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Chapter 1055 - Chapter 1055 Chapter 1057 I Miss You Missing Me (1)

Chapter 1055: Chapter 1057: I Miss You Missing Me (1) Chapter 1055: Chapter 1057: I Miss You Missing Me (1) “If you don’t believe me, I can go to the hospital in a few days for a vasectomy, entirely putting an end to this idea, so it won’t bother us anymore.”

This is what a dilemma truly looks like. Lu Weixi felt as though she had met someone who loved the tropics, islands, and surfing, but then, within two months, he told her that he preferred the Northern Lights in Finland.

She really thought Qin Zhiyou would look elsewhere, that if she didn’t want children, he wouldn’t hastily find another woman just to have a child out of wedlock, or simply marry another suitable woman. Instead, he chose not to have children at all and even considered surgery, which certainly ruled out the possibility of him looking elsewhere.

She had thought that during this period of cold war, she would be the one to compromise in the end. After all, it was only her and her mother on her side, but on Qin Zhiyou’s side, there was the whole Qin Family, including his grandfather who was fond of her. There were also Bai Changyou and Cai Yiren, and Cai Yiren had successfully registered the marriage with Qin Zhizha. Even if there were changes later, as long as the Bai Family supported from behind, it wouldn’t be easy for them to divorce. With her around, there would be competitions in having children, making snide remarks, boasting, and ridiculing each other. Even if her life was not good, she would definitely drag her down.

“…There’s really no need to be so strict. Maybe in a few years, I might change.” Today, for once, they weren’t fighting over the issue of children, and Lu Weixi decided to express her thoughts, “I’m not actually against having children, I’ve just been really overwhelmed lately. Give me some time; once I complete my PhD and settle my mother down, or at least get her to not oppose it so much, I will reduce my workload and make a good plan.”

Qin Zhiyou’s voice suddenly became a bit distant, “Then, by the time you’re ready to have children, can you assure that at that time, you’ll still have me in your heart?”

He regretted his words the moment he spoke them, wondering how he could reveal all the little secrets hidden in his heart.

Moreover, as soon as he finished his sentence, Lu Weixi looked up, baffled by his words.

Qin Zhiyou quickly corrected himself, while slightly turning away his eyes, daring not to look into hers: “What I mean is, I grew up in a marriage devoid of parental love. From childhood, all I saw was my parents’ conflicts, followed by my dad’s infidelity which only infuriated my mom more. The angrier she got, the less my dad wanted to come home, and so, it spiraled badly. He also didn’t like me, because I wasn’t the child of the woman he loved, so I never got the favor from my dad, all the way till his death. My mom always said the most righteous thing my dad did in his life was not having an illegitimate child outside to come back and compete with me for the inheritance. Indeed, this was the best thing he did in his life — for me. Because if he really had another child outside, the love and attention he could give me would have been even less.”

After finishing, Qin Zhiyou looked back at Lu Weixi: “What about you? Your parents came together because they were in love, and you received the most attention and love throughout your upbringing. Yet, it still wasn’t enough to prevail over lies and betrayal. If I cannot give my child all my love, if I cannot provide a loving environment with both parents, I’d rather not have any children at all.”