Beneath the Surface: Secrets of an Obsessed Heart
Chapter 111 - 110

Chapter 111: Chapter 110

Hiro’s breathing was ragged, his chest rising and falling rapidly as he gradually came down from his high. His vision cleared, and his eyes finally focused, registering Raiden’s face right in front of him. His lips parted as he exhaled softly, a sweet, breathless sound escaping him.

"Raiden." He cooed, his voice laced with lingering pleasure and affection. He instinctively tried to move closer, craving the warmth and comfort of Raiden’s embrace, but before he could, Raiden closed the distance between them locking their lips in a tender, delicate kiss, as if he was handling a rare treasure and any slight mistake would make it break. Hiro had never felt so care for, so loved and cherished before. The love and affection his family used to pour on him was nothing compared to how Raiden treated him. His heart was pounding so hard that his ears were ringing.

Despite the cool breeze circulating from the car’s air conditioning, the interior felt warm from the intensity of their shared moment. Raiden gently pulled away, giving Hiro a final peck on the cheek then proceeded to clean him with wet wipes. Already used to this, Hiro leaned back against the car door, a contented sigh escaping his lips.

"Do you keep wet wipes everywhere?" He asked, curious. It seemed that whenever they did things, Raiden always had them.

"Yeah." Raiden answered as he cleaned up his hand. "In my car, inside the house, in my office, I even keep a small pack in my pocket sometimes."

Hiro was surprised. "But why?"

"In case I get lucky." Raiden replied with a cheeky wink. "I keep condoms too."

Hiro pursed his lips, not really liking the answer. "Do you mean lucky with me or in the general sense?" His brows furrowed even further, his eyes getting glassy with tears as he pictured Raiden kissing someone else. His heart lurched to his throat. "Y-You want to see other people?"

"Oh God no. Baby, that’s not what I meant." Raiden quickly clarified. "I meant that you’re always around me so in case I get lucky with you, I have the wipes to clean us up and if we’re in public, I’d use a condom so it won’t get too messy. You know I’m a heavy cummer."

Hiro’s mouth formed a small O as he understood what Raiden meant. He let out a sigh of relief. For a moment there, he felt so scared that his guts twisted and he wanted to puke. His heart was racing so fast in fear. He didn’t think he could handle Raiden wanting any other person besides him.

He then frowned as he thought of something. "You want us to do it in public?"

Raiden couldn’t help but tease gullible Hiro. "What? You don’t want to?"

Hiro was mortified. How could they have sex in public?!

"I was just kidding sweetheart." Raiden said, laughing when he saw how white Hiro’s face went. "I didn’t mean that kind of public. I wouldn’t do that."

Hiro was confused. There was a kind of public?

"Don’t think about it too much." Raiden said, ruffling his hair. "I’ll just show you what I mean one day."

Hiro nodded and Raiden recalled the fear he saw in Hiro’s eyes earlier when Hiro thought he wanted to see other people. He was actually secretly pleased. It was a twisted form of satisfaction and he knew he wasn’t supposed to feel that way but he couldn’t help it. It only meant that Hiro really truly liked him.

"Did you think I want to see other people, Hiro?" Raiden asked softly, his tone gentle.

Hiro lowered his head and nodded meekly. "I-I...that’s what I thought. B-But I don’t want that. I don’t want you to see other people. I want you to see only me. I-I can’t...I can’t bear the thought of you with someone else. It makes me feel sick."

Without hesitation, Raiden leaned in close, wrapping his arms around Hiro. The angle was a bit uncomfortable but he didn’t care. He just wanted to comfort his baby.

"Hiro," Hiro heard Raiden murmur against his ear, his tone serious and his breath warm and comforting. "You are the only one I want. There’s no one else and there will never be anyone else. Just you. You have my heart baby, my everything. I don’t want to see or be with anyone but you. I promise. "

The words washed over Hiro, making his tense body relax, and as Raiden’s arms tightened around him, he realised had never been so terrified of losing someone before, never felt such an intense need to be someone’s one and only. The fear of losing Raiden made his heart clench painfully, and in that moment, it became clear to him.

Raiden meant more to him than he let on. He was falling in love with Raiden.

His heart thudded in his chest and he pushed himself further into Raiden’s embrace, hugging Raiden tight. "I-I don’t want anyone but you too." He whispered softly. "I promise, I want only you Raiden. Only you."

The hold Raiden had on his heart was undeniable, and it was both thrilling and terrifying but Hiro wouldn’t have it any other way. Raiden had already said that he didn’t want anyone else. Neither did he.

They were only for each other.

Elated from Hiro’s words, Raiden carried him over to his side and pushed back his seat so they would be comfortable. Hiro sat on Raiden’s lap then squirmed a bit when he felt the hardness beneath his butt. His eyes drifted down, noticing that Raiden was still hard. Without thinking, he moved to help, but Raiden caught his hand, shaking his head.

Raiden leaned closer and pecked Hiro on the lips, his voice dropping to that deep, sexy timbre that always made Hiro’s heart race. "Let it be, sweetheart. We did it twice this morning. Rest first. When you get better, I’ll fuck you for as long as you want."

Hiro’s cheeks flushed a deep crimson, and he quickly retracted his hand. Avoiding Raiden’s gaze, he suggested; "W-What if I use my mouth?"

Raiden’s brows shot up in surprise. "You want to suck me off?"

Hiro went beet red. "Y-You’re saying it like I haven’t done it before."

Raiden couldn’t help but laugh. Hiro was so cute. He pinched his chin and raised his head so their eyes would meet. "I’m yours sweetheart. You can do whatever you want to me. But first, I’d like you to strip. I want to see all of you as you take me into your mouth."