Little Wife's Diary: My Husband is My Boss!
Chapter 80: A Deal ( 3 )

Chapter 80: A Deal ( 3 )

Grandpa Feng had asked several psychiatrists about Yan Yuling’s condition, and they all said that unless she could resolve the trauma, she had only a 1 percent chance of getting better.

How can she empathize with others if she can’t feel any emotion? How can she reciprocate Feng Zhexuan’s love and give him happiness?

He thought that as long as she agreed to continue being the young madam of their family, she could continue to pretend. Even if her feelings are fake, at least his grandson will believe her and he will be happy.

But now, she agreed to have a child for his grandson, but wants to leave.

Can his grandson accept this in the future? After she leaves, can his grandson accept another woman?

Just thinking of this made Grandpa Feng afraid of the consequences.

Seeing that Grandpa Feng had hesitated for so long, Yan Yuling smiled and said, "Grandpa, if you are worried about what will happen in the future, I think we can forget about it. With your ability, it is easy to dissolve my marriage."

After thinking for a long time, Grandpa Feng finally said, "I can agree to your request, but you must help my grandson cure his allergies."

Yan Yuling frowned when she thought of Feng Zhexuan’s allergic reaction. His allergy is troublesome because it’s not a food allergy. But if he could touch her, then maybe there was something about her that could suppress or cure his allergies.

That being the case, his allergy to women is not impossible to cure. Once his allergies are cured, he can marry another woman and she won’t have to worry about him pestering her.

After thinking about the pros and cons, Yan Yuling nodded and said, "Deal."

"My lawyer will send you the contract," Grandpa Feng said.

As soon as the two reached an agreement, Yan Yuling’s emotionless eyes lit up, and a sweet smile appeared on her face.

She stood up and said, "Then I will take my leave first, grandpa. My husband is still waiting for me at home."

With that, she left the room.

Looking at her back, Grandpa Feng sighed and muttered, "I hope I didn’t make the wrong decision."

Not long after Yan Yuling left the Feng family’s house, she called a taxi and went to a department store. Since she promised to give birth to the heir of the Feng family, she should nourish Feng Zhexuan’s body.

She once heard from her roommate that women can conceive easily only if men are healthy.

As for her studies, she was able to take a year off after becoming pregnant. She is already 20 years old and an adult. It should be no problem even if she gives birth to a child.

When she thought about the little human born from her own eggs and Feng Zhexuan’s sperm, she felt nothing. She looked out the taxi window and saw smiles and excitement on the faces of passers-by.

Then she looked at the reflection on the window. At this moment, her face looked like a soulless doll. There was no emotion in her eyes.

Suddenly, she remembered the memory of her childhood. At that time, her father had not yet married Wen Jiali, and Yan Lingling came to their house for dinner. After a small quarrel over a doll, Yan Lingling pushed her to the lake.

After crawling out of the lake, she was shivering with cold and pushed Yan Lingling into the lake. Seeing her struggling in the water, a strange emotion arose in her heart.

She felt very satisfied. This was her first emotion after losing her memory.

So, whenever Yan Lingling wanted to climb out of the water, she would push her head with a stick to prevent her from climbing out. The longer she watched her struggle in the water, the clearer her feelings became.

She wanted to feel more, so she kept pushing Yan Lingling into the water. If she hadn’t been discovered by the servants, she might have killed Yan Lingling that day.

When her father called the police, she recalled how Yan Lingling always cried to get what she wanted. So, she sat on the ground and cried. She didn’t know how to feel for her to produce the tears, so she pinched her thighs until the pain was unbearable.

The next moment, tears finally burst out of her eyes. Hot and salty tears flowed down her cheeks, and she imitated Yan Lingling’s behavior while crying.

When the police saw that she was remorseful and crying so sadly, they asked her what happened. Like Yan Lingling, she learned to lie.

She cried and said that she tried to save Yan Lingling with a stick, but the servant disliked her and was slandering her.

After hearing her explanation, the police believed that the matter was a misunderstanding and only asked her and Yan Lingling to apologize to each other.

From then on, she learned to observe everyone around her and imitate their behavior. She often practices her expressions in her room in the middle of the night.

As time went on, her ability to imitate others grew stronger. One day, she discovered that the attitude of her father and servants towards her slowly changed.

Before, they always looked at her with fear and treated her as if she was a monster. When she learned how to laugh, cry, complain, and even get angry, they treated her warmly and even coaxed her.

Later she realized that something was wrong with her. She couldn’t understand her own and other’s emotions.

In order to live a normal life, she needs to act ’normal.’

That’s how it all started.

Fifteen years later, she had even managed to trick herself into believing she could feel emotions. Until today, Grandpa Feng tore off her mask and did not give her a chance to deceive herself.

’What a joke. Yan Yuling, you are just an emotionless monster,’ she thought.

She closed her eyes, refusing to look at her reflection.