Beneath the Surface: Secrets of an Obsessed Heart
Chapter 43 - 42

Chapter 43: Chapter 42

"I’ve told you. Not like this." Raiden complained when Hiro sat sideways. He grabbed Hiro’s leg and fixed his posture, making him sit directly on his crotch, with both legs on either sides of his waist, directly facing him. "Now this is better. Anytime I ask you to sit on my lap, this is how you should sit. Okay?"

Hiro could vividly remember the things they had done the last time he sat on Raiden’s lap and he lowered his head as he felt his face heat up in embarrassment. Still, he nodded to show Raiden that he had heard him.

How could he always sit on Raiden’s lap like this though? It was too intimate, having his legs spread open like that. He could feel the heat emanating from Raiden’s body.

Raiden enveloped Hiro in a tight embrace, drawing him near until their chests pressed together. "Put it on my cheek."

Still clutching the frozen peas, Hiro raised the cold pack to Raiden’s reddened cheek and Raiden winced at the biting chill.

Concerned, Hiro asked, "D-Does it hurt?"

Raiden nodded, admitting, "It hurts a lot."

Hiro found the response surprisingly honest. He had never anticipated that Raiden would openly admit to the pain. Hiro had expected Raiden to maintain a tough exterior, but witnessing this vulnerability was comforting.

Hiro smiled softly. "Then, I’ll be gentle."

The room enveloped them in a hushed serenity, the sole symphony being the rhythm of their breaths.

In the intimate proximity, Hiro experienced a sudden revelation as he found his gaze drawn to Raiden’s features. The realization struck him like a gentle whisper of discovery.

Raiden was undeniably handsome.

He was aware that Raiden was handsome.

After all, he had seen him on TV lots of times with girls always frolicking around him but this...

This was different.

Black hair adorned with fiery red streaks framed a face marked by smokey grey eyes, surrounded by scanty yet long lashes. A Grecian nose and thin, invitingly pink lips completed this portrait of allure. He suddenly felt a desire to touch Raiden’s hair, to feel his skin.

Before he could delve further into his contemplation, Raiden’s voice, breaking the silence, interrupted his musings. "Like what you see, Hiro?"

Raiden’s question caught him off guard, prompting a blush that compelled Hiro to lower his head in disbelief at being caught in such a moment of admiration.

"I-I-"

"Shhhh" Raiden chuckled. "It’s okay. I like what I see too."

He put a finger to Hiro’s chin and raised his head, gazing into those beautiful eyes filled with specks of light gold and hazel. Hiro’s eyes always reminded him of champange. Glittery, charming and completely irresistible.

Hiro shivered slightly. There it was again. The way Raiden looked at him. It was a mix of fascination, yearning and desire. It made his body tingle and his heart beat faster.

This was completely different from the way Raiden used to look at him 4 years ago. Then, Raiden’s gaze felt creepy and dangerous. Now, he felt....wanted, craved.

His breathing was getting heavier. His body getting hotter. He wondered what was going on.

"Can I kiss you, Hiro?" Raiden asked. He couldn’t take it anymore. All he wanted was to devour those lips. He thought he could control his desires. He thought he could wait and slowly ease Hiro into everything. He thought he could be patient but he badly wanted to claim those lips.

’Say no’ he thought to himself. ’Stop me, Hiro. Say no.’

Hiro’s eyes fluttered to Raiden’s lips. He recalled the way Raiden kissed him last time. Feather light. It made him wonder if he was even kissed.

Was that truly a kiss? Was that how people kissed? He had never kissed anyone before. He wondered how it would truly feel.

Still, did he want his first kiss to be with Raiden?

A man?

He gulped, hard.

"I need an answer, Hiro." Raiden said when Hiro didn’t reply.

And the answer needed to be no. For some reason, he felt like he would not be able to control himself if Hiro said-

"Yes." Hiro whispered, cutting off his thoughts.

Fuck.

Raiden instantly slipped his hand to the back of Hiro’s neck and crashed their lips together, catching Hiro by surprise.

Due to the sudden force, Hiro parted his lips to protest but wasn’t given a chance for Raiden took the opportunity to dive his tongue deep into Hiro’s mouth.

He let out a low growl of surprise and satisfaction at the exquisite taste of Hiro. His velvety smooth tongue, the warmth, the perfect amount of wetness. Fuck. Hiro was more than he had ever dreamed about.

Hiro felt sudden pulses of electricity in his veins. His heart trashed against his ribcage as he was held tight and devoured. He was being kissed so hard, so rough and so deeply that he couldn’t help letting out small moans. He felt like his body was vibrating.

The intensity of the kiss made tears roll out his eyes as his nails dug into those broad shoulders. He suddenly could feel Raiden everywhere. His tongue that dug into the deepest parts of his mouth, the hand that dug into his hair, keeping his head in place. The other hand that squeezed and gropped his ass, the huge bulging member grinding against his ass.

It was sensory overload and his body couldn’t stop shaking. He could feel his own dick leaking like a faucet.

He never knew that from just a kiss, a person could feel so good and so disoriented at the same time.

It was a dick-hardening, toe-curling kiss.

And it wasn’t enough for Raiden.

He flipped them over, laying Hiro down on the couch without breaking the kiss. His hands moved, going underneath Hiro’s shirt, stroking the smooth expanse of soft skin. He rubbed, his fingers trailing higher and higher until he felt Hiro’s flat nipples under his thumb and pressed.

Hiro suddenly felt heat on his chest. His nipples were caught and lightly pinched, making him squirm. It was a foreign feeling and he wasn’t sure he liked it. He tried to pull away but Raiden was on top of him, not letting him budge an inch.

He wanted to talk but his voice was drowned out by deeper kisses and his nipples continued to be played with. He felt Raiden hold them, tweaking and tugging until they hardened under his touch.

Raiden finally broke the kiss, giving Hiro a chance to breathe by attacking his neck instead, sucking on the skin in the hollow of his neck.