Little Wife's Diary: My Husband is My Boss!
Chapter 82: Alexithymia ( 1 )

Chapter 82: Alexithymia ( 1 )

After reading the health product’s functions, Feng Zhexuan looked at his wife and asked, "Wife, do you know what kidney nourishment product is?"

Yan Yuling nodded at his words and said, "Of course I know. Grandpa told me he wanted to hug his great-grandson. So, I bought these for you."

When Feng Zhexuan heard this, he didn’t know whether to be happy or angry. He was happy that his wife wanted to have a baby with him, but he was also angry that his wife thought he needed the supplements to give her a baby.

He’s obviously still young and in the best shape of his life. He doesn’t need any supplements at all!

He put the box on the table, walked slowly to his wife, and asked, "Wife, do you think your husband is not strong enough to give you a child?"

Not knowing that danger was approaching, Yan Yuling still looked at the menu on her phone and said casually, "Well, I don’t know. But your waist is so thin and you are just discharged from the hospital. I bought these things just in case."

Feng Zhexuan felt very angry when he saw his wife’s indifferent look and her casual tone. He leaned over her and placed his hands on the sides of his wife’s head, trapping her on the sofa.

He lowered his head and looked into his wife’s eyes, trying to read her thoughts. When their eyes met, he was startled, for all he saw in his wife’s eyes was calmness and a hint of fear.

He lowered his head and saw his wife’s cheeks were red and her lips were slightly open. Her expression clearly showed her shyness and surprise, even a hint of ambiguity. But her eyes...

He looked into his wife’s eyes again and saw that the calmness was gone but the fear was stronger. Is his wife afraid of him? Why?

Feng Zhexuan was heartbroken when he found out that his wife was afraid of him. He reached out to touch his wife’s cheek and blurted out in a low voice, "Wife, you are afraid of me."

Yan Yuling’s eyes flashed when she heard this. She quickly turned her head away from his eyes. As she locked eyes with her husband, she felt her heart beating faster than usual and her heart was literally filled with fear.

His eyes were so familiar, but she couldn’t remember when or where she had seen them. While she was terrified, she was unwilling to let go of the opportunity to feel any emotion.

So, she forced herself to look into her husband’s eyes again and admitted, "Yes, I’m afraid of you."

"Why?" Feng Zhexuan leaned closer and asked softly.

Because the distance was so close, Yan Yuling could feel his hot breath brushing her cheek. This time, besides fear, she also felt another strange emotion in her heart.

The emotion stung her and made her uncomfortable. It was as if a cat was gently scratching her heart. Itchy, slightly painful, yet addicting.

’What is this feeling?’ she thought.

Before she could analyze her emotions, she saw her husband’s face getting closer. Looking into his deep eyes, she felt that her soul was being sucked into the whirlpool.

The next moment, she felt a pair of soft but cold lips touched hers. A tingling sensation appeared on her lips and spread to her limbs, numbing her body.

Feng Zhexuan kept looking at his wife’s calm eyes. When their lips touched, he saw ripples in her beautiful eyes, and the uneasiness in his heart slowly disappeared.

’She has other feelings for me besides fear,’ he thought.

After licking and sucking on his wife’s lips for a while, he pried her lips open and entered her warm and soft mouth. As their tongues tangled together, he held the back of his wife’s head and deepened their kiss.

His other hand gently massaged his wife’s neck and then slid down to her mounds. Unlike the previous kiss, he didn’t close his eyes. He didn’t want to miss any of the emotion in his wife’s tranquil eyes.

His heart trembled as he saw other emotions slowly emerge in his wife’s eyes. The fear remains, but there was also fascination, surprise, longing, and hope.

The longer they kissed, the more he felt something was wrong with his wife. The emotion in her eyes didn’t match her expression or behavior.

After confirming his suspicion, Feng Zhexuan slowly let go of his wife and parted their lips. Looking at the thin silver thread hanging between their lips, he felt a throbbing pain in his lower body.

While his body screamed for more, his mind told him to wait.

"Husband?"

Yan Yuling thought they would consummate their marriage because she felt her husband’s physical reaction. But when her hand reached for his pants, her husband took her hand and suddenly stopped their kiss.

As their foreheads touched and they breathed the same air, she clearly felt other emotions in her heart.

She was frustrated and unhappy. But she didn’t know what she was frustrated and unhappy about.

After a while, Feng Zhexuan finally calmed down a little. He arranged their clothes and said, "Wife, there’s no need to order takeout. I will go make something for us."

Then he went to the kitchen and closed the glass door, separating the living room and the kitchen.

Yan Yuling looked at his back with a frown. After a moment, the strange emotions in her heart calmed down.

Before entering the bedroom, she took another look at her husband and thought, ’It seems like he really needs to take those supplements.’

In the kitchen, after Feng Zhexuan saw his wife going to the bedroom, he took out his mobile phone and dialed an international number.

The phone rang several times before it was picked up. A hoarse, old voice come from the receiver, "Hello, Mr. Feng."

"Hello, Professor Wright. I’m sorry to disturb you at this time, but I have something important to discuss with you."

"Oh, what is it?" Professor Wright asked with interest.