Qin Zhiyou was pondering this problem, and Lu Weixi was, too. She wasn’t wondering whether Qin Zhiyou could fall in love with her. She could sense that Qin Zhiyou liked her a bit, but how deep was this affection, how long could it last, was it enough to sustain a lifetime?

Qin Zhiyou was right. She had grown up in an environment where her parents loved each other, and they had also loved her for over twenty years. More than two decades is a long time, isn’t it? But in the end, it all still resulted in chaos.

If she and Qin Zhiyou liked each other and had children, those children would be born out of love. Yet, she could guarantee that once she liked someone, she would be wholeheartedly devoted unless the other person changed their heart midway. But what about Qin Zhiyou?

His heart was like tropical weather, one day clear skies and the next a violent storm. Perhaps at this moment, he was sincere, but how long could this sincerity last? Five years, ten years, or twenty, thirty years? Because he was rich, and the richer a person is, the more temptations they face. This is why poor couples often bicker throughout their lives but ultimately grow old together; they can’t afford the high cost of divorce. But Qin Zhiyou had no such concern.

She had once seen a movie where one line stuck with her: knowing someone doesn’t mean anything, people change. Today he likes pineapple, tomorrow he might fancy something else.

Perhaps she and Qin Zhiyou would now have children and be happy for a while. Maybe, with effort, they could be happy for an even longer period. But she couldn’t ensure that in the future they wouldn’t argue, become disappointed, and ultimately separate. Maybe, with her parents’ marriage as an example, she wouldn’t allow herself to be so miserable, to fall into her mother’s plight. She had a job, experience, and enough mental resilience. But she would still be heartbroken, disappointed, and sad. And her mood would affect the child, so the risk was too high.

If Qin Zhiyou truly betrayed her in the future, it would be better to be heartbroken alone than to have a child equally heartbroken with her.

“You, are right,” she sighed deeply after a while, nodding her head.

Qin Zhiyou, upon hearing her response, didn’t know whether to be happy or disappointed. At least for now, Lu Weixi had, after “careful consideration,” still rejected his proposition of “me being in your heart when the time comes.” Maybe it wasn’t love, but she indeed couldn’t leave him, whether it was for money, to contend with the Bai Family, or perhaps there was also kinship and friendship. In any case, she couldn’t leave him.

He felt the same, with his own share of disappointment, heartache, and pain, but at this point, he couldn’t let go of their marriage. If she wasn’t willing to have children, so be it; if she didn’t love him, so be it; at least she was still by his side. As long as he didn’t mention divorce, she wouldn’t leave.

“Alright, then it’s settled. From now on, we only have each other.”